parachIjanAn kAryo mAre AdhIn chhe ja nahi–Avun yathArtha bhAn karIne antaramAn ekAgra thatAn
kRutakRutya thaI jAy chhe. A sivAy parachIjanA kAryo karavA mAnge ke paramAnthI sukh levA mAnge to
te vAt ashakya chhe eTale temAn kadI kRutakRutyatA thatI nathI. mATe he bhAI! ekavAr to
satsamAgame evo nirNay kar ke, “hun chaitanyasvarUp chhun, Anand mArA svabhAvamAn ja chhe evI
yathArtha pratIti ane bodh karIne hun mArA AtmAno Anand prApta karI shakun chhun, paN par chIj
kadI paN mArI thaI shakatI nathI.” AvI antarasvabhAvanI pratIti karatAn atIndriy AnandanA
anshano jeTalo anubhav thAy chhe teTalun kRutakRutyapaNun chhe. A sivAy bahAramAn ghaNA sanyogo
bhegA thAy ke ghaNAn kAryo thAy temAn AtmAnI kRutakRutyatA nathI. jem lInDI pIparanA ekek
dANAmAn paripUrNa tIkhAshanI tAkAt bharI chhe tem ekek AtmAmAn gnAn ane AnandanI paripUrNa
tAkAt bharI chhe, teno bharoso karIne tenun avalamban karatAn kRutakRutyapaNun pragaTe chhe. A sivAy
bahAranAn kAryo pUrA karavA mAnge, to te ashakya chhe, kemake parachIjanAn kArya AtmAne AdhIn
nathI.
to vyartha chhe. jIvane IchchhA thAy, paN te IchchhAne lIdhe paranAn kArya thaI jAy em banatun nathI.
vahAlAmAn vahAlo putra maravAnI taiyArImAn hoy tyAn tene bachAvavAnI ghaNI IchchhA hovA chhatAn
tene tun bachAvI shakato nathI; mATe bhAI! tArI IchchhA paramAn kAm AvatI nathI, eTale te
IchchhA vaDe paN kRutakRutyapaNun thatun nathI. tArA AtmAmAn sarvagna thavAnI tAkAt paDI chhe,
tArAmAnthI kevaLagnAn ane paripUrNa Anand pragaTe evI tAkAt tArAmAn chhe. paN parachIjanA
kAryane karI de evI tAkAt tArAmAn nathI pahelAnn yathArtha nirNay karIne AtmAnA AvA
svabhAvane pratItamAn lye to shraddhAmAn kRutakRutyapaNun thaI jAy. paranAn kAm hun karun ne paramAn mArun
sukh em mAnIne anAdithI akRutakRutyapaNe varte chhe eTale AkuLatAthI sansAramAn rakhaDe chhe
anAdikALamAn ek kShaN paN gnAnAnand svabhAvano nirNay karyo nathI. kRutakRutya to tyAre kahevAy
ke antaranA svabhAvano nirNay karIne AnandanA anubhavarUp kAryane vyakta kare. te kAryanun kAraN
koN? antaramAn shuddha chidAnand sarvagnashaktino pinD AtmA chhe te ja dhruvakAraN chhe, te kAraNamAnthI
AtmAnA Anandanun kArya pragaTe chhe. e sivAy bahAranA sanyogo ke puNya–pAp te AtmAnA
Anandanun kAraN nathI. AtmAnA gnAnAnand svabhAvanI sanmukh thaIne jeNe samyakpratIt karI
teNe anant kALamAn nahi karel evun apUrva k kkArya karyun. jeNe AtmAnA svabhAvanI pratIt
na karI, AtmAmAn ja Anand chhe evo nirNay na karyo, te bhale puNya karIne svargamAn jAy topaN
te akRutakRutya chhe, karavAyogya kharun kArya teNe karyun nathI. “aho! sanyogomAn ke puNya–pApamAn mArun
sukh nathI, mAro AtmA ja gnAn–darshanane AnandasvarUp chhe, temAn ja mArun sukh chhe” Avo jeNe
svasanmukh nirNay karyo teNe apUrva kArya karyun, te samyagdarshanamAn kRutakRutya thayo; svabhAvarUp kAraN
paramAtmA chhe tenA avalambane dharmarUpI kArya pragaTyun. aho, jeNe Avo AnandasvabhAvano
nirNay karyo chhe, te