Atmadharma magazine - Ank 196
(Year 17 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2486, A.D. 1960)
(English transliteration).

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mahA : 2486 : pa :
kaI pratikULatA Ave to tArA prayatnane chhoDI na daIsh, parantu maraN jeTalI pratikULatA sahan karIne paN
tun AtmAno tAg leje...teno anubhav karaje. mAre mArA AtmAmAn ja javun chhe temAn vachche paranI
DakhalagIrI kevI? pratikULatA kevI? bahAranI pratikULatAno AtmAmAn abhAv chhe–em upayogane
palaTAvIne AtmAmAn vAL.–Am karavAthI par sAthe ekatA–buddhirUp moh chhUTI jashe...ne tane parathI
bhinna tArun chaitanyatattva AnandanA vilAsasahit anubhavamAn Avashe.
38mI gAthA sudhI parathI bhinna shuddhajIvanun svarUp ghaNAghaNA prakAre spaShTa karIne samajAvavA chhatAn
je nahi samaje ane dehAdine ja AtmA mAnashe; tene AchAryadev kaDak sambodhan karIne samajAvashe ke,
ame ATalun ATalun samajAvyun chhatAn je jIv dehane–karmane tathA rAgane ja AtmAnun svarUp mAne chhe te
jIv mUDh chhe, agnAnI chhe, puruShArthahIn chhe, parane ja AtmA mAnI mAnIne te AtmAnA puruShArthane hArI
beTho chhe. re pashu jevA mUDh! tun samaj re samaj! bhedagnAn karIne tArA AtmAne parathI judo
jAN...rAgathI judA chaitanyano svAd le.
–A rIte jem mAtA bALakane shikhAmaN Ape tem AchAryadev shiShyane anek prakAre samajAve
chhe...temAn tenA hitano ja Ashay chhe.
AchAryadev kahe chhe ke bhAI! jaDanI kriyAmAn tAro dharma gotavo mUkI de. A chaitanyamAn tAro dharma
chhe te koI divas jaD thayo nathI. jaD ne chaitanya banne dravyanA bhAgalA pADIne hun tane kahun chhun ke A
chaitanyadravya ja tArun chhe. mATe have jaDathI bhinna tArA shuddha chaitanyatattvane jANIne tun sarva prakAre prasanna
thA...tArun chitta ujjavaL karIne sAvadhAn thA...ane “A svadravya ja mArun chhe” em tun anubhav kar.
ahA! Avun chaitanyatattva ame tane dekhADayun...have tun AnandamAn Av...prasanna thA!
jem be chhokarA koI vastu mATe bAjhe to mAtA vachche paDIne bhAg Ape chhe ne samAdhAn karAve
chhe. tem ahIn AchAryadev jaD–chetananA bhAg pADIne, bALak jevA agnAnIne samajAve chhe ke le, A
tAro bhAg! jo...A chaitanya chhe te tAro bhAg chhe ne A jaD chhe te jaDano bhAg chhe. tAro
chaitanyabhAg evo ne evo Akhe Akho shuddha chhe, teemAn kAI bagaDayun nathI; mATe tAro A chaitanyabhAg
laIne have tun prasanna thA...Anandit thA...tArA mananun samAdhAn karIne tArA chaitanyane AnandathI
bhogav...tenA atIndriy sukhanA svAdano anubhav kar.
agnAnInun bhedagnAn kem TaLe, ne tene chaitanyanA sukhano anubhav kem thAy, te mATe AchAryadev
upadesh Ape chhe. kaDak sambodhan karIne nathI kahetA paN komaL sambodhan karIne kahe chhe ke he vatsa! shun
A jaD deh sAthe ekamekapaNun tane shobhe chhe? nA, nA. tun to chaitanya chho...mATe jaladIthI judo thA...teno
pADoshI thaIne tenAthI bhinna tArA chaitanyane dekh. duniyAnI darakAr chhoDIne tArA chaitanyane dekh. jo tun
duniyAnI anukULatA ke pratikULatA jovA rokAIsh to tArA chaitanyabhagavAnane tun nahIn joI shake, mATe
duniyAnun lakSha chhoDI tenAthI ekalo paDI antaramAn tArA chaitanyane jo...antarmukh thatAn ja tane khabar
paDashe ke chaitanyano kevo adbhut vilAs chhe!
he bandhu! tun chorAsInA avatArarUpI kUvAmAn paDayo chhe, temAnthI bahAr nIkaLavA mATe jagatanA
game teTalA parisaho ke upasargo Ave, maraN jeTalAn kaShTo Ave, topaN tenI darakAr chhoDIne tArA
chaitanyadaLane dekh. deh ke shubhAshubhabhAvo te mArA svagharanI chIj nathI paN teo to mArA pADoshI chhe,
teo mArI najIkamAn rahenArA chhe paN mArI sAthe ekamek thaIne rahenArA nathI,–Am ekavAr temano
pADoshI thaIne judA AtmAno anubhav kar. be–ghaDI to tun Am karI jo! be–ghaDImAn ja tane tArA
chaitanyano apUrva vilAs dekhAshe.
A vAt sahelI chhe, kemake tArA svabhAvanI chhe ane tArAthI thaI shake tevI chhe. ne Am karavAmAn
ja tArun hit chhe...mATe sarvaprakAranA udyamathI tun AvA chaitanyano anubhav kar.–Am santono upadesh chhe.
(pU. gurudevanA pravachanomAnthI)