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jem mAtA bALakane samajAve chhe...tem
AchAryadev shiShyane samajAve chhe
jem mAtA bALakane shikhAmaN Ape tyAre, koIkavAr em
kahe ke ‘beTA! tun to bhAre DAhyo...tane A shobhe!’ ane kayArek em
paN kahe ke ‘tun mUrakh chho...gAnDo chho!’–Am kayArek mRudutAbharelA
shabdothI shikhAmaN Ape to kayArek kaDak shabdomAn Thapako Ape,–
parantu banne vakhate mAtAnA hRudayamAn putranA hitano ja abhiprAy chhe
eTale tenI shikhAmaNamAn komaLatA ja bharelI chhe : tem dharmAtmA santo
bALak jevA abudh shiShyone samajAvavA mATe upadeshamAn kayArek
mRudutAthI em kahe ke ‘he bhAI! tAro AtmA siddha jevo chhe tene tun
jAN!’ ane kayArek kaDak shabdomAn kahe ke ‘are mUrkha! puruShArthahIn
nAmarda! tArA AtmAne have to oLakh! A mUDhatA tAre kayAn sudhI
rAkhavI chhe! have to te chhoD!’–A rIte, koI vAr mRudusambodhanathI
ane koIvAr kaDak sambodhanathI upadesh Ape–parantu banne prakAranA
upadesh vakhate temanA hRudayamAn shiShyanA hitano ja abhiprAy chhe
eTale temanA upadeshamAn komaLatA ja chhe...vAtsalya ja chhe.
ahIn samayasAr–kaLash 23mAn paN AchAryadev komaLatAthI
sambodhan karIne shiShyane upadesh Ape chhe :
अयि ! कथमपि मृत्वा तत्त्वकौतूहली सन्
अनुभव भवमूर्तेः पार्श्ववर्ती मुहूर्तम्।
पृथगथ विलसंतं स्वं समोलोक्य येन
त्यजसि झगिति मूर्त्या साकमेकत्वमोहम्।।
re bhAI! tun koI paN rIte tattvano kautuhalI thA. hitanI shikhAmaN ApatAn AchAryadev kahe chhe
ke he bhAI! game tem karIne tun tattvano jignAsu thA...ne dehathI bhinna AtmAno anubhav kar. deh sAthe
tAre ekatA nathI paN bhinnatA chhe...tArA chaitanyano vilAs dehathI judo chhe, mATe tArA upayogane par
taraphathI chhoDIne antaramAn vAL.
paramAn tArun nAstitva chhe mATe tArA upayogane par taraphathI pAchho vAL. tArA
upayogasvarUp AtmAmAn paranI pratikULatA nathI. maraN jeTalun kaShTa (–bAhya pratikULatA) Ave to
paN tenI draShTi chhoDIne antaramAn jIvatA chaitanyasvarUpanI draShTi kar “मृत्वा अपि eTale ke marIne
paN tun AtmAno anubhav kar”–Am kahIne AchAryadeve shiShyane puruShArthanI preraNA ApI chhe.
vachche