Atmadharma magazine - Ank 176
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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aho! A mAro AtmA to gnAn ja chhe; tene gnAnasvabhAvathI bahAr lakSha jaIne je vikalpa UThe te vikalpa
nirarthak chhe. AtmA to indriyathI grAhya nathI, indriyathI to sharIr dekhAy chhe, te sharIr to achetan–jaD chhe, tenAmAn
evI tAkAt nathI ke mArA bhAvane jANI shake. mArA bhAvane jANanAro je AtmA chhe te to indriy dvArA grAhya thato
nathI; mATe indriy taraphano jhUkAv chhoDIne hun to svasanmukh ekAgra rahun chhun. A mArA AtmA sivAy bIjun je kAI chhe
te badhuy mArAthI bAhya chhe. jyAre indriyothI bAhya vepAr thAy chhe tyAre jIv to tenAthI dekhAto nathI, ne jaD dekhAy chhe
te to kAI samajatun nathI, to hun konI sAthe gnAnane joDun? konI sAthe bolun? kone samajAvun? juo, A bhedagnAn!
Avun gnAn kare tyAn par–taraphanun jor tUTI jAy. gnAnane antarmukh karIne svasamvedanathI pote potAne jANavo–evo Ano
abhiprAy chhe. pachhI bahAramAn vRutti jAy ne vikalpa UThe paN tenA abhiprAyanun jor to svasamvedan taraph ja chhe. mArA
vikalpathI kAI par jIvo samajatA nathI, temaj te vikalpa mane mArA svasamvedanamAn paN sahAyak nathI,–Am jANIne
dharmI potAnA svabhAv taraph vaLe chhe, ne temAn ekAgra thAy chhe–tenun nAm samAdhi chhe. jene Avun bhedagnAn nathI ne ‘hun
bIjAne samajAvI daun’ evA abhiprAyanun jor chhe te kadI bahirmukhapaNun chhoDIne antarmukh thato nathI ne tene rAg–
dveSharahit samAdhi thatI nathI.
are, mArA chaitanyasvarUpathI bahAr jyAn joun chhun tyAn bahAramAn to jaD achetan sharIrAdi dekhAy chhe, te
to maDadun chhe, te maDadA sAthe hun shun bolun? ane chaitanyasvarUp jIv amUrta chhe te to bahAramAn dekhAto nathI, je
dekhAto nathI tenI sAthe paN hun shun bolun? eTale ke bahAramAn lakSha ja karavA jevun nathI; hun to gnAyakasvarUp ja chhun
ne mArA gnAyak–svarUpamAn ja hun rahIsh. vikalpa UThe ne par lakSha jAy ke parane samajAvavAnI vRutti UThe te mArun
svarUp nathI, tenAthI mane lAbh nathI; temaj bIjA jIvone paN vANIthI ke vANI taraphanA lakShathI lAbh nathI, te
jIvo paN paralakSha chhoDIne potAnA gnAyak–svarUpamAn vaLashe tyAre ja temane lAbh thashe.–em jANIne gnAnI
antaramAn Thare chhe.
gnAyakatattvamAnthI kAI vANIno dhvani nathI UThato, te vANIno dhvani to jaDaparamANuomAnthI UThe chhe. vANI
taraphano vikalpa UThe te paN gnAyakatattvamAnthI nathI UThato, gnAn par lakShamAn aTakatAn vikalpa UThayo chhe, te gnAnanun
svarUp nathI. AvA gnAnasvarUpane nakkI kare to andar apUrva shAnti ne samAdhi thAy.
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bAhya vikalpa chhoDIne, antarano vikalpa paN chhoDavA mATe dharmI vichAre chhe ke–
यत्परेः प्रतिपाद्योऽहं यत्परान् प्रतिपादये ।
उन्मत्तचेष्टितं तन्मे यदहं निर्विकल्पकः ।।१९।।
hun upAdhyAyAdi paravaDe pratipAdya thAun eTale ke bIjAvaDe hun samajun, ke hun bIjAne pratipAdan karIne
samajAvun,– Avo je vikalpa chhe te mArI unmatta cheShTA chhe, kemake kharekhar hun nirvikalpa chhun, vikalpa vaDe ke vachan vaDe
grAhya thAy evun mArun svarUp nathI.–A rIte gnAnI antarang vikalpone paN chhoDIne nirvikalpa svasamvedanamAn TharavA
mAnge chhe.
chaitanyasvarUp AtmA pote potAthI ja svasamvedya chhe, potAnI jAgRuti vagar bIjA koIthI samaje evo nathI.
mATe gnAtA–svabhAvathI bahAr vRutti jAy ne bIjA pAsethI samajavAnI ke bIjAne samajAvavAnI vRutti dharmIne UThe te paN
mohanI cheShTA hovAthI tene ahIn unmatta cheShTA kahI chhe. ‘unmatta cheShTA’ no artha em na samajavo ke je upadesh kare te
badhA agnAnI chhe.–upadeshanI vRutti to gnAnIne Ave; paN upadeshamAn bhedathI pratipAdan thAy chhe, te bhedadvArA abhed
AtmAnun grahaN thatun nathI mATe bhedanI vRutti UThe te unmatta cheShTA chhe eTale ke mohano unmAd chhe; te mArA gnAnanun svarUp
nathI. mArA AtmAnun svarUp to nirvikalpa–atIndriyagnAnathI grAhya chhe, vikalpathI grAhya nathI–em je nathI jANato, ne
bIjAnA shabdothI hun samajI jAun ke hun vikalpavaDe bIjAne samajAvI daun–em mAne chhe tene to mithyAtvano moTo unmAd
chhe. dharmI jANe chhe ke vANIthI ke vikalpathI AtmA grAhya thAy tevo nathI; vANImAn ne vikalpamAn to bhedathI pratipAdan
Avashe. “AtmAdarshan–gnAn–chAritrasvarUp chhe” em pratipAdan kare to temAn paN bhed chhe, te bhedanA lakShe AtmAnA
nirvikalpa