Atmadharma magazine - Ank 149
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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kahyun chhe. jyAn vastrAdino sarvathA tyAg nathI temaj antaramAn shuddharatnatrayano bhAv nathI tyAn
jinashAsananun munipaNun hotun nathI. jinashAsanathI viparIt munidashA manAve to te jIv mithyAdraShTi chhe.
mokShanun sAdhan je shuddha ratnatray, te ratnatrayanA dhArak munivaro mukhyapaNe to
vanajangalamAn–giri–guphAmAn ja rahe chhe, divasamAn ek ja vAr vidhipUrvak nirdoSh AhAr kare chhe,
bhUshayan kare chhe, tathA dravye ane bhAve sanyam pALe chhe. antaramAn bhAvasanyam hoy ne bahAramAn
dravyasanyam na hoy eTale ke gRuhavAsamAn rahetA hoy ne chhatAn munipaNun hoy–em kadI banatun nathI.
vaLI jinashAsanamAn muni kevA chhe? ke pUrve je shuddhasvabhAvanI bhAvanA bhAvI chhe teno
vAramvAr anubhav kare chhe. pahelethI ja shuddhaAtmAnA bhAnasahit samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUp
shuddhabhAvanI bhAvanA bhAvI chhe, rAganI bhAvanA nathI bhAvI paN shuddhatAnI ja bhAvanA bhAvI chhe;
hun paradravyothI bhinna temaj parabhAvothI paN bhinna shuddha gnAnAnand svarUp AtmA chhun–evI
AtmabhAvanA pahelethI bhAvI chhe; te pUrva–bhAvit bhAvanA bhAvIne munidashAmAn vAramvAr
shuddhAtmAno anubhav kare chhe. juo, A muninI dashA!! munidashA kaho ke jinaling kaho ke
mokShamArga kaho,–tenI AvI dashA chhe. jemAn samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUp shuddha bhAv–chhe evun
jainadharmanun chihna chhe.
jaDathI judo, karmathI judo, gnAnAnandasvarUp AtmA chhe, tenI vAramvAr bhAvanA samakit jIv
bhAve chhe, ne muni thayA pachhI teno vAramvAr anubhav kare chhe. pahelAn to jene shuddha gnAnAnand svarUp
AtmAnun bhAn ja na hoy te teno vAramvAr anubhav kayAnthI kare? ane shuddha AtmAnA vAramvAr
anubhav vinA munidashA hoy nahIn. muni thayA pahelAn paN te shuddhaAtmAnI te bhAvanA bhAvI chhe
ke aho! hun shuddha gnAnAnand–svarUpaAtmA chhun, AvA AtmAnA AnandamAn hun kayAre lIn thAun!
AtmAmAn lIn thaIne hun kayAre ratnatray pragaT karun! aho! dhanya chhe te dashAne ane te bhAvane, ke
jyAre AtmAnA AnandamAn lIn thaIne munidashA thashe! muni thayA pahelAn AvI bhAvanAo
AtmabhAn sahit bhAvI chhe. have muni thatAn pUrve bhAvelI te bhAvanA bhAvIne vAramvAr AnandanA
anubhavamAn lIn thAy chhe, antaramAn lInatAthI samyagdarshan–gnAnachAritrarUp pariNati thaI gaI chhe.
aho! munivaro AtmAnA AnandamAn jhUle chhe, vAramvAr antaramAn nirvikalpa anubhav kare chhe.
bAhyadraShTi jIvone e munidashAnI kalpanA AvavI paN mushkel chhe. munine bAhyadashA to tadna
nagnadigambar ja hoy chhe ne antaramAn AtmAnI shAntino sAgar UchhaLe chhe....Anandano sAgar
UchhaLe chhe...upashamarasanI bharatI AvI chhe. hajI mahAvratAdinI shubhavRutti UThe chhe paN tene
gnAnasvabhAvathI bhinna jANe chhe. shubharAganI bhAvanA nathI paN shuddha chaitanyanI ja bhAvanA chhe....ne
te bhAvanAnA jore antaramAn lIn thaIne chaitanyanA kapAT kholI nAkhyA chhe....chaitanyanA kapAT
kholIne andarathI gnAn ne Anand bahAr kADhayA chhe. antaramAn AvA shuddhabhAv sahitanI munidashA
hoy chhe, ane Avo shuddhabhAv te ja mokShanun kAraN chhe. antaramAn AvA shuddhabhAv vinA ekalo
shubhabhAvathI mahAvratAdi pALe–dravyaling dhAre–to te phakta puNyanA Asravanun kAraN chhe, paN temAn
dharma nathI. mATe AchAryadeve kahyun ke pUrve je shuddhaAtmA jANyo hato ne tenI bhAvanA bhAvI hatI
tenI vAramvAr bhAvanA ane anubhav karIne samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUp shuddhabhAv
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