Atmadharma magazine - Ank 115
(Year 10 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2479, A.D. 1953)
(English transliteration).

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148 Atmadharma 11p
trikAL evI ja sthiti chhe ke pahelAn AtmadhyAnamAn sAtamun guNasthAn pragaTe; ane pachhI vikalpa UThatAn chhaThThun
guNasthAn Ave. munio Anandakand AtmAmAn jhUle chhe, temane traN prakAranA kaShAyono to nAsh thaI gayo chhe,
mAtra atyantamand sanjvalan kaShAy rahyo chhe, tethI vastrAdi grahaNano tIvra kaShAyabhAv temane hoto ja nathI.
munionI dashA traNekALe digambar ja hoy chhe. anAdi jainashAsanamAn munionI AvI ja sahaj dashA hoy chhe.
man vachan–kAyAthI karavun–karAvavun ne anumodavun em nave prakArathI parigrah chhUTI jAy chhe, pachhI ja munidashA hoy
chhe. jo antaramAn parigrahanun shalya paDayun hoy to munidashA hotI nathI.
loko to AtmAne bhUlIne bahAramAn dIkShA mAnI beThA chhe. parantu dIkShA to AtmashikShApUrvak hoy chhe. dIkShA
ane pariShahamAn munione kaShTa nathI paN AtmAnI apUrvashAnti chhe. pratikUL–prasang hoy ne temAn kaShTa lAge tenun
nAm pariShah nathI, kaShTano bhAv to dveSh chhe–pAp chhe. game tevA prasang vakhate rAg–dveShano vikalpa na thAy ne
chaitanyamAn lInatA TakI rahe tenun nAm pariShah chhe. Avo pariShah mArgathI achyutapaNAnun ane nirjarAnun kAraN chhe.
bahAramAn pariShahanA game tevA nimitto vakhate AtmAnI paryAyamAn darshan–gnAn–chAritrathI achyutapaNun rahe ne
shuddhatA vadhatI jAy–enun nAm pariShah chhe. kayAn munivarono Avo pariShah! ane kayAn agnAnIe mAnelo
pariShah! pratikUL sanyog bane, ane rAg–dveShanI vRutti thAy te kAI pariShah nathI. paN te vakhate AtmAnI
vItarAgI shAntinA anubhavamAnthI na khasavun tenun nAm pariShah chhe. ahoho! darshan–gnAn–chAritranA vItarAgI
AnandamAn jhUlato munimArga chhe, te AnandanA anubhavamAnthI na khasavun te pariShah chhe. pariShahamAn munione dukh
nathI paN Anand chhe.
juo, A vAt chaud brahmAnDamAn sarvagna paramAtmAthI rajIsTar thaI gayelI chhe. anant tIrthankaro Avo
ja mArga AdarIne mukti pAmyA chhe, ane Avo ja mArga jagatane kahI gayA chhe. atyAre mahAvidehamAn paN
Avo ja mArga dhokhabandh chAlI rahyo chhe. badhA digambar santo paN A ek ja mArga kahI gayA chhe,
kundakundAchAryadev, samantabhadrAchAryadev, padmanandI munirAj ke dharasenAchAryadev vagere koI paN muni lyo,–te
badhAnI ek ja dhArA chAlI Ave chhe, tIrthankaro ane sant munioe je vAt karI chhe te ja vAt ahIn
kahevAy chhe. mukti karavI hoy to jagatane A vAt mAnye chhUTako chhe, A sivAy bIjA koI mArge
traNakALamAn koI jIvanI mukti thatI nathI.
neminAth bhagavAnane AtmagnAn hatun ane potAne khabar hatI ke ‘mAre A bhavamAn ja anAdi sansArano
ant thavAno chhe ane have mArI sAdi–anant siddhadashAnI sharUAt thavAnI chhe; have mAre navo bhav karavAno nathI,
A chhello ja avatAr chhe.’ AvA bhagavAnane vairAgya thayo ane dIkShA lIdhI. aho! tIrthankaranA vairAgyanI shun
vAt! vairAgya thayA pachhI teo sansAramAn rokAtA nathI. Aje bhagavAnanA vairAgyano adbhut prasang chhe. vairAgya
thatAn ja bhagavAn to dIkShA laIne vanamAn chAlyA gayA. bhagavAn bahAranA AmravanamAn gayA. e to sanyoganun
kathan chhe, kharekhar to jangalamAn antaranA chaitanyavanamAn–jyAn apUrva gnAn ane AnandarUpI AmbA pAke evA
AmravanamAn bhagavAn gUm thaI gayA....antaranI chaitanyaguphAmAn bhagavAne pravesh karyo....van–jangalamAn vicharatAn
bhagavAnane dukh na hatun paN AtmAnA AnandanI moj hatI, antaramAn shAntinA sheraDA chhUTatA hatA. agnAnIne to
bhagavAnanA e AnandanI kalpanA paN kayAnthI Ave?
badhAy tIrthankar bhagavantone dIkShA pachhI tarat AtmadhyAnanI apUrva jAgRutimAn sAtamun apramatta
guNasthAn tem ja manaparyayagnAn pragaTe chhe; ane tIrthankarone kShapakashreNI ja hoy chhe; temane sAtamun ane
chhaThThun guNasthAn anekavAr badalyA kare paN upashamashreNI na hoy, sIdhI kShapakashreNI ja hoy chhe. aho!
chhaThThA–sAtamA guNasthAne munio AtmAnA sahaj AnandamAn jhUle chhe, hAlatAn–chAlatAn temaj AhAr
letAn letAn paN vAramvAr nirvikalpa apramattadashA thaI jAy chhe, hAthamAn AhArano koLio hoy ne muni
to nirvikalpa thaIne andar chaitanyagoLAno svAd letA hoy. pramAd dashAmAn munio lAmbo kAL rahetA
nathI. munione AtmajAgRuti evI vadhI gaI chhe ke Ungh UDI gaI chhe, ek sAthe lAmbo kAL nidrA hotI
nathI, nidrAno kAL bahu alpa chhe, ek kalAk paN pUrI nidrA hotI nathI kem ke chhaThThA guNasthAnano kAL
ja alpa chhe. nidrA ochhI chhe te kAraNe kAI kaShTa nathI paN andaramAn AtmajAgRutino apUrva Anand chhe.
are, alpakAL nidrA