: 224 : Atmadharma (‘brahmacharya ank’–bIjo.) 2482 : Aso :
gomAnthI nathI AvatI paN potAnA svabhAvamAnthI ja Ave chhe.
“mAro AtmA svataH Anand ane gnAnathI paripUrNa chhe; mArun gnAn ke Anand A achetan sharIramAn nathI;
A deh jAy ke kaTakA thAy, lAkho varSha rahe ke Aje ja chhUTI jAy, paN te jaD chhe, tenAmAn mAro adhikAr nathI,
ne tene AdhIn mArun sukh nathI,”–AvA bhAnapUrvak antarmukh thaIne svabhAvamAn ekAgra thatA andarathI atIndriy
shAntinun ek evun jharaNun Ave........ke deh upar game tevI pratikULatAnA parIShaho hoy topaN andar rAg–dveSharUp
ashAnti utpanna na thAy,–enun nAm dharma chhe. bahiralakShe rAg–dveShanA bhAvo utpanna thAy te AtmAnun svarUp nathI;
AtmasvarUpamAn antarmukh thatAn vItarAgI shAntabhAv utpanna thAy.......AnandanA jharaNAn jhare.........te AtmAnun
svarUp chhe ne te ja dharma chhe. paranI ne vikAranI upekShA karIne chidAnandasvarUp AtmAnI sanmukh thavAthI uttamakShamA
vagere dharmanI ArAdhanA thAy chhe.
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bhagavAn! tun to chaitanyamUrti......ne A sharIr to dhULanun DhIngalun!....tenAmAn tArun sukh kem hoy?
A sharIranI rog–nIrog avasthA tAre AdhIn nathI, mATe tenI to upekShA kar, tenAthI upekShit thaIne
svabhAvanI apekShA kar; arthAt dehadraShTi chhoDIne chaitanyasvabhAvane draShTimAn le; AtmA sivAy koI paN chIj
mArI nathI–em draShTine par taraphathI haThAvIne chaitanyasvabhAvamAn joDavI te dharmano mUL pAyo chhe.
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5.
chaitanyasvabhAvane chUkIne vibhAvanI ke sanyoganI ruchi karavI te moTo krodh chhe. bhale mandakaShAyathI koI
jIv kShamAvAn ane shAnt dekhAto hoy, koI nindA ke upasarga kare chhatAn tenA upar krodh karato na hoy, parantu
andaramAn jo evI buddhi chhe ke ‘ A mandakaShAyanA pariNAm ke pAnch IndriyanA viShayo AtmAne sukhanun kAraN chhe’–
to te jIv viShay–kaShAyothI pAr evA chaitanyasvabhAvano anAdar kare chhe; atIndriy–shAnt chaitanyano anAdar
karIne te viShay–kaShAyamAn ja Dubelo chhe; tene uttamakShamAdi vItarAgIdharmanI khabar nathI.
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6.
he bhAI! AtmAmAn antarmukh thavAnI A rIt to sAmbhaL! game tyAre paN AtmAmAn antarmukh thaye
ja kalyAN chhe, e sivAy bahirmukh valaNamAn kyAy kalyAN nathI. sharIrane sAchavavAnI mAnyatA ke Indriy–
viShayomAnthI sukh levAnI buddhi te chaitanyasvabhAvathI tadna viruddha chhe. anant anantakAL bAhyaviShayomAn bhaTakyo
chhatAn temAn kyAy jIvane shAnti na maLI....ne tRupti na thaI, mATe bAhyaviShayomAn kyAy sukh chhe ja nahi–em
nirNay karIne he jIv! tun antaramAn vaL! A antarmukh thavAnI rIt santo batAve chhe. chidAnandasvabhAvanA
shraddhAgnAn karIne pachhI temAn ja antarmukh thaIne jyAn AnandanA vedanamAn lIn thayo tyAn bahAramAn lAkho pratikUL
prasango bane to paN krodh thato nathI, tenun nAm vItarAgI kShamA chhe.
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hun Anandakand....sachchidAnand....anAdianant AtmA chhun–em svabhAvanI pratIt ane svasamvedan thatAn
dharmanI sharUAt thaI; pachhI temAn evI lInatA thAy ke–
‘bahu upasarga kartA pratye paN krodh nahIn,
vande chakrI tathApi na maLe mAn jo;
deh jAy paN mAyA thAy na romamAn
lobh nahIn chho prabaL siddhi nidAn jo...’
–AvI sthitinun nAm munidashA chhe.......tyAn AtmAmAnthI AnandanAn jharaNAn jhare chhe.
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bahAramAn game tevA pratikUL prasang ho ke anukUL prasang ho, te mArAthI bhinna chhe, mArA gnAnanA gney
chhe, parantu mane sukh–dukhanA dAtAr nathI. par sanyogone IShTa–aniShTa mAnavA temAn to mithyA mAnyatAnun mahAn
asatya chhe ne te mahApAp chhe. pahelAnn te mAnyatA sudhAryA vagar kadI paN chAritradharma thAy nahi. jem jamIn
vagar AkAshamAn bIj UgatA nathI, tem bhagavAn