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shun karīe? svatantra chhe jīv! anādikāḷano chhe, tīrthaṅkaranā samavasaraṇamāny anantavār jaī āvyo

chhe; shun kāī bākī rākhyun chhe? bāpu! tārī līlā judī chhe. kramabaddha samajatān to gaḷīne ogaḷī gayo andar!
āhā! konun karun? kyān karun? koṇ kare? hun gnān chhun, ānand chhun. gnātānā svabhāvamān āvyo tyān vikāro mand
paḍī gayā; anantānubandhī kaṣhāyo gaḷī gayā; anantī paranī kartābuddhi hatī te ṭaḷī gaī. ānun nām
kramabaddhano nirṇay, ane akartāpaṇānā gnānanun tanmayapaṇun chhe. enā vinā kramabaddhanun nām līdhā kare ne
pāpabhāvamān vartyā kare e to moṭo svachchhand chhe.

tame nishchayanī vāt karo chho paṇ vyavahārano lop thaī jashe, are! vyavahār lūṇṭāī jashe!–em ek

jaṇ kaheto hato. shun thāy, bāpu! satya to āvun chhe. āvun satya jene samajāy tenī dashāmān komaḷatā, karuṇā,
namratā, vinayatā, bhakti e bhāv khase nahi. shun thāy? ek vāt kahevā jāy tyān bījī chhoḍī de, ne ā
kahevā jāy tyān pahelī khove. nishchay kahevā jāy tyān vyavahāranī maryādā shun chhe te vāt bhūlī jāy, ne jyān
vyavahār kahevā jāy tyān vyavahārathī lābh thāy em mānī bese. tīrthaṅkaronā kāḷamān tīrthaṅkarothī paṇ
samajyo nathī evo bhaḍano dīkaro chhe, to atyāranā kāḷanī shī vāt? ghaṇī pātratā ane ghaṇī naramāsh
hoy ene ā vāt kāne paḍyā pachhī antarmukh thaīne ruchi thāy, ane pariṇaman to koī anant puruṣhārthe
hoy chhe.... anant puruṣhārthe hoy chhe....anantānubandhīno nāsh anant puruṣhārthathī thāy chhe...anant sansāranī kaṭ
thaī gaī, anant svabhāvanī sāmagrīno dariyo bhāḷ‌yo–mānyo–jāṇyo tyān sansār chhūṭī gayo.

kramabaddhamān ke nishchayamān je vastunī sthiti hoy te kahevāmān āve, te na samaje ne āḍunavaḷun karīne

svachchhandī thāy,–to shun upadeshane kāraṇe te thāy chhe?–nā; ane je samaje chhe te paṇ shun upadeshane kāraṇe samaje
chhe.–em chhe? nā; ṭoḍaramallajīe kahyun chhe ke nishchayano upadesh sāmbhaḷīne vyavahāramān svachchhandī thasho to temān
upadeshano vāṅk nathī, vaktāno vāṅk nathī. nishchayanī vāt sāmbhaḷīne vyavahārano rāg kyān kevo hoy te bhūlī
jāy, svachchhande pravarte ane kahe ke eto e kāḷe evo rāg āvavāno hato! paṇ are bāpu! eno nirṇay
kare enī dashā to kevī hoy? are bhāī, tun shun laīne beṭho ā! are prabhu! em nathī kahetā; sāmbhaḷ to
kharo bhāī!

shun thāy? koī koīthī samaje tevo chhe? bhaḍano dīkaro chhe. enī ashuddhatā bhī baḍī, ne shuddhatā bhī

baḍī. ashuddhatānī ūndhāī eṭalī ke anant tīrthaṅkaro bhegā thāy to ya samaje tevo nathī. ane shuddhatānun
sāmarthya pragaṭyun temān evun sāmarthya chhe ke anantā virodhīo ūbhā thāy–sātamī narakamān keṭalā virodhī chhe?
māraphāḍ kare. sharīranā kaṭakā kare, bhalene lākh pratikūḷatā hoy, virodh chhe kyān amārāmān? anantā virodhī
hoy topaṇ ātmānun bhān bhūlato nathī ane samavasaraṇanī anantī anukūḷ sāmagrī maḷī chhatān ūndhāīmān
ashuddhatā bhūlato nathī. shun thāy? enī chīj avaḷī ke savaḷī ene kāraṇe ja ūbhī thāy chhe. kāī bījāne
kāraṇe thatī nathī.

āchāryadev to kahe chhe ke, bījā vikalpothī have bas thāo. ame kahīe chhīe, vastusthiti ā chhe ke

pūrṇa gnānaghanarūp ātmāno anubhav karavo.–ā mūḷ mārga chhe. jene parameshvar thavun hoy, potānā antaramān
parameshvarane jovā hoy tenī vāt chhe. ātmāne parameshvararūpe jue to paryāyamān parameshvaratā thāy. māṭe pūrṇa
gnānasvarūp ātmāno anubhav karavo, enun vedan–shraddhā–gnān–ramaṇatāthī karavun te ek ja mokṣhamārga chhe; ā
uparānt kharekhar bījun kānīpaṇ sārabhūt nathī, kāī ja sārabhūt nathī.

amārāthī āṭalā māṇaso samajyā em māne, paṇ bhāī! bījā samaje ke na samaje te to tenī

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