Atmadharma magazine - Ank 143a
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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chhe; te kone na jAne? badhAne jANavAno svabhAv chhe, koInA pratye rAg dveShanI vRutti karavAno gnAnano svabhAv nathI.
mATe gnAn svabhAvamAn jeNe upayogane joDayo chhe tene koI pratye rAg–dveSh thatA nathI. Anun nAm sarva jIvomAn
samabhAv, ne koI sAthe ver nahi.
munione rAg–dveSharahit AvI sahaj vairAgyapariNati hoy chhe, tethI koIpaN AshA vartatI nathI. A chIj
Am hoy to ThIk ne A chIj Am na hoy to ThIk evI koI parapadArthanI AshA munione nathI kemake chaitanyanI
pariNatimAn sahaj vairAgya varte chhe. bhagavAnano sAkShAt bheTo thAy to ThIk, ne shatruo dUr thAy to ThIk AvI AshA
munivarone sahaj vairAgya pariNamatimAn hotI nathI, temane to param samarasIbhAvanAn vedanamAn paramasamAdhino ja
Ashray varte chhe. samakitane hajI alpa rAgadveSh pariNati thatI hovA chhatAn tenI anrtadraShTimAn to chaitanyasvabhAvano
Ashray varte chhe, ne parapratye rAgadveShano abhiprAy tene chhUTI gayo chhe. ahIn to samyagdarshan uparAnt munidashAmAn shuddha
pariNati thatAn kevI samAdhi varte chhe tenI A vAt chhe. AvA munivarone ane dharmAtmAone mRutyu paN mahotsav chhe....
chaitanyanI samAdhino tyAn mahotsav manDAy chhe; temane mRutyuno bhay nathI. jagatanA mUDh jIvone maraNanI bIk chhe, paN
hun to gnAnAnandasvabhAv chhun–evA svabhAvanA bhAnamAn dharmAtmAne mRutyu vakhate paN shAnti ane samAdhino mahotsav
chhe; ene maraNano bhay nathI. juo, A sukoshal muninA sharIrane vAgh phADI khAy chhe, paN e munirAjane koI pratye
verabhAv nathI, AtmAnA svabhAvamAn lIn thaIne tene paramasamarasIbhAv jhare chhe, temAn sarva jIvo pratye samabhAvarUp
paramasamAdhi varte chhe, AvI sahaj vairAgyapariNatimAn koI mitra ke shatru chhe ja nahIn. AtmAnI samAdhimAn munivarone
anAkuL Anandanun ja vedan chhe; bIjo koI vikalpa ke chintAnI AkuLatA temAn nathI. sharIrane phADI khAnAr sinh–vAgh
upar dveSh nathI, A mAro shatru evI dveShanI vRutti paN UThatI nathI. are! evI AtmAnA AnandamAn lInatA jAmI
gaI chhe ke ‘A sinh chhe ne sharIrane khAy chhe’ eTalun ja paN paralakSha jyAn thatun nathI,–AvI uttam samAdhi chhe, ne tenun
phaL mokSha chhe. Anun nAm–‘shatru mitra pratye varate samadarshitA.’
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badhA AtmA gnAnasvabhAvI ja chhe–evI draShTimAn konA upar rAg ke konA upar dveSh? badhAy AtmA
gnAnasvabhAve paripUrNa bhagavAn chhe, koN konI sAthe ver kare? ne koN konI sAthe mitratA kare? yogIndra munirAj
kahe chhe ke–
koN konI maitrI kare, konI sAthe kalesh,
jyAn dekhun tyAn sarva jIv, shuddhabuddha gnAnesh.
aho, shuddhasvabhAvanI draShTithI jotAn badhAy AtmA shuddha gnAnanI ja mUrti chhe; svabhAvamAn nAnA moTApaNun chhe
ja nahi; AvA shuddhaAtmasvabhAvanI draShTimAn gnAnIne rAgadveSh abhiprAy nathI. chothA guNasthAne paN samakItine
Avo vItarAgI abhiprAy to thaI gayo chhe, chhatAn hajI rAgadveShanI alpavRutti asthiratAne lIdhe thAy chhe. ane
munione to abhiprAy uparAnt rAgarahit evI sthiratA thaI gaI chhe ke koI pratye shatru–mitrapaNAnI vRutti ja
UThatI nathI. temanI samIpamAn bIjA jIvo to verabhAv chhoDe ke na chhoDe, paN temane potAne koInA pratye verabhAv
thato ja nathI. Anun nAm vItarAgI ahinsA chhe, tenun phaL bahAramAn nathI Avatun, paN antaramAn potAne anAkuL
shAntinun vedan thAy chhe–e ja tenun phaL chhe. pachhI tyAn samIpamAn bIjA jIvo hinsAnA pariNAm kare to tethI kAI A
munirAjanI vItarAgI ahinsAmAn doSh nathI.
sharIrane phADI khAnAr sinh upar dveSh nathI, A mAro shatru–evI dveShanI vRutti paN UThatI nathI; are!
samAdhimAn sthit munione, A sinh chhe ne sharIrane khAy chhe–eTalun paN paralakSha kyAn chhe? tem ja chakravartIrAjA
AvIne charaNamAn namaskAr karatA hoy tyAn rAganI vRutti paN thatI nathI; AvI vItarAgapariNatinun nAm samAdhi chhe.
A sivAy AtmAnA bhAn vagar haThajog lye ke jIvato jamInamAn DaTAy te kAI samAdhi nathI, temAn to AtmAnI
anantI asamAdhi chhe. ahIn to gnAnamAn ekAgra thaIne AnandanA vedanamAn paDayA chhe evA munivaronI samAdhinI vAt
chhe. AvI pariNatimAn munione koI AshA nathI, paN param udAsInatArUp samAdhi eTale ke AtmAnA shAntarasamAn
lInatA varte chhe.
bIjo bhAdaravo 27pa