Atmadharma magazine - Ank 143a
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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Adhi vyAdhi ne upAdhi e traNethI rahit AtmAnI pariNati te samAdhi chhe; sharIr sambandhI chintA, man
sambandhI chintA, ke strI–putrAdi bhinna padArthonI chintA,–e traNe prakAranI chintAthI pAr gnAnasvabhAvanun ja chintan
eTale ke ekAgratA tenun nAm samAdhi chhe; te samAdhimAn anAkuL Anandanun ja vedan chhe, bIjA koI vikalpa ke chintAnI
AkuLatA temAn nathI.
A AtmAno mitra ke shatru jagatamAn bIjo koI nathI. AtmAno mitra evo je potAno paramasvabhAv temAn
lIn thaI gayA chhe tethI bahAramAn koI pratye ‘A mAro mitra’ evo rAgano vikalpa munione thato nathI; ane shatru
evo je mohabhAv, teno to nAsh thaI gayo chhe tethI bahAramAn koI pratye ‘A mAro shatru’ evI dveShanI vRutti paN
thatI nathI; AvI munionI dashA chhe. sinh AvIne sharIrane phADI khAtA hoy tyAn muni em vichAre ke mAre sharIr
joItun nathI ne A sinh AvIne tene laI jAy chhe to te mAro mitra chhe,–Am samajAvavA mATe kahevAy, bAkI to
deh pratyeno ke sinh pratyeno eTalo shubhavikalpa UThe to te paN kharekhar samAdhimAn bhang chhe. samAdhimAn lIn
munione to eTalo shubhavikalpa paN nathI UThato. aho! muni to AnandanA dariyAmAn paDayA chhe.....AnandanA
dariyAmAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne paralakSha karavAno avakAsh ja kayAn chhe? juo, A vItarAg mArganA munionI
samAdhi! ‘A sharIr tathA kuTumb putra vagere badhA jIvanA dushmano chhe mATe teno tyAg karo’–em parane shatru mAnIne
chhoDavA mAnge te to mithyAdraShTi chhe, tene samabhAv nathI paN parapratye moTo verabhAv chhe. vaLI, ‘rAjA julmI hoy to
teno virodh karavo ja joIe’ evI jenI mAnyatA chhe tene jyAn jyAn ane jyAre jyAre julmI rAjA pAke tyAn tyAn
ane tyAre dveShabhAv karavAno ja abhiprAy thayo, vItarAgatAno to abhiprAy na thayo; tene to samabhAv bilakul
hoy ja nahi. gnAnIne koIkavAr dveShabhAv thaI jAy paN tyAn dveSh karavo ja joIe evo eno abhiprAy nathI
athavA rAjA julmI chhe mATe mAre dveSh karavo paDe chhe evo paN abhiprAy nathI, eTale draShTimAn to tene samabhAv ja
varte chhe. te uparAnt ahIn to rAgadveSharahit vItarAgI samabhAvanI vAt chhe.
samyagdarshan–gnAnapUrvak vItarAgI samAdhirUpe pariNamelA munio kahe chhe ke A jagatamAn amAre koI mitra ke
shatru nathI, tethI amane koInI AshA nathI. shraddhAe em svIkAryun chhe ke ‘hun to paripUrNa gnAyakamUrti ja chhun,’–temAn
bIjA koinI AshA nathI, gnAne evun bhedagnAn karyun chhe ke ‘jagatanA badhA padArthothI mAro gnAnAnandasvabhAv judo chhe,’
tethI temAn paN koInI AshA nathI; ane chAritre anrtasvarUpamAn lIn thaIne rAg–dveShanI vRutti ja toDI nAkhI chhe,
tethI temAn paN koInI AshA nathI. A rIte munio AshA rahit thaIne ratnatrayanI ekatArUp samAdhipaNe
pariNamI gayA chhe.
koI paN jAtanI IchchhA AtmAnI pavitratAne (vItarAgatAne) rokanAr chhe; je IchchhA AtmAnI
vItarAgatA na thavA de tene gnAnI kem ichchhe? AtmA IchchhA kare tethI kAI bahAranun (sharIranI nIrogatA vagere) thaI
jatun nathI, eTale IchchhA paramAn paN nakAmI chhe, ne potAmAn pavitratAne rokanAr chhe, to gnAnI tene kem ichchhe?
IchchhAthI mAro gnAnasvabhAv judo ja chhe evA bhedagnAnapUrvak gnAnamAn ekAgra thaIne munioe IchchhAne chhoDI dIdhI
chhe, tenun nAm samAdhi chhe. tethI kahyun ke ‘AshA kharekhar chhoDIne prApti karun chhun samAdhinI.’ AvI munionI
antaradashA hoy chhe. hajI to jene evun abhimAn hoy ke hun mArI IchchhA vaDe dehAdinI kriyA karun chhun, te jIv paranA
ahankAramAn rokANo chhe, te to mithyAdraShTi chhe tene AshA chhUTe nahi ne samAdhi thAy nahi.
‘sau bhUtamAn mamatA mane, ko sAth ver mane nahI;
AshA kharekhar chhoDIne prApti karun chhun samAdhinI.’
–juo, A munionA bhAvanI shuddhatA! ‘sarve jIvo pratye mane samatA chhe, mAre koI sAthe ver nathI.
kharekhar AshAne chhoDIne hun samAdhine prApta karun chhun’ munione AvI pariNati thaI gaI hoy chhe.
aho! hun to gnAnasvabhAvI chaitanyavastu chhun, hun koIno mitra ke shatru nathI, ne koI mArA mitra ke shatru nathI,
par sAtheno sambandh toDIne mArA svabhAv sAthe men sambandh joDayo chhe tethI mane koI pratyenI AshA nathI, sarva
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