Atmadharma magazine - Ank 176
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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jeTha 2484 21
svarUpanun grahaN thatun nathI, mATe bhedano vikalpa UThe te paN mohanI cheShTA chhe, mArA gnAyakatattvamAn te vikalpano pravesh
nathI.
juo, A antarmukhadraShTino abhiprAy! hun to gnAyak ja chhun, vikalpa ke vANI mArun svarUp nathI. upadeshanI vRutti
Ave ne vANIno dhodh chhUTato hoy te vakhate paN gnAnIne AvI gnAyakatattvanI draShTi chhUTatI nathI. ane je vikalpa
UThayo chhe tene paN gnAnatattvathI bhinna, mohanun kArya jANe chhe–te asthiratAnI cheShTA chhe em jANe chhe eTale tenun jor
vikalpa upar nathI jatun paN gnAyakasvabhAv taraph ja tenun jor rahe chhe. tethI tene vikalpa tUTIne svarUpamAn sthiratArUp
samAdhi thAy chhe.
aho, AchAryadev kahe chhe ke param upashAnt chaitanyatattvanA AnandamAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne asthiratAmAn je
vikalpo UThe chhe te mArI unmatta–cheShTA chhe. juo to kharA! A chhaThThA–sAtamA guNasthAne jhUlatA ne
panchaparameShThIpadamAn bhaLelA evA shrI pUjyapAd svAmI kahe chhe ke are! amArA atIndriy AnandanA vedanamAnthI
bahAr nIkaLIne parane samajAvavAno vikalpa UThe te paN nirarthak unmattavat cheShTA chhe. je shubh rAganA vikalpane
AchAryadev unmatta cheShTA kahe chhe te shubharAgathI agnAnI mUDhajIvo samvar–nirjarA thavAnun mAne chhe. are! vItarAgI
santoe jene unmattacheShTA kIdhI tene mUDh jIvo dharma mAne chhe, paN temanI te mAnyatA unmatta jevI chhe. rAg ane
dharma vachcheno vivek nahi jANatA hovAthI teo unmatta jevA chhe. bhagavAn umAsvAmI tattvArtha sUtrajImAn kahe chhe ke
सदसतोरविशेषाद्यद्रच्छोपलब्धेरुन्मत्तवत्’ arthAt mithyAdraShTi jIv sat ane asatne avisheShapaNe potAnI
ichchhA pramANe, unmattavat grahaN kare chhe, tene sat–asatno vivek nathI tethI tenun gnAn mithyA chhe. je jIv
shubharAgathI dharma mAne chhe te paN rAgane ane dharmane ekapaNe mAne chhe eTale sat–asatne ekapaNe mAne chhe tethI
te mithyAdraShTi unmatta chhe. ahIn to evun mithyAtva TaL‌yA pachhI paN. asthiratAnA rAganI je cheShTA chhe te paN
nirarthak hovAthI tene unmatta cheShTA jANIne, santo te chhoDIne svarUpamAn TharavAnI bhAvanA bhAve chhe–tenI vAt chhe.
।। 19।।
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(vIr san. 2482 jeTh sud 11 samAdhishatak gA. 20)
samakitI antarAtmA svasamvedanathI potAnA nirvikalpa AtmasvarUpane kevun jANe chhe te kahe chhe–
यदग्राह्यं न गृह्णाति गृहीतं नापि मुंचति ।
जानाति सर्वथा सर्वं तत्स्वसंवेद्यमस्म्यहम् ।।२०।।
agrAhya evA krodhAdi vikArI bhAvone potAnA svarUpamAn je grahato nathI, ane gRuhIt evA potAnA anant
gnAnAdisvarUpane je kadI chhoDato nathI, je sarvathA sarvane jANe chhe–evo svasamvedya hun chhun.–em dharmI jANe chhe.
hun to sadAy gnAn–darshan–AnandasvarUp ja chhun, sharIr–man–vANI–karma–rAg–dveSh vagerene mArA svarUpamAn men kadI
grahyA ja nathI, mArA gnAnasvarUpathI te judA ne judA ja chhe. mAro sahajasvabhAv gnAn–AnandasvarUp chhe tene hun kadI
chhoDato nathI; mAro AtmA krodhAdi svarUp nathI paN sarvathA sarvano jANanAr ja chhe.–Avo AtmA ja hun chhun–em
antarAtmA potAnA svasamvedanathI anubhave chhe.
juo, A samakitIno AtmA! samakitI potAnA AtmAne sharIrarUp ke rAgAdirUp nathI mAnato, paN
gnAyakasvarUp–AnandasvarUp ja mAne chhe. AtmA gRuhIt evA potAnA sahaj gnAnAdi svarUpane chhoDato nathI.
gnAnAdine ‘gRuhIt’ kahyA eno artha em nathI ke tene AtmAe navA grahaN karyAn chhe; parantu anAdithI ja AtmA
te gnAnAdisvarUp ja chhe, te svarUpathI AtmA kadI chhUTato nathI; ane krodhAdisvarUp kadI thaI jato nathI. kShaNik
paryAyamAn krodhAdi chhe paN te paryAy jeTalo ja AtmA samakitI mAnato nathI, te krodhAdine potAnA svarUpathI
bAhya jANe chhe, ne gnAnaAnandamay svabhAvane ja te potAnA anrtasvarUpe grahaN kare chhe. shraddhAgnAnamAn je
chidAnandasvabhAvane grahaN karyo tene dharmI kadI chhoDatA nathI, ane krodhAdine potAnA svarUpamAn ekamek mAnIne kadI
grahaN karatA nathI, tene potAnA svarUpathI judA ja jANe chhe. A rIte upayogasvarUp AtmAne krodhAdithI judo
anubhavavo te antarAtmA thavAno upAy chhe.