: Aso : 2482 Atmadharma (‘brahmacharya ank’–bIjo.) : 225 :
AtmA paripUrNa chaitanyasvarUp chhe–tenI samyakshraddhArUpI bhUmikA vagar vItarAgIchAritranAn vRukSha UgatA nathI.
samyagdarshan ja dharmanun mUL chhe.
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bhAI! pahelAnn to ATalo to vichAr kar ke ‘hun je shAnti levA mAgun chhun te mArAmAn hoy ke mArAthI
bahAr hoy?’ tun je shAnti levA mAnge chhe te tArAmAn ja chhe, bahAramAn nathI. agnAnane lIdhe potAne bhUlIne
potAnI shAnti mATe bahAr vyartha phAmphAn mAre chhe. jem potAnI DUnTImAn ja rahelI kasturIne bhUlIne mRugalun sugandh
shodhavA bahAramAn doDe chhe. athavA mRugajaLane pANI mAnIne tyAn doDe chhe, tem potAnA svarUpamAn ja rahelI shAntine
bhUlIne agnAnI jIv bahAramAn shAnti shodhe chhe, bAhyaviShayomAn shAnti mATe jhAmvA nAnkhe chhe, paN are jIv! e
viShayo to mRugajaL jevA chhe, temAn kyAy tArI shAntinun jharaNun nathI. anantakALathI ten bAhyaviShayomAn jhAmvA
nAnkhyA chhatAn tane shAnti na thaI–tRupti na thaI, mATe temAn shAnti nathI em samajIne have to tenAthI pAchho vaL!
ne chaitanyasvarUpamAn antarmukh thA! chaitanyasanmukh thatAn kShaNamAtramAn tane shAntinun vedan thashe, ne e shAntinA
jharaNAmAn tAro AtmA tRupta..........tRupta thaI jashe.
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juo, Aje vItarAgI paryuShaNanI sharUAt thAy chhe. paryuShaN kaho ke AtmAnI shAntino rAh
kaho. hun je shAnti levA mAngun chhun te koI sanyogomAn nathI, rAgamAn nathI, paN mArA svabhAvamAn ja chhe–em draDh
vishvAs karIne, antamurkha thaIne, samyakshraddhAmAn gnAnamAn ane chAritramAn AtmAne ja vasAvavo.....eTale ke shraddhA–
gnAn–chAritra traNene antaramAn vALIne AtmasvabhAvamAn joDavA te paryuShaNaparvanI kharI upAsanA chhe; ne temAn
AtmAmAnthI shAntinAn jharaNAn vahe chhe.
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aho! AvA tArA svabhAvanI vAt sAmbhaLIne ekavAr prabhu! hA to pAD! A ja hitano upAy
chhe ne A ja mAre karavA jevun chhe–em ek vAr nirNay to kar! vItarAgI santoe anubhavelI A vAt chhe.
AtmAnA Anand–svabhAvanun varNan sAmbhaLatAn jeno AtmA ulalAsathI UchhaLI gayo, tene sansAranA viShayomAn
sukhabuddhi rahetI nathI, tene chaitanya sivAy bAhyaviShayo atyant tUchchha lAge chhe; ane antarmukh thaIne te jarUr
AtmAnA Anandane prApta kare chhe.
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prabho! ek vAr tArA gnAnasvarUp AtmAno vishvAs kar. paramAn sukh mAnIne, bhagavAn! tun
bhUlyo....... jem bhramaNAthI koI mAtAne strI mAnI bese ne khoTI vAsanA thAy, paN jyAn jANe ke ‘are! A
to mArI mAtA!! mArI janetA!’–tyAn te vAsanA chhUTI jAy chhe ne sharamAI jAy chhe. tem potAnA chaitanyasvarUpane
chUkIne bhramaNAthI paramAn sukh mAnyun, paN jyAn bhUl bhAngIne bhAn karyun ke ‘hun to parathI judo chaitanyasvabhAvI
chhun, mArun sukh paramAn nathI, mArun sukh to mArAmAn ja chhe..... atyAr sudhI paramAn sukh mAnIne hun bhUlyo’–tyAn
pachhI svapney paramAn sukhabuddhi thatI nathI, tenI vRuttino veg viShayo taraphathI pAchho vaLIne svabhAv taraph vaLI
jAy chhe. tyAn vItarAgI dev–gurunun bahumAn, tRuShNAno ghaTADo ne brahmacharyano rang vagere to saheje hoy ja.
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juo, Aje 14 beno brahmacharyanI pratignA lye chhe, sAt varSha pahelAnn bIjA chha benoe paN
pratignA lIdhI hatI. badhAy baheno kumvArA chhe. puruSh karatAn strIone sharIranI parAdhInatA chhe, chhatAn A beno
pratignA kare chhe te ghaNI himmat kare chhe. sAdhAraN mANaso–jeo vRuttino veg vALI shakatA nathI–temanAn to hRuday
halI jAy evun chhe.
brahmasvarUpamAn AtmamAn charyA karavI te kharun brahmacharya chhe. brahma eTale AnandasvarUp AtmA, temAn charavun–
ramavun–ekAgra thavun te brahmacharya chhe. ane AvA lakShapUrvak AgaL vadhavA mATe brahmacharya vagereno rang hoy tene
pAtratA gaNAy chhe. brahmasvarUp–AnandasvarUp AtmAne chUkIne paramAn