Atmadharma magazine - Ank 149
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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ter prakAranI kriyAone bhAv, eTale ke te badhAyamAn shuddha gnAyak–svabhAvanA avalambananI ja
mukhyatA rAkh, ane gnAnarUpI ankush vaDe madonmatta manarUpI hAthIne vash kar; je man bAhya
viShayomAn bhame chhe tene gnAnanI ekAgratArUp ankush vaDe antaramAn vAL. chaitanyasvabhAvanI
sanmukhatAmAn shuddhabhAv thatAn bAr prakAranAn tap vagere saheje thaI jAy chhe. antaramAn
chaitanyasvabhAvanA avalamban vagar shAnti ke shuddhatA thAy nahi. “ hun anantashaktino chaitanyapinD
AtmA chhun”–em antarmukh lakSha karIne ekAgra thavun te shAntino ne bhAvashuddhino upAy chhe. AvI
bhAvashuddhi vinA tap vagerene yathArtha kahevAy nahIn. kemake AtmasvabhAvamAn ekAgratA vinA
viShayono nirodh kharekhar thAy nahIn. mATe gnAnaankush vaDe manane vash karavAnI vAt karI, eTale
gnAnane antarmukh karavAnun kahyun. he uttam muni! tAro manarUpI hAthI mohathI madonmatta thaIne
bahAramAn viShayakaShAyono chAro charavA na jAy, ne antaramAn Anandano chAro chare te mATe tun
gnAnarUpI ankush vaDe tene vash kar, eTale ke tArA gnAnane antaramAn vALIne shuddhaAtmAmAn ekAgra
kar. tapashcharaNAdikano upadesh paN antaramAn ekAgratArUp bhAvashuddhine mATe ja chhe.
have jinashAsanamAn munine dravya tathA bhAvanI dashA kevI hoy, munine antarang bhAvashuddhirUp
bhAvaling kevun hoy tathA bAhyamAn dravyaling kevun hoy, te kahIne jinalinganun svarUp oLakhAve chhe.
munioe, munidashA thayA pahelAn paradravyothI bhinna shuddhaAtmAnA svarUpane shraddhA–gnAnamAn
laIne vAramvAr tenI bhAvanA bhAvI hatI; te pUrve bhAvelA shuddha AtmAnA vAramvAr anubhavathI
samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUp shuddha nirmaLadashA antarangamAn thaI chhe te to muninun bhAvaling chhe.
AvI bhAvashuddhipUrvak vastrAdi rahit digambaradashA, bhUmishayan, panchamahAvrat vagere hoy chhe te
dravyaling chhe. A rIte dravyathI ne bhAvathI nirdoSh jinaling hoy tyAn ja munidashA chhe.
aho! chaitanyanA AnandamAn ekadam lIn thavAnI jyAn taiyArI thaI tyAn sharIr pratye paN
evI udAsInavRutti thaI jAy chhe ke vastrAdino paN tyAg sahajapaNe thaI jAy chhe. chAritradashA
pragaT karIne chidAnandasvabhAvamAn lIn thavAnI lAyakAt thaI ne te prakAranA kaShAyo TaLI gayA tyAn
vastra rAkhavAnI vRutti rahetI nathI, eTalI nirvikArI dashA thaI jAy chhe ke vastrathI sharIrane
DhAnkavAnI vRutti rahetI nathI.–AvI jinamuni dashA hoy chhe.
munidashA thatAn bahAramAn vastra chhUTavA ne sharIranI digambar dashA thavI te to jaDanI avasthA
chhe, te jaDanI avasthAnA kartApaNAnI buddhi to dharmIne chhe ja nahIn. gnAnAnandasvabhAvanI ja draShTi chhe,
te sivAy bIje badhethI kartApaNun–svAmIpaNun UDI gayun chhe. AvI draShTi vagar to munipaNun ke
dharmIpaNun kadI koIne na hoy.
ane, AvI shuddha AtmAnI draShTi hovA chhatAn, jyAnsudhI vastrAdi parigrahano rAgabhAv hoy
tyAn sudhI paN munidashA hotI nathI; tyAn pAnchamA guNasthAnanun shrAvakapaNun hoI shake, paN chhaThThA–
sAtamA guNasthAnarUp munipaNun to na ja hoy.
munivaronun antaramAn samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUp shuddhabhAv chhe bhAvaling chhe, ne sharIranI
nirgranthadashA vagere hoy chhe te dravyaling chhe; AvA bhAv ane dravyarUp jinaling jainashAsanamAn
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