Atmadharma magazine - Ank 134-135
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

< Previous Page   Next Page >


PDF/HTML Page 31 of 45

background image
: 92 : Atmadharma : mAgasar–poSh : 2481 :
nathI, gnAyak to parano akartA ja chhe.
“ame samakIti chhIe, athavA ame muni chhIe, ’ pachhI bahAramAn game tevA AhArAdino jog ho” ––
em kahe to te mithyAdraShTi–svachhandI ja chhe, kaI bhUmikAmAn kevo vyavahAr hoy ne kevun nimitta hoy, tathA kevo rAg
ane kevA nimitto chhUTI jAy tenI tene khabar nathI. ––evA svachhandI jIvane kramabaddhaparyAyanI pratIt ke
samyagdarshanAdi hotun nathI, munidashA to hoy ja kyAthi?
gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTimAn nirmaL–nirmaL kramabaddhaparyAyo thatI jAy chhe, ane te te paryAyamAn yogyanimitta
hoy chhe te paN kramabaddha chhe; eTale ‘nimittane meLavavun’ e vAt rahetI nathI. jem ke– ‘munidashAmAn nimittapaNe
nirdoSh AhAr ja hoy chhe, mATe nirdoSh AhAranun nimitta meLavun to mArI munidashA TakI raheshe’ –em koI mAne
tene nimittAdhIn draShTi chhe, svabhAvamAn ekAgratAthI munidashA Take chhe tene badale sanyoganA AdhAre munidashA mAne
chhe tenI draShTi ja viparIt chhe. nimittane meLavavun nathI paDatun, paN sahajapaNe e ja prakAranun nimitta hoy chhe,
nimitta–naimittik sambandh saheje banI jAy chhe.. “ApaNane jevun kArya karavAnI IchchhA thAy tevAn nimitto
meLavavA” ––em mAne to tene gnAnasvabhAvanI ke kramabaddhaparyAyanI shraddhA kyAn rahI? ––ene to hajI IchchhAnun
ane nimittanun kartApaNun paDyun chhe. are bhAI! nimittone meLavavA ke dUr karavA te kyAn tArA hAthanI vAt chhe?
nimitta to paradravya chhe, tenI kramabaddhaparyAy tAre AdhIn nathI.
[84] “gnA... ya... ka” shun kare?
gnAyak kramabaddha potAnA gnAyakapravAhanI dhArAe upaje chhe, gnAyakapaNe Upajato te kone lye? kone chhoDe?
ke kone pherave? gnAyak to gnAyakabhAvano ja kartA chhe, parano akartA chhe. jo bIjAno kartA thavA jAy to ahIn
potAmAn gnAyak svabhAvanI draShTi rahetI nathI eTale mithyAdraShTipaNun thaI jAy chhe. hajI to gnAyak parano jANanAr
paN vyavahArathI chhe, nishchayathI (–tanmayapaNe) pote gnAyakano jANanAr chhe. gnAyak sanmukh ekAgratAmAn paragneyanun
paN gnAn thaI jAy chhe, parantu parano utpAdak nathI. A rIte gnAyak AtmA akartA chhe. sarvagna bhagavAn sva–
paranA ‘gnAyak’ chhe, gneyone jem chhe tem prasiddha kare chhe tethI ‘gnApak’ paN chhe, ne potAnA ‘kArak’ paN chhe; parantu
paranA kArak nathI. paranA gnAyak to chhe paN kArak nathI. e pramANe badhAy AtmAno Avo gnAyakasvabhAv chhe ne
paranun akartApaNun chhe. e vAt ahIn samajAvI chhe.
[8p] gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTipUrvak charaNAnuyoganI vidhi.
shAstromAn charaNAnuyoganI vidhinun anek prakAre varNan Ave, paN te badhAmAn A gnAyakasvabhAvanI
mULadraShTi rAkhIne samaje to ja samajAy tevun chhe. muni–dIkShA levAnA bhAv thAy tyAre mAtA–pitA vagere pAse
jaIne A rIte rajA mAgavI, temane A rIte samajAvavA–enun varNan pravachanasAr vageremAn khUb karyun chhe; ane
dIkShA lenArane paN evo vikalpa Ave ne mAtA pAse jaIne kahe ke “he mAtAjI! have mane dIkShAnI rajA Apo!
he A sharIranI janetA! mAro anAdino janak evo je mAro AtmA, tenI pAse javAnI mane AgnA Apo! –
bhagavatI dIkShAnI mane rajA Apo.” ––chhatAn antaramAn te vakhate gnAn chhe ke A vachanano kartA hun nathI, mArA
kAraNathI A vachananun pariNaman thatun nathI.
mAtA–pitA vagerenI rajA laIne pachhI guru pAse AchArya munirAj pAse jaIne vinay pUrvak kahe ke “he
prabho! mane shuddhAtmatattvanI upalabdhirUp siddhithI anugRuhIt karo... he nAth! A bhavabandhanathI chhoDAvIne mane
bhagavatI munidIkShA Apo! ” ––tyAre shrI guru paN tene ‘A tane shuddhAtmatattvanI upalabdhirUp siddhi’ ––em
kahIne dIkShA Ape. A pramANe charaNAnuyoganI vidhi chhe; chhatAn tyAn dIkShA denAr ane lenAr banne jANe chhe ke ame
to gnAyak chhIe, A achetan bhAShAnA ame utpAdak nathI, ane A vikalpanA paN utpAdak kharekhar ame
nathI, ame to amArA gnAyakabhAvanA ja utpAdak chhIe, gnAyakabhAvamAn ja amArun tanmayapaNun chhe. ––AvA yathArtha
bhAn vagar kadI munidashA hotI nathI.
hun gnAyak chhun–evun antarabhAn, ane kramabaddhaparyAyanI pratIt hovA chhatAn, tIrthankar bhagavAn vagerenA
virahamAn,