Atmadharma magazine - Ank 143a
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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AshA kharekhar chhoDIne
prApti karun chhun samAdhinI. 104
sarva prANIo pratye jene samabhAv hoy ne koInI sAthe verabhAv na hoy evA jIvanI dashA kevI hoy te
ahIn batAve chhe. chaitanyamAn ekAgra thatAn A mArA mitra ke A mAro shatru evI rAgadveSharUp pariNati ja jene thatI
nathI evA jIvane koInI pratye ver hotun nathI. parajIvo to mArAthI judA chhe, ne A pAnch jaD Indriyo paN mArAthI
judI chhe, indriyo taraphanA khanDakhanD gnAn jeTalo paN hun nathI. hun to akhanD gnAyakatattva chhun. Avun jene bhAn thayun hoy
tene koI parane shatru ke mitra mAnIne rAgadveSh thatA nathI ne pachhI visheSh lInatA thatAn pariNitino ja abhAv thaI
javAthI koI pratye mitratA ke shatrutAno bhAv hoto nathI, eTale tene ja kharekhar sarve jIvo pratye samabhAv chhe;
munivarone evo samabhAv hoy chhe.
ahIn munirAj kahe chhe ke amAro upayog to ame atIndriy AtmAmAn joDayo chhe, ne samasta IndriyonA
vyApArane ame chhoDayo chhe; atIndriyasvabhAvanA vedanamAn amane bIjA dharmAtmAo ke agnAnIo te badhAy pratye
samatA chhe. juo AmAn bIjA jIvone khamAvavAnI vAt nathI lIdhI, bIjAne khamAvavAno vikalpa te paN rAg chhe.
ahIn to kahe chhe ke atIndriy chaitanya taraphanA upayogane lIdhe amane samatA chhe, ne samatA hovAthI koI pratye
verabhAv nathI, ekano Adar ane bIjAno anAdar evo rAg–dveShano bhAv ja mane thato nathI. juo AvA
vikalpanI vAt nathI, paN munione antaramAn AvI sahaj pariNati thaI gaI hoy chhe.
‘chaitanyane sAdhI rahelA dharmAtmAo amArA sAdharmI chhe–mATe amAre tenA pratye prem karavo joIe. ane
amuk jIvo dharmanA virodhI chhe mATe tenA pratye dveSh karavo joIe.’ em to samakIti paN mAnatA nathI. samakItine
bhUmikA pramANe sAdharmI dharmAtmA upar ullAs ane vAtsalyano bhAv Ave, paN parane kAraNe te bhAv nathI tem ja
te bhAv sadA karyA karun evI paN tenI buddhi nathI. kem ke indriyo taraphano vepAr chhUTI gayo chhe eTale IndriyothI
rahit mArun astitva chhe em teNe jANyun chhe. IndriyaviShayonI buddhi ja jene chhUTI gaI chhe tene koI paN jIv shatru ke
mitrarUpe dekhAto nathI, hun to gnAn chhun. dharmAtmA ho ke mithyAdraShTi ho, paN te koI mane rAganun ke dveShanun kAraN nathI,
AvI buddhi hovAthI dharmIne par pratye mitra ke shatrunI buddhithI rAg–dveSh thatA nathI. ahIn to te uparAnt munidashAnA
samabhAvanI vAt chhe. munirAj kahe chhe ke hun to gnAnapaNe ja rahevA mAgun chhun, me samasta IndriyaviShayano vepAr chhoDayo
chhe, par pratye mArI pariNati ja jatI nathI tethI jagatanA badhA jIvo pratye mane samatA ja chhe. paramAtmA ho ke pAmar
ho, badhA jIvo pratye mane samatA chhe. bhagavAn pratye ke guru pratye bhaktino pramod Ave teno samakitI gnAtA ja chhe.
A prANI mane ThIk, ne A prANI mane aThIk–evun samakItinI draShTimAn nathI.
munione paN koIvAr evo khed thAy ke arere! AtmAnA hitanI AvI vAt agnAnI jIvo kem
samajatA nathI! ATalo vikalpa Ave te paN sAdhakabhAvamAn vachche bAdhakarUp chhe, tenAthI bhinnatAnun bhAn varte chhe.
bhedagnAn vagar agnAnI jIv samatA rAkhe ne koI bALI nAnkhe toy krodh na kare ne kShamAno shubhabhAv rAkhe, topaN
tene kharekhar samabhAvano chhAnToy nathI; kem ke samabhAv karanAro evo je gnAnasvarUp AtmA tenI to tene khabar
nathI ne IndriyaviShayono vepAr teNe chhoDayo ja nathI. atIndriyasvarUp AtmAnA lakSha vagar IndriyaviShayono vepAr
chhUTe nahi, ne IndriyaviShayano vepAr chhUTayA vagar par pratye rAgadveSh chhUTe ja nahi, eTale tene samatA hoy ja nahi;
‘mahAvIr’ evun nAm bolatAn bolatAn deh chhoDe to paN tene samabhAv nathI. munioe to bhedagnAn karIne
Indriyono vepAr chhoDayo chhe ne pariNatine AtmAmAn joDI chhe tethI temane samabhAv ja chhe; koI pratye rAg–dveShanI
pariNati ja thatI nathI. pote to potAnA gnAnamAn lIn chhe–AnandanA ja vedanamAn pariNatine joDI dIdhI chhe,–tyAn
jagatamAn koN mitra, ne koN shatru? vItarAgashAsanano moTo verI hoy to paN tenA pratye shatrutArUp verabhAv thato
nathI, ne mahA dharmAtmAo pratye mitratAno rAgabhAv thato nathI. AtmA to gnAyak chhe, teno svabhAv jANavAno
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