Atmadharma magazine - Ank 213a
(Year 18 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2487, A.D. 1961)
(English transliteration).

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viShayothI pAchhA haThIne AtmAno anubhav karavAmAn kaShTa jevun kem lAge chhe? tenun samAdhAn karatAn kahe chhe ke –
सुखमारब्धयोगस्य बहिर्दुःखमथात्मनि ।
बहिरेवासुखं सौख्यमध्यात्मं भावितात्मनः ।। ५२।।
AtmAmAn ja Anand chhe–te ja upAdey chhe–temAn ja ekAgra thavA jevun chhe–evI ruchi ane bhAvanA to chhe
ne temAn ekAgra thavAno je hajI prayatna kare chhe, tene sharUAtamAn kaShTa lAge chhe, kemake anAdithI bAhya
viShayomAn ja abhyAs chhe, tethI te bAhya viShayothI pAchhA khasIne Atma bhAvanAmAn AvatAn kaShTa lAge chhe.
bAhya viShayo sahelA thaI gayA chhe ne antarano chaitanya viShay kaThaN lAge chhe, kemake kadI teno anubhav karyo
nathI. antaramAn ekAgratAno prayatna karanAr pUchhe chhe ke prabho! AmAn to kaShTa lAge chhe! em pUchhavAmAn kaShTa
kahIne te chhoDI devA nathI mAgato paN ugra prayatnavaDe AtmAno anubhav karavA mAge chhe. AchAryadev kahe chhe
ke are bhAI! sharUAtamAn tane kaShTa jevun lAgashe, paN anrtaprayatnathI AtmAno anubhav thatAn evo apUrva
Anand thashe ke tenA sivAy bahAranA badhA viShayo kaShTarUp dukharUp lAgashe.
anubhavano udyam karatAn karatAn jyAn nirvikalpa AnandanI anubhUti thaI–samyagdarshan thyun tyAn
vAramvAr tenI ja bhAvanA kare chhe, ne tene AtmAmAn ja sukh lAge chhe, tathA bAhya viShayo ja dukharUp lAge chhe.
Anandano anubhav na hato tyAre to antaranA anubhavano udyam karavAmAn kaShTa lAgatun ne bahAramAn sukh
lAgatun; tene AtmAnA AnandanI ruchi (–vyavahAr vishvAs) to chhe paN hajI anubhav thayo nathI, tethI kaShTa
jevun lAge chhe. paN jyAn antaramAn Anandano anubhav thayo–svAd chAkhyo tyAn bahArano ras UDI gayo ne
chaitanyanA anubhavamAn ja sukh chhe eTale have to tene AtmAnA dhyAnano utsAh Avyo...jem vadhAre
ekAgratA karun tem vadhAre Anand ne shAntinun vedan thAy chhe. Anandano svAd jyAnsudhI chAkhyo na hato tyAnsudhI
temAn kaShTa lAgatun, paN have jyAn Anandano svAd chAkhyo tyAn dharmIne temAnthI bahAr nIkaLavun kaShTarUp–dukharUp
lAge chhe. agnAnadashAmAn anAdinA sanskArane lIdhe viShayo ruchikar bhAsatA, paN jyAn AtmabhAvanAmAn
ekAgra thaIne tenA Anandanun vedan karyun tyAn bAhya samasta viShayonI ruchi chhUTI gaI; tene chaitanyanA
anubhavathI bahAr nIkaLIne parabhAvamAn Avavun te dukh lAge chhe, ne chaitanyasvarUpanI bhAvanAmAn–ekAgratAmAn
ja sukh lAge chhe. chaitanyano vAramvAr abhyAs ne bhAvanA karatAn te sahelun lAge chhe...tenA AnandanI nikaTatA
thatAn bAhya viShayonI prIti chhUTatI jAy chhe, ne AtmAnA Anandanun vedan thatAn bAhya viShayomAnthI sukhabuddhi
chhUTI jAy chhe;–mAchhalAnnI jem. jem mAchhalAnnI ruchi shItaL jaLamAn poShANI chhe, temAnthI bahAr taDakAmAn ke
agnimAn AvatAn te dukhathI taraphaDe chhe. tem dharmAtmA gnAnInI ruchi potAnA shAnt–chaitanyasarovaramAn ja
poShANI chhe, tenI shAntinA vedanathI bahAr nIkaLIne puNya ke pApanA bhAvamAn Avavun paDe te temane dukharUp
lAge chhe. jeNe AtmAnI atIndriy shAnti kadI dekhI nathI ne bAhya viShayo ja dekhyA chhe tene AtmAnA
anubhavano prayatna karatAn sharUAtamAn kaShTa lAge chhe. paN jyAn teno abhyAs ane bhAvanA kare chhe tyAn temAn
utsAh Ave chhe. abhyAsadashAmAn jarA kaShTa lAge chhe paN jyAn pUro prayatna karIne AtmAnA Anandano
anubhav kare chhe tyAn chaitanyasukhanA ras pAse tene Akhun jagat nIras lAge chhe, samasta viShayo dukharUp lAge
chhe. narakamAn rahelA koI samakitI jIvane AtmAnA atIndriy AnandanA vedananI je shAnti Ave chhe, tevI
shAnti mithyAdraShTine svarganA vaibhavamAn paN nathI. are! sanyogamAn shAnti hoy ke svabhAvamAn? chaitanyanA shAnt
jaLamAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne IndriyaviShayo taraph doDe chhe te ja AkuLatA chhe. ne atI–