Atmadharma magazine - Ank 212
(Year 18 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2487, A.D. 1961)
(English transliteration).

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dvi. jeTh : 2487 : 17 :
paramAtmA samAn chhe paN vartamAn dashAmAn tenA doShano–apalakShaNano pAr nathI.
koI koInI dashAne pheravI na shake. sarvagna paramAtmA thayA teo ek samayamAn traNakAL traNalokanA
sarva padArthone ek sAthe jANe paN koInI avasthAne jarAy badalAvI na shake. Ankh paN na hale evo lakavA
thAy chhe. Am sharIranI svatantratA te tenI vyavasthA chhe. tenAthI chaitanyaprabhu bhinna chhe, jem pANImAn sevAL
bhinna chhe ane sevALathI pANI bhinna chhe tem dehathI AtmA judo chhe.
gurue shiShyane kahyun ke:– pANImAn pAsher mIThun nAkh, pachhI bIje divase kahyun: pAchhun laI Av. hAth
nAkhIne jue to na dekhAy. Ankhe na dekhAy, pachhI gurue kahyun ke chAkhIne jo to jaNAshe. tem dehamAn
chaitanyamUrti AtmA judo chhe, te Ankh Adi IndriyothI na dekhAy, paN tenA chaitanya gnAtA–draShTA lakShaNathI
spaShTa jaNAy evo chhe. deh mandiramAn gnAnapinD AtmA dehathI bhinna chhe ane puNya–pApanI vRuttithI paN
bhinna chhe.
satyane shodhavun–meLavavun hoy to bahu vichAr pUrvak prayatnadvArA nirNay karavo paDashe. ahIn AchAryadev
shuddhabhAv adhikAr varNave chhe sharIr ajIv chhe, tenun darek rajakaN svatantra chhe. maratAn pahelAn vAchA bandh thAy,
jIbhano lavo na vaLe tyAn shun AtmA bandh thaI gayo? nA, AtmA to chhe–te sharIr, vANI vagerenI kriyA
pahelAn paN karI shakato na hato ne atyAre paN karI shakato nathI. jaDathI judA potAnA AtmAno nirNay na
thAy tene kShaNik vikArathI judo evo trikALI shuddha AtmAno nirNay kadI paN thaI shake nahi.
hun ek jIv chhun. evo vikalpa UThe te paN AtmAnA svabhAvamAn nathI. jem nALiyeranA goTAmAn saphed
mIThAsh bharI chhe temAn chhAlAn, kAchalI ane rAtaD nathI, te to bahArano bhAg chhe. tem bhagavAn AtmA A
jaD sharIrarUpI chhAlAmAn nathI, AThakarma–nashIb kahevAy chhe temAn paN nathI, vaLI, puNya–pAparUpI rAtaD te paN
AtmA nathI, te badhAthI rahit trikAL shuddhagnAn–Anandamay Atma vastu andaramAn paDI chhe tenI draShTi karI temAn
lInatA karatAn sAchA Anandano svAd Ave chhe. AtmAnI vartamAnadashAmAn puNya–pApanI vRutti navI–navI
Upaje chhe. te AkhI vastu nathI; ane te AtmAmAn pravesh pAme evI nathI.
AtmAmAn sAt tattvanA vikalpa UThe te mUL padArthamAn nathI, vartamAn paryAyamAn te hovA chhatAn tenI
upekShA karanArI antarasvabhAvanI draShTithI mULasvabhAvane jovAthI ekarUp dhruvasvabhAv joI shakAy chhe.
navatattvanA vikalpanI ADamAn–shubharAgarUpI vyavahAranA premamAn anrtatattva draShTimAn Avatun nathI. mATe te
shubharAganI vRutti paN prathamathI ja shraddhAmAnthI chhoDavI paDashe. tenI upekShA karavI paDashe. jene hit karavun hoy,
svatantratA pragaT karavI hoy, atIndriy AnandanA vedanamAn Avavun hoy teNe parAshrayanI–puNya–pApanI ruchi
chhoDIne, sahaj svabhAvik trikALI gnAyak vastu chhe teno ekano ja Adar karavo.
muni potAnI oLakhAN Ape chhe ke:–hun kevo chhun.? ke sahajagnAnamay vastu chhun, rAgamay nathI,
vairAgyarUpI shikharano shikhAmaNi chhun. ane pAnch IndriyonA phelAvathI rahit chhun. pote vanavAsI bhAvalingI nagna
digambar muni hatA, sarvagna vItarAge jevo AtmA kahyo chhe tevo ja antar anubhavathI jANIne temAn nishchaladraShTi
karI temAn lIn thaI vAramvAr teno anubhav karatAn hatA. te pote potAnI vartamAnadashA batAvI potAnA
svabhAvanI ane AnandanI vAt kare chhe. smashAn vairAgyanI vAt nathI. ‘hAD baLe jem lAkaDI, kesh baLe jem
ghAs’ evun dekhIne, tathA