Atmadharma magazine - Ank 169
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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kArataka 24841pa
paN sAthe ja paDI chhe. jo AtmAnA AvA svabhAvane pratItamAn lye to siddhadashA pragaTayA vinA rahe nahi.
–A rIte ‘bhAv–abhAv’ ane ‘abhAv–bhAv’ shaktivALA AtmasvabhAvane oLakhatAn sansAr TaLIne
siddhadashA thAy chhe. te siddhadashA thayA pachhI paN bhAv–abhAv ne abhAv–bhAv to thayA ja kare chhe, arthAt ek pachhI
ek paryAy badalAyA ja kare chhe, paN te badhI paryAyo ekasarakhI shuddha ja thAy chhe, kShaNe kShaNe navI navI paryAyano
anubhav thayA kare chhe.
bhAvano abhAv ane abhAvano bhAv evA akhanD pravAhanI dhArAmAn sAdhak dharmIne shuddhatAnI vRuddhi thatI jAy chhe.
jagatanA chetan ke achetan badhA padArthomAn paN bhAvano abhAv ne abhAvano bhAv evun paryAyanun rUpAntar
potapotAnA svabhAvathI thaI ja rahyun chhe. je jIv AvA vastusvabhAvane jANe tene jagatanA koI paN padArthomAn
‘chAlatI paryAyano hun abhAv karun ke na hoy tene hun utpanna karun’ evI bhramaNAbuddhi rahetI nathI, paN moharahit
gnAtApaNun ja rahe chhe.
chaitanyasvabhAvanI atishay virAdhanA karanAr jIv nigod avasthAne (–AtmAnI halakAmAn halakI
dashAne) pAme chhe; jIvanA svabhAvane bhUlIne dehanI atyant mUrchchhAthI te nigodano jIv ek antarmuhUrtamAn
utkRuShTapaNe 66336 sharIr pheravI nAnkhe chhe, ek sharIr chhoDIne bIjun, ne bIjun chhoDIne trIjun–em 66336 bhav
48 miniTamAn dhAraN kare chhe.–juo enI mamatAnun phaL!! ane kShaNekShaNe te anantAnant dukhanI vedanA bhogavI
rahyo chhe–evun apAr dukh, ke jene kevaLIbhagavAn ja jANe ane te nigodano jIv ja bhogave! ane
siddhabhagavanto sharIrarahitapaNe samaye samaye chaitanyanI paryAy palaTAvIne paripUrNa Anandano ja anubhav karI
rahyA chhe. dehanI mamatA toDIne dehathI bhinna AnandasvarUp AtmAnI ArAdhanA karIne tenA phaLamAn siddhadashA
pragaTI, tyAn kShaNekShaNe dehAtIt atIndriy Anandanun ja vedan chhe; ek AnandaparyAy palaTIne bIjI ne bIjI
Anand paryAy palaTIne trIjI, em sAdianant AnandanI ja dhArA chAlyA kare chhe. aho! e Anand jagatanA
jIvone indriyadvArA gamya nathI.
vartamAn sAdhakadashAmAn siddhadashAno abhAv hovA chhatAn te abhAvano bhAv thavAnI tAkAt AtmAmAn chhe.
sansAr paryAy vakhate siddhaparyAy pragaT na hoy, paN te pragaTavAnI tAkAt to AtmAmAn bharI ja chhe. andaramAn
tAkAt bharI chhe temAnthI ja te paryAy chAlI Ave chhe. jem pANInun moTun sarovar bharyun hoy temAnthI dhArApravAh
chAlyo Ave; tem A chaitanyasarovar–Anandasarovar evA AtmAnA svabhAvamAn nirmaL paryAyo pragaTavAnI
tAkAt bharI chhe temAnthI ja nirmaL paryAyono pravAh chAlyo Ave chhe,–paN kone? ke je potAnA svabhAv sAme
jue tene.
AhA! mArA Anand mATe mAre kyAy par sAme jovAnun ja nathI....mAro AtmA ja Akhe Akho
AnandasvabhAvathI bharelo chhe. tenA ja santoe apAr gANAn gAyA chhe.–Am svasanmukh thaIne potAnA svabhAvanI
pratIt karavI te ja A shaktionA varNananun tAtparya chhe.
he jIv! siddhadashA vagere nirmaL paryAyano atyAre tArAmAn abhAv chhe ne teno bhAv karavo chhe, to te
abhAvano bhAv konA AdhAre thashe? nimittanA, vikAranA ke vartamAn paryAyanA AdhAre te bhAv nahi thAy;
ek paryAyamAn bIjI paryAyane pragaT karavAnun sAmarthya nathI; paN vastunA svabhAvamAn trikALashakti paDI chhe
temAnthI samaye samaye avidyamAn paryAyono utpAd thayA kare chhe, mATe abhAvarUp evI nirmaL paryAyono bhAv
dravyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatAthI thAy chhe. abhAvabhAvashaktinI pratIt karanAr dravyasvabhAvanI sanmukh thAy chhe ane
dravyanA Ashraye tene kShaNe kShaNe visheSh visheSh nirmaL paryAyo pragaTatI jAy chhe. alpagnatA vakhate sarvagnatAno
abhAv chhe, paN vastumAn sarvagnatAnI shakti trikAL bharI chhe–tenI dharmIne pratIt chhe; ane te shaktinA AdhAre
ja sarvagnatA khIlI jashe (–abhAvano bhAv thaI jashe) evI dharmIne nishankatA chhe. chothA guNasthAne paryAyamAn
kevaLagnAnano abhAv hovA chhatAn samakitIne sarvagnashaktivALo AtmasvabhAv pratItamAn AvI gayo chhe eTale
shraddhAapekShAe kevaLagnAn thaI gayun chhe. jo sarvagna shaktino nishank nirNay na thAy to te jIve AtmAne jANyo
ja nathI. pUrNatA pragaTayA pahelAn, jenAmAnthI pUrNatA pragaTavAnI chhe evA svabhAvanI pratIt thaI jAy chhe tenun
nAm samyagdarshan chhe. jo AtmAnA svabhAvane pratItamAn lye to, “arere! anAdinun alpagnapaNun chhe te kem
TaLe! ane anAdithI sarvagnapaNun nathI thatun te have kem thAy?”–evI shankA ke munjhavaN na rahe. vidyamAn evI
alpagnatAno abhAv karI nAnkhe, ane nahi pragaTelI evI sarvagnatAne pragaT kare–evI mArA