Atmadharma magazine - Ank 212
(Year 18 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2487, A.D. 1961)
(English transliteration).

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hajAro rUpiyA gayA, gharamAn kalesh vagere dekhI vairAgya kare te vairAgya nathI. antaramAn puNya–pAp rahit trikALI
gnAnAnandaghan svabhAv paDyo chhe tenI ruchi, apekShA ane parabhAvanI sahaj upekShA thAy tene sahaj
svAbhAvik vairAgya kahevAy chhe. ame AtmA chhIe, gnAtA–draShTA sukhashaktino bhanDAr chhIe, puNya–pApanI
vRutti UThe te viruddhabhAv chhe. jene puNya–pAp ane tenA sanyogamAn ThIk–aThIk bhAse chhe tene vairAgya nathI.
viShamatA chhe.
AtmagnAnI dIpachandajI sAdharmI ‘anubhav prakAsh’ mAn lakhe chhe ke ‘are AtmA! terI ashuddhatA bhI
baDI’ jem makoDo pagamAn chonTe, pachhI ukheDatAn keD tUTe paN chhUTe nahi. tem A AtmA agnAnavaDe puNya–
pApanI lAgaNIne evo chonTyo chhe–ke koInun mAne nahi. A kALe to puNya sArAn mAnavAn joIe. vyavahAr
pratham joIe em rAganA premamAn andh thayelo trikALI arAgIsvabhAvamAn ruchi karI shakato nathI. bhAI!
dhIro thA anAdinI parAshrayanI draShTi chhe te badalAvI andar dekh, chidAnand svabhAv vikArathI jUdo ja chhe.
anAdinI A UndhI pakaDamAn hit nathI. apUrva draShTino mahimA lAv, dhruvasvabhAvanI draShTi thatAn nityAnandanA
svAd sahit sahaj–svAbhAvik vairAgya thAy chhe. TIkAkAr muni kahe chhe ke ame AvA sahaj vairAgyamAn vartIe
chhIe, amAro AtmA Avo chhe. AkhA sansArathI vimukh–upekShAvAn chhIe. tame paN AvI upekShA ane
AtmAnI apekShAvaDe sva–sanmukh thAo.
jem koI shatrune mitra mAnIne tene paDakhe chaDyo, bhUlanI khabar paDatAn pharI jAy. tem agnAnI rAg
dveSh mohane paDakhe chaDIne potAnA AtmAne bhUlI gayo hato tene kahe chhe ke have ruchinun paDakhun pheravIne, andar
trikALI shuddha AtmAne jo to apUrva Anand Avashe.
vaLI, muni kevA chhe? ke dehamAtra parigrahanA dhArak chhe. pAnch IndriyanA phelAvathI rahit ane atindriy
gnAnaAnandanA phelAv sahit, chinmAtra chhe. tun paN antaranI vastupaNe evo chho.
AtmAmAn svabhAv draShTi ane lInatA thatAn Indriyo taraphano rAgarUp phelAv aTakI jAy chhe. A vAt
ajANyAne kaThaN paDe chhe. bI. e. nI jem UnchI bhUmikAnI vAt nathI paN dharmanun pratham pagathiyun je
samyagdarshan chhe tenI vAt chhe, samyagdarshan thatAn puNya–pApano prem uDI jAy chhe. atIndriy AtmA upar draShTi
paDe chhe ane teno phelAv thAy chhe. alpa rAgAdi hovA chhatAn teno phelAv nathI.
khAtA–pItA dekhAtA hovA chhatAn svarUpamAn satat joDAN kare chhe te jainayogI chhe. puNya–pApanI upekShA
ane svabhAvanI sanmukhatA ane sAvadhAnI jeNe karI tene Indriyono phelAv rokAI jAy chhe.
svadravyamAn joDAy te tIkShNa buddhivAn chhe, puNya–pApamAn premavALAne sthUL lakShyavALA kahyA chhe je buddhi
AtmAne haNe tene tIkShNa kahetA nathI. parathI bhedagnAn karI AtmAmAn Thare tene tIkShNa eTale sUkShma buddhivAn
kahIe.
AtmA dhruv chaitanya vastu chhe, vAstu shemAn thAy. makAn hoy temAn thAy. tem anantagnAn–Anand Adi
shaktirUp guNo jemAn vaselA chhe evo AtmA dhruv vastu chhe. aparimitagnAn, anantadarshan, anahadasukh,
adbhutavIrya ane apAr sukh–shAntithI bharelo evo A AtmA chhe. AvA svadravyane pakaDavAmAn kAm kare te
buddhitIkShNa chhe. dharmIjIvane tIrthayAtrA, devashAstraguruno vinay–bhakti, dAnAdinA shubhabhAv Ave paN tene te
dharma ke dharmanun kAraN mAnato nathI–je bhAv jem chhe tem tene jANavA temAn AtmAnA gnAnanI maryAdA chhe. jhINA
motIne pakaDavAmAn sANaso kAm na Ave paN sonInI samANI kAm Ave, tem atIndriy Anandamay
AtmAne pakaDavAmAn ghaNI dhIraj sahit tIkShNa buddhi joIe.