Atmadharma magazine - Ank 132
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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joyun chhe, paN anrtamukh thaIne AtmAnun avalokan kadI karyun nathI, mATe te durlakShya chhe. jem hIrAmAn pANIno pravesh
thato nathI tem chaitanyaratnamAn vANIno ke vikalpano pravesh thato nathI. juo, AchAryadevane vikalpa uThayo chhe ane
vANIthI kathan thAy chhe, chhatAn nirmAnatAthI vastusvarUpane jAher kare chhe ke bhAI! amArA arUpI AtmAmAnthI A
vANI nathI AvatI, ane A vANI vaDe AtmA jaNAy–em nathI. juo, satya samajanArane AvA santonI vANI
ja nimitta hoy, enAthI viparIt vANI nimitta tarIke na hoy; chhatAn chaitanya svarUpI AtmA to te vANIthI paN
agochar chhe. vANImAn to amuk ishArA Ave paN antaramAn gnAn vaDe pote khyAlamAn laI le to te gnAn vaDe
samajAy evo AtmA chhe. bhagavAn! tAro AtmA chaitanyajyot chhe te sva–parano prakAshak chhe. jem agninI
jyotamAn pAchak, dAhak ane prakAshak evI traN shakti chhe, tem chaitanya jyotaAtmAmAn samyagdarshananI evI pAchak
shakti chhe ke trikALI gnAnAnandasvabhAvane antaranI pratItimAn pachAvI de chhe; tathA samyaggnAnano svabhAv svaparaprakAshak
chhe; ne samyakchAritrano svabhAv rAgAdine bALI nAnkhe tevo dAhak chhe.
AtmAno gnAn svabhAv chhe, te svabhAvamAn paripUrNa jANavAnI tAkAt chhe. jeno je svabhAv hoy te apUrNa
na hoy. AtmAnI vartamAn paryAyamAn vyaktagnAn thoDun hovA chhatAn, te gnAnane antaramAn vALe to, AtmAnA
svabhAvamAn paripUrNa gnAnanI tAkAt bharI chhe te pratItamAn Ave chhe; ane pUrNa svabhAvanI pratIt thatAn ‘alpagnatA ke
vikAr jeTalo hun’ evI paryAyabuddhi chhUTI jAy chhe. jem–lInDIpIparanA ekek dANAmAn chosaThaporI tIkhAshathI pUrI
shakti chhe, chosaThaporI tIkhAsh pragaTayA pahelAn paN tenAmAn tevI tAkAt paDI chhe, tem ekek AtmAmAn traNakAL
traNalokane jANe evI sarvagna shakti paDI chhe, sarvagnatA pragaTayA pahelAn paN svabhAvamAn sarvagnatAnI tAkAt bharI chhe;
alpagnatA vakhate paN dharmIne potAnA paripUrNa svabhAvasAmarthyanI evI pratIt chhe ke mAro svabhAv alpagna rahevAno
nathI, paN sarvagna thavAno mAro svabhAv chhe, sarvagnatAnI tAkAt atyAre ja mArA AtmAmAn paDI chhe. mArAmAn sarvagna
shakti chhe tenA ja AdhAre mArI sarvagnadashA pragaTashe, e sivAy bIjA koInA AdhAre mArI sarvagnadashA nahi pragaTe.
rAgarahit shuddha chidAnand svabhAvanI shraddhA ane gnAn thavA chhatAn dharmIne hajI nIchalI bhUmikAmAn puNya–pApanA
bhAvo Ave kharA, paN tyAn antaramAn puNya–pApathI pAr gnAnAnand svarUpanI draShTi tene varte chhe, draShTinI shUratA dharmIne
ek kShaN paN khasatI nathI; rAg vakhate ya rAgathI bhinnapaNe draShTinun pariNaman varte chhe. agnAnI to ‘rAg te ja hun,
rAgathI mane lAbh thAy’–em mAnIne rAg sAthe ekatvapaNe pariName chhe, eTale rAgathI judun chaitanyatattva tene durlakShya
chhe. rAgamAn evI tAkAt nathI ke chaitanyanun lakSha karAvI shake. AkhA chaitanyatattvane pachAvI shake evI tAkAt rAgamAn
nathI paN samyakshraddhAmAn ja evI tAkAt chhe ke AkhA chaitanyatattvane pratItamAn pachAvI le chhe. loko bole chhe ke ‘mUDI
kheDUt na pachAvI shake, vANiyA pachAvI shake’ tem ahIn AtmA–vepArI potAnA chaitanya upayoganA vepAramAn akhanD
chaitanyasvabhAvane lakShamAn laIne, pratItamAn pachAve–evI tenI tAkAt chhe. e sivAy sharIramAn evI tAkAt nathI ne
rAgamAn paN evI tAkAt nathI ke tenA vaDe akhanD chaitanyasvabhAv pratItamAn Ave.
bahAramAn paisA vagere maLavA ke TaLavA temAn jIvanun kAI kArya nathI; puNya hoy to paisA vagere maLe ane puNya
na hoy to lAkh upAye paN paisA rahe nahi. jinamandir vageremAn lAkho rUpiyA kharche to paN paisA kharachatAn khUTatA
nathI, puNya hoy to paisA khUTe nahi ne puNya khUTatAn paisA rahe nahi. mATe paisA vagere par vastune AtmA pachAvI shake
e vAt to sAchI nathI. paN antaramA AtmAnA akhUT chaitanyanidhAnane pratItamAn laIne pachAvI devAnI
samyakshraddhAnI tAkAt chhe. e sivAy puNya–pariNAmamAn paN evI tAkAt nathI. sarvagna bhagavAn kahe chhe ke he jIv!
tArAmAn sarvagnatAnI tAkAt chhe enI pahelAn pratIt to kar! antarmukh thaIne tArA chaitanyanidhAnamAn Dokiyun to kar.
andar najar karatAn nyAl karI de evA chaitanyanidhAn tArAmAn bharyA chhe. vaLI jem agninI jyotamAn prakAshak ane
dAhak svabhAv chhe. tem chaitanyajyoti bhagavAn AtmAmAn sva–parane jANe evI prakAshakashakti chhe, ane gnAnamAn
ekAgra thaIne rAgAdi vikArane bALIne bhasma karI nAnkhe evo dAhak svabhAv chhe, eTale ke samyak
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