Atmadharma magazine - Ank 115
(Year 10 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2479, A.D. 1953)
(English transliteration).

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dvitIy vaishAkha 2479 147
muni thayA pahelAn paN ‘hun’ anantaguNadhAm chidAnand pavitra chhun’ evI AtmadraShTipUrvak bhagavAn kyArek
kyArek nirvikalpa anubhav karatA hatA. te vakhate hajI asthiratAno rAg hato, have muni thayA pachhI to
bhagavAnane asthiratAno rAg paN chhUTI gayo; ane vAramvAr AtmAmAn lIn thaIne nirvikalpa Anandano
anubhav karavA lAgyA. munidashAmAn bhagavAnane van–jangalanA kaShTa na hatA; paN bhagavAn to AtmAnA
AnandamAn jhUlatA hatA. aho! vItarAgI chAritradashAmAn munivarone kaShTa nathI, paN param Anand chhe. bahAramAn kaShTa
veThavAn tene agnAnI loko samvar ne tap mAne chhe parantu samvar ane tap to antaranI vItarAgI dashAmAn chhe tene
teo jANatA nathI. bhagavAne to to svarUpanAn AnandamAn jhUlatAn jhUlatAn AtmAmAnthI ja samvar ane tap kADhayA
hatA. juo, A bhagavAnanI dIkShA! dIkShA kalyANak kaho, ke tap kalyANak kaho, mokShamArga kaho; munidashA kaho,
samyagdarshan gnAn–chAritranI ekatA ke vItarAgatA kaho–tevI dashA bhagavAne potAnA AtmAmAnthI Aje pragaT
karI, teno A mahotsav chhe.
aho! paramAnandamay siddhadashAnA kAraNarUp evA chAritra ane tap paN sukhadAyak chhe, tene badale mUDh
jIvo te chAritra ane tapane dukharUp ne kaShTadAyak mAnIne teno anAdar kare chhe. chAritravant munirAjane dekhIne
jene karuNAthI em vichAr Ave ke ‘arere! A bichArA munine bahu dukh chhe’–to te jIv mithyAdraShTi chhe,
muninI anrtadashAnun tene bhAn nathI. are! chAritra to AnandadAyak chhe, chAritra ane tapamAn munione kinchit
paN kaShTa nathI, munio to AtmAnA AnandamAn jhUle chhe–antaranA upashamarasanA sAgaramAn AtmA jhUle chhe–evI
chAritradashA chhe; ane tapamAn chaitanyanun pratapan chhe. kShaNe kShaNe chaitanyanI shuddhatA ane Anand vadhatA jAy enun nAm
tap chhe. jem gerUnA opathI sonAmAn jhalak Ave tem antaramAn ekAgratArUpI opathI chaitanyanun pratapan thavun–
chaitanyanun shobhavun–chaitanyanI ugratA thavI tenun nAm tap chhe, temAn chaitanyanA AnandanI jhalak chhe. te AnandanA
anubhavamAn ekAgra thatAn bahAranA AhAranI vRutti chhUTI jAy chhe. antaranI AnandadashA vagar bahAramAn AhArAdi
chhoDe te kAI kharUn tap nathI. AtmAnA bhAn vagar bahAramAn sharIranI nagnadashA anantavAr karI; ane AhAr
chhoDIne upavAs karyA–paN te chAritra ke munipaNun nathI. bhagavAne je nagnadashA dhAraN karI te to antaramAn
AnandanA anubhav sahit hatI; munipaNun hoy tyAn sharIranI nagnadashA ja hoy chhe, parantu munipaNun kAI sharIranI
dashAmAn nathI rahetun, munipaNun to AtmAnI antaradashAmAn chhe. panchamahAvratanA shubh vikalpamAn paN kharekhar chAritra
nathI; AtmAnun chAritra judI chIj chhe, rAg judI chIj chhe ane sharIranI digambaradashA te judI chIj chhe,–traNe chIj
judI chhe, koInA kAraNe koI nathI. ‘hun vastra chhoDIne muni thAun, hun panchamahAvrat pALun.’ evA shubh vikalpamAnthI
kAI bhagavAnanI munidashA nahotI AvI, bhagavAn to antarasvabhAvamAn DUbakI mArIne temAnthI munidashA pragaT
karI chhe. juo, A bhagavAnanI munidashA! are jIv! A munidashAnun svarUp ekavAr sAmbhaL to
kharo.....lakShamAn to le!
ahA! Aj to neminAth bhagavAnanA vairAgyano prasang joIne ane rAjImatInI vairAgyabhAvanA
sAmbhaLIne AnkhamAn Ansu AvI jatA hatA....Aj to bhagavAnanA vairAgyano adbhut dekhAv najar sAmethI
khasato nathI. jANe najar sAme bhagavAn dIkShA letA hoy! evun lAge chhe. A saurAShTra deshamAn ja gIranAr uparanA
sahesrAvanamAn bhagavAne je dIkShA lIdhI tenI ahIn sthApanA karAy chhe....juo, ahIn sahesrAvanamAn bhagavAn dIkShA
lye chhe! jANe bhagavAn pote sAkShAt padhAryA hoy–evun lAge chhe. (gurudevanA A udgArone hajAro shrotAoe
ghaNA harShapUrvak tAlIothI vadhAvyA hatA.) aho! A van paN kudaratI sahesAvan jevun lAge chhe. gIranAranun
sahesrAvan to ahInthI pa0–60 kos dUr chhe parantu ahIn to dUrane paN najIk lAvI dIdhun. bhagavAne to lagabhag
8pa000 varSha pahelAn dIkShA lIdhI hatI. parantu ruchinA baLe kALanun antar kADhI nAkhIne bhakto kahe chhe ke, bhagavAn
atyAre ja A AmravanamAn dIkShA lye chhe; 8pa000 varSha pahelAn gIranAranA AmravanamAn bhagavAnanI dIkShAno jevo
prasang thayo tevun ja atyAre ahIn banI rahyun chhe. A ApaNA AmravanamAn ApaNI sAme ja bhagavAn dIkShA lye
chhe.....
aho, Aje neminAth bhagavAn bhAvathI temaj dravyathI digambar thayA....dhanya te dashA! dhanya te ghaDI!
nirgranth thayA pachhI bhagavAn AtmadhyAnamAn beThA; ane tarat ja pahelAn sAtamun apramatta guNasthAn pragaTayun.
munidashAnI