Atmadharma magazine - Ank 176
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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mAro AtmA upayogasvarUp chhe te upayogamAn ja chhe, ne krodhAdimAn nathI; tathA krodhAdibhAvo mArA upayogamAn
nathI; Avun bhedagnAn jyAre thAy chhe tyAre te antarAtmA krodhAdi parabhAvomAn ekatApaNe kadI pariNamato ja nathI,
krodhAdine AtmAnA svarUpapaNe grahato nathI, ane ‘hun to gnAyak chhun’–em shraddhAgnAnamAn grahaN karyun chhe tene kadI chhoDato
nathI, potAnA AtmAne gnAyakasvarUpe ja svIkAre chhe.
dharmI pramodathI–nishankapaNe em jANe chhe ke aho! hun to gnAnaAnandasvarUp ja rahyo chhun, rAgAdine men mArA
svarUpamAn kadI grahyA ja nathI, mAro svabhAv kadI rAgAdirUp thaI gayo nathI. gnAnanA svAdane ane rAganA svAdane dharmI
judo judo jANe chhe. shuddha gnAyakasvarUpamAn rAgAdi parabhAvone kadI ekapaNe te svIkArato nathI. sharIrane grahe ke chhoDe,
karmone grahe ke chhoDe, rAgAdine grahe ke chhoDe–evo AtmAno svabhAv nathI, AtmAno svabhAv to svasamvedanathI grAhya
evo gnAnAnandarUp ja chhe. sharIrAdine hun chhoDun–em mAnanAre te sharIrAdine potAmAn grahelA mAnyA chhe,–te vibhram chhe. e
ja pramANe bahAranA Ashraye–indriyo vagerethI gnAnanun grahaN thAy em je mAne chhe teNe potAnA AtmAne
gnAnAnandasvarUp nathI jANyo, gnAnane potAthI judun mAnyun chhe, eTale tene chhoDI dIdhun chhe,–te bahirAtmA chhe. dharmI to jANe
chhe ke men sharIrAdine mArAmAn kadI grahyA ja nathI ke tene hun chhoDun; temaj mArA gnAnAdisvarUpane men kadI chhoDayun ja nathI ke
tene bahArathI grahaN karun. hun to sadAy sharIrAdithI judo ja rahyo chhun ne mArA gnAnAnandasvarUpamAn sadA ekamekarUpe ja rahyo
chhun. hun sarvathA sarvano jANanAr ja chhun.–Avo AtmA svasamvedanagamya ja chhe. je svasamvedanathI potAnA AvA AtmAne
jANe chhe te antarAtmA chhe. ।। 20।।
upar kahyo tevA AtmasvarUpanA gnAn vagar pUrve agnAnadashAmAn men kevI cheShTA karI–te dharmI vichAre chhe–
उत्पन्नपुरुषभ्रान्तेः स्थाणौ यद्वद्विचेष्टितं ।
तद्वन्मे चेष्टितं पूर्व देहादिष्वात्मविभ्रमात् ।।२१।।
jem koI puruShane jhADanA ThUnThAmAn ‘A puruSh chhe’ evI bhrAnti thaI jAy ane te bhrAntine lIdhe tene bolAve tenA
upar khIjAy, vaLI tene manAve–em anek prakAranI vyartha cheShTA kare, tem men paN pUrve bhramathI A deharUp ThUnThAne ja
AtmA mAnIne vyartha cheShTAo karI.
jem koI puruSh rAtre andhArAmAn koI mANasane maLavA gayo hoy, tyAn jhADanA ThUnThAne dekhIne bhramaNAthI em
mAnI lye ke A mANas chhe, em mAnIne tene bolAve, ‘bhAI bolone! kem bolatA nathI? mArAthI kem rIsANA
chho?’ paN ThUnThun to kAI bole nahi, eTale khIjAIne tene bAth bharavA jAy, tyAn khabar paDe ke are! A to jhADanun
ThUnThun! men tene mANas mAnIne atyAr sudhI vyartha cheShTAo karI. tem agnAnI jIv A dehane ja AtmA mAnI rahyo chhe,
deh to jhADanA ThUnThA jevo jaD chhe chhatAn tene ja jIv mAnIne ‘hun bolun, hun khAun’ em agnAnI vyartha cheShTAo kare chhe.
dharmI jANe chhe ke are, men paN pahelAn agnAnadashAmAn sharIrane AtmA mAnIne unmattavat vyartha cheShTAo karI; have bhAn
thayun ke aho, hun to gnAnAnandasvarUp ja chhun, A deh to jaD achetan chhe; dehathI hun atyant judo ja chhun, pUrve paN judo ja
hato paN bhramathI tene mAro mAnIne men vyartha cheShTAo karI hatI.
baLadev–vAsudevane atishay prem hoy chhe; jyAre vAsudev marI jAy chhe tyAre baLadev atishay premane lIdhe tenA
maDadAne chha mahinA sudhI sAthe pherave chhe, ne jANe te hajI jIvatA ja hoy em tenI sAthe cheShTA kare chhe. lakShmaNajI marI
jatAn rAmachandrajI tenA mRutak sharIrane laIne phare chhe tyAre kahe chhe ke are bhAI! have to tun bol, mArA upar ten AvI
rIs kadI karI nathI; savAr paDe tyAn kahe ke bhAI lakShmaN! have to tun UTh savAr thaI gaI. tun kyAn sudhI sUI rahIsh?
jinendra bhagavAnanI pUjAno avasar chAlyo jAy chhe. vaLI tene navarAve, tenA moDhAmAn koLIo mUkIne tene khavarAve–
em anek prakAranI cheShTAo maDadA sAthe kare chhe. (–jo ke A prasange paN rAmachandrajI to AtmagnAnI hatA, temane mAtra
asthiratAno moh hato, AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna ja jANatA hatA eTale agnAn na hatun; paN ahIn to marelAnne jIvatun
mAnIne vyartha cheShTAo karI te batAvatA mATe draShTAnt lIdhun chhe.) tem A sharIr to sadAy jaD mRutakakalevar chhe paN
agnAnI