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em koI mAne, to tene kahe chhe ke bhAI! gnAyak taraphanA puruShArtha vagar tun kramabaddhano gnAtA kaI rIte thayo? tArA
gnAyakasvabhAvanA nirNayano prayatna karyA vagar kramabaddhaparyAyane tun kaI rIte samajyo? svasanmukh thaIne
gnAyakasvabhAvano nirNay kare tene ja kramabaddhaparyAy samajAy chhe, ane tenI paryAyamAn nirmaLatAno kram sharU thaI
jAy chhe. A rIte, svasanmukh puruShArtha ane kramabaddhaparyAyanA nirNayanI sandhi chhe.
[97] kramabaddhaparyAy ane tenun kartApaNun.
prashna:– kramabaddhaparyAy chhe temAn kartApaNun chhe ke nahi?
uttar:– hA; jeNe svasanmukh thaIne potAnA gnAyakasvabhAvano nirNay karyo chhe tene potAnI nirmaL
kramabaddhaparyAyanun kartApaNun chhe; ane jene gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi nathI ne paramAn kartRutvabuddhi chhe tene potAmAn
mithyAtvAdi malin bhAvonun kartApaNun chhe.
ajIvane te ajIvanI kramabaddha avasthAnun kartApaNun chhe. kramabaddhaparyAyano nirNay karIne je jIv
gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLI gayo chhe tene vikAranun kartApaNun rahetun nathI, te to samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra rUp
nirmaL gnAnabhAvano ja kartA chhe.
[98] jhINun––paN samajAy tevun!
prashna:– Ap kaho chho te vAt to ghaNI saras chhe, paN bahu jhINI vAt chhe;––AvI jhINI vAt!
uttar:– bhAI, jhINun to kharun;––paN samajAy tevun jhINun chhe ke na samajAy tevun? AtmAno svabhAv ja
jhINo (atIndriy) chhe, eTale tenI vAt paN jhINI ja hoy. A jhINun hovA chhatAn samajI shakAy tevun chhe.
AtmAnI khare... kharI. jignAsA hoy to A samajAyA vagar rahe nahi. vastusvarUpamAn jem banI rahyun chhe te ja
samajavAnun A kahevAy chhe; mATe jhINun lAge to paN ‘samajAy tevun chhe, ane A samajavAmAn ja mArun hit chhe’ ––
em vishvAs ane ullAs lAvIne antaramAn prayAs karavo joIe. A samajyA vagar gnAn kadI sAchun thAy
nahi, ne sAchA gnAn vagar shAnti thAy nahi. ‘jhINun chhe mATe mane nahi samajAy’ –em na levun; paN jhINun chhe mATe
te samajavA mAre apUrva prayatna karavo–em bahumAn lAvIne samajavA mAnge to A avashya samajAy tevun chhe.
aho! A to antaranI adhyAtmavidyA chhe; A adhyAtmavidyAthI gnAnasvabhAvI AtmAno nirNay karyA
vagaranun bIjun badhun bahAranun jANapaNun te to mlechchhavidyA samAn chhe, tenAthI AtmAnun kAI paN hit nathI.
anantakALamAn pUrve A vAt nathI samajyo tethI sUkShma chhe; to paN jignAsu thaIne samajavA mAge to
samajAy tevI chhe. bhAI! tun mUnjhAI na jA... paN andar jA. mUnjhavaN te mArga nathI, gnAnasvabhAvane lakShamAn
pakaDIne antarmukh thA... vartamAnamAn je gnAn jANavAnun kArya karI rahyun chhe te gnAn konun chhe? te gnAnanA dore–dore
antaramAn jaIne avyakta chidAnand svabhAvane pakaDI le... andaranA chaitanya daravAjAne khol. A chaitanyasvabhAvamAn
UtaratAn badhun samajAI jAy chhe, ne mUnjhavaN maTI jAy chhe.
[99] sAcho visAmo...
prashna:– kramabaddhaparyAy samaye samaye sadAy thayA ja kare, temAn vachche kyAy jarApaN visAmo nahi?
uttar:– bhAI, A samajaN to tArA anAdinA bhavabhramaNano thAk utArI nAnkhe tevI chhe.
kramabaddhaparyAyanI pratIt karIne gnAyakasvabhAv taraph ekAgra thayo te ja kharo visAmo chhe. ––temAny samaye samaye
paryAyanun pariNaman to chAlyA ja kare chhe, paN te pariNaman gnAn ane Anandamay chhe tethI temAn AkuLatA ke thAk
nathI, temAn to param anAkuLatA chhe ne te ja sAcho visAmo chhe. agnAnI jIv gnAyakapaNAne bhUlIne “paramAn A
karun... A karun” evI mithyAmAnyatAthI AkuL–vyAkuL dukhI thaI rahyo chhe ne bhavabhramaNamAn bhaTakI rahyo chhe; jo
A gnAyakasvabhAvanI ne kramabaddhaparyAyanI vAt samaje to anantI AkuLatA maTI jAy anrtasvabhAvamAn gnAn–
AnandanA anubhavarUp sAcho visAmo maLe.
[100] samakIti kahe chhe–– “shraddhApaNe kevaLagnAn thayun chhe.”
A kramabaddhaparyAyanA yathArtha nirNayamAn gnAnasvabhAvano ne kevaLagnAnano nirNay AvI jAy chhe. jem
kevaLI bhagavAn paripUrNa gnAyak ja chhe, tem mAro svabhAv paN gnAyak ja chhe––Avo nirNay thatAn shraddhApaNe
kevaLagnAn thayun. hajI sAdhakadashAmAn alpagnAn hovA chhatAn te paN gnAyakasvabhAvanA avalambane gnAtApaNAnun ja
kAm kare chhe, eTale