Atmadharma magazine - Ank 134-135
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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: mAgasar–poSh : 2481 : Atmadharma : 97 :
svabhAvano nirNay karIne jIv taraphathI na letAn ajIvanI draShTi taraphathI lye chhe te UndhI draShTi chhe–tene agnAnanI
gahanatA chhe. kramabaddhanA nirNayanun phaL to sva taraph vaLavAnun Ave chhe, svabhAv taraph vaLIne gnAyak thayo tene
mithyAtva hotun nathI ne mithyAtvakarmanun nimittakartApaNun paN tene rahetun nathI; ajIvamAn darshanamoh thavAno kram tene
mATe hoto ja nathI. A rIte karma sAtheno nimittanaimittikasambandh paN tene chhUTI gayo chhe.
AtmA nishchayathI ajIvano kartA nathI, eTale koI em kahe ke––“pudgalanA mithyAtvano nishchayathI
akartA, paN temAn mithyAtvakarma bandhAy tyAre jIv mithyAtva karIne teno nimittakartA thAy eTale ke vyavahAre
teno kartA chhe. ––A rIte nishchayathI akartA ne vyavahArathI kartA–em hoy to? ”
––to e paN mithyAdraShTinI ja vAt chhe. gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTimAn karmanun nimittakartApaNun Avatun ja nathI.
mithyAtvAdi karmonun vyavahArakartApaNun mithyAdraShTine ja lAgu paDe chhe, gnAnIne te koI rIte lAgu paDatun nathI. ahIn
gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi karIne pote gnAyakabhAve (–samyagdarshan Adi rUpe) pariNamyo, tyAn nakkI thaI gayun ke mArI
paryAyamAn mithyAtva thavAnI lAyakAt nathI, ane mArA nimitte pudgalamAn mithyAtvakarma thAy–em paN bane ja
nahi–evo paN nirNay thaI gayo. aho! antaramAn gnAyakasvabhAvano nirNay karIne kramabaddhaparyAyano gnAtA thayo,
antaramAn vaLIne gnAyak thayo... akartA thayo, te have bandhanano kartA thAy e kem bane? ? na ja bane. gnAyakabhAv
bandhanano kartA thAy ja nahi. te to nij–rasathI––gnAyakabhAvathI shuddhapaNe ja pariName chhe, ––bandhananA akartApaNe
ja pariName chhe. A rIte gnAyakane bandhan thatun ja nathI. Avun abandhapaNun te kramabaddhaparyAyanA nirNayanun phaL chhe.
abandhapaNun kaho ke mokShamArga kaho, ke dharma kaho, tenI A rIt chhe.
[9p] svachhandI jIv A vAtanA shravaNane paN pAtra nathI.
jIv gnAyakasvabhAv chhe; te gnAyakanI kramabaddhaparyAyamAn vikAranA kartApaNAnI vAt na Ave. kemake gnAtAnA
pariNamanamAn vaLI vikAr kyAthi Avyo? bhAI! tArA gnAyakapaNAno nirNay karIne tun pahelAnn gnAtA thA, to
tane kramabaddhaparyAyanI khabar paDashe. gnAtAnA kramamAn rAg Avato ja nathI, rAg gneyapaNe bhale ho. kharekhar to
rAgane gney karavAnI paN mukhyatA nathI, antaramAn gnAyakasvabhAvane ja gney karIne temAn abhed thAy–tenI ja
mukhyatA chhe. gnAyakasvabhAvane gney banAvyA vagar, rAganun yathArtha gnAn thAy nahi.
kramabaddhaparyAyanun nAm laIne rAgAdino bhay na rAkhe, ne svachhandapaNe viShay–kaShAyomAn varte evA
mithyAdraShTi jIvonI ahIn vAt ja nathI, te to A vAtanA shravaNane paN pAtra nathI. kramabaddhanI oth laIne
svachhandapaNe varte tene to, na rahyo pApano bhay, ke na rahyo satyanA shravaNano paN prem; eTale satyanA shravaNanI
paN tene to lAyakAt na rahI. jyAn satyanA shravaNanI paN lAyakAt na hoy tyAn gnAnanA pariNamananI to
lAyakAt kyAthi hoy? je svachhand chhoDAvIne mokShamArgamAn laI janArI vAt chhe tenI ja othe je dhIThAIthI
svachhandane poShe chhe tene AtmAnI darakAr nathI, bhavabhramaNano bhay nathI.
[96] samyagdarshan kyAre thAy? ––ke puruShArtha kare tyAre!
keTalAk agnAnIo A vAt samajyA vagar em kahe chhe ke amAre to kramabaddhaparyAyamAn samyagdarshanAdi
nirmaL paryAy thavAnI hashe tyAre thaI jashe. ––paN tenI vAt UndhI chhe, te ekalA paranI sAme joIne
kramabaddhaparyAyanI vAt kare chhe, te yathArtha nathI. bhAI re! tun tArA gnAyakasvabhAv taraphano puruShArtha karIsh tyAre ja
tArI nirmaL paryAy thashe. kramabaddhaparyAyanI samajaNanun phaL to gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLavun te chhe. gnAyakasvabhAv
taraph vaL‌yo chhe tene to samyagdarshanAdi nirmaL paryAyano kram thaI ja gayo chhe ane gnAyakasvabhAv taraph jenun valaN
nathI te kharekhar kramabaddhaparyAyane jANato ja nathI. antaramAn vaLIne gnAyakasvabhAv upar jor detAn, bhagavAne
kramabaddhaparyAyamAn je nirmaL paryAy thavAnI joI chhe te ja paryAy AvIne UbhI rahe chhe. koIpaN jIvane
gnAyakasvabhAv taraphanA puruShArtha vagar nirmaL paryAy thAy–em to bhagavAne joyun nathI.
‘badhI paryAyo kramabaddha chhe mATe jevo kram hashe tevI paryAy thayA karashe, have ApaNe kAI puruShArtha na karavo’–