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devIne garbhakalyANak vakhate devIo vinodathI prashna pUchhe chhe ke he mAtA! kharo ALasu koN? tyAre mAtAjI kahe
chhe ke je tIrthayAtrA na kare ne viShayomAn ja varte te;–e rIte tyAn vyavahAramAn em kahevAy; paN paramArthe to
chidAnandasvarUpanA anubhavamAnthI bahAr nIkaLavun te pramAd chhe–eTale ke ALas chhe. chaitanyanA AnandanA
anubhavamAn lIn santo temAnthI bahAr nIkaLavAnA ALasu chhe...kemake AtmAnA anubhav sivAy bIje kyAy
temane sukh bhAsatun nathI.
A jaD kAyAne ke tenI kriyAne dharmI potAnA chittamAn dhAraN karato nathI; te to gnAn–Anandamay
potAnI chaitanyakAyAne ja dhAraN kare chhe. A deh man–vANI hun nathI, hun temano kartA nathI, temano karAvanAr
nathI ke temano anumodanAr nathI, temanAthI sarvathA bhinna gnAn–Anand svarUp ja hun chhun.
“hun deh nahIn, vANI na, man nahIn, temanun kAraN nahi,
kartA na, kArayitA na, anumantA hun kartAno nahi.” pa0.
AtmadharmI potAnA AtmAnI ja bhAvanAmAn tatpar chhe, anAsakta antarAtmA potAnI buddhimAn
AtmagnAnane dhAre chhe ne sharIrAdikane nathI dhArato–e kaI rIte? te kahe chhe.
बत्पश्यामीन्द्रियैस्तन्मे नास्ति यन्नियतेन्द्रियः ।
अन्तः पश्यामि सानन्दं तदस्तु ज्योतिरुत्तमम् ।। ५१।।
dharmAtmA sharIrAdikathI bhinna potAnA AtmAnI evI bhAvanA bhAve chhe ke–IndriyodvArA je dekhAy chhe te
hun nathI, mArun svarUp to param uttam gnAnajyoti chhe ne Anand sahit chhe–param prasannatArUp je paramArtha sukh
tenAthI sahit chhe; hun mArA AvA svarUpane antaramAn dekhun chhun; Indriyone bAhya viShayothI haThAvIne
atIndriyagnAn vaDe hun mArA AtmAne dekhun chhun–anubhavun chhun, ne te sivAy samasta bAhyaviShayo pratye hun
anAsakta chhun.
IndriyodvArA bahAramAn je dekhAy chhe te kAI AtmAnun svarUp nathI. IndriyodvArA sharIrAdi dekhAy chhe te
to jaD chhe, te kAI AtmA nathI; AtmA kAI IndriyothI na dekhAy; AtmA to atIndriy gnAnamay chhe, ne
atIndriyagnAnathI ja te dekhAy chhe.–dharmAtmA potAnA gnAnane viShayothI pAchhun vALIne antaramAn potAnA
svarUpamAn vALe chhe; mATe te bAhya viShayomAn anAsakta chhe.
hajI to je par dravyane potAnun mAne, ke parathI potAne sukh–dukh mAne tene kharekhar anAsaktibhAv
hoy ja nahi, tene to par sAthe ekatvabuddhine lIdhe anant Asakti chhe. dharmI to potAnA AtmAne samasta
par dravyothI judo jANIne AtmA taraph vaLI gayA chhe, ane AtmA sivAy bIje kyAy svapne paN Anand
bhAsato nathI, tethI temane ja samasta bAhya viShayo pratye kharI anAsakti hoy chhe.
hun to Anandasahit gnAnajyoti chhun, atIndriyagnAn ne Anand mArun svarUp chhe...AnandadhAm AtmA e
ja mArA vishvAsanun ne vishrAmanun sthAn chhe...AvA mArA tattvane hun antaramAn Anand sahit dekhun chhun. AnandathI
paramaprasanna evo mAro AtmA ja mArA visAmAnun dhAm chhe–Am samakitI potAnA AtmAnI bhAvanA karatA
thakA tenI ja ArAdhanA kare chhe. tene potAnA AtmasvarUpanun chintan ja sukhakar lAge chhe, ne Indriy viShayo
to dukhakar lAge chhe; mATe te dharmAtmA potAnI buddhimAn AtmAne ja dhAraN kare chhe. ।। pa1।।
(2482 asAD sud nom: samAdhishatak gA. pa2)
AtmA pote gnAn–Anandamay chhe em dharmI jANe chhe ne tethI temAn ja te tatpar chhe em kahyun. tyAn have
prashna pUchhe chhe ke he nAth! jo AtmAnun svarUp gnAn–Anandamay chhe, to viShayo dukharUp chhe, to te Indriy