Atmadharma magazine - Ank 244
(Year 21 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2490, A.D. 1964)
(English transliteration).

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mAh: 2490 Atmadharma : 11:
anubhavanA abhyAsanI preraNA
dehathI bhinna, karmathI bhinna, chaitanyasvarUpI AtmA shun chIj chhe tenI jene khabar nathI evA
agnAnIo bIjI rIte AtmAnun svarUp mAne chhe. evA jIvone komaLatAthI samajAve chhe ke–
are jIvo! A chaitanyatattva antaramAn svasamvedan vaDe gnAnIone anubhavagamya chhe,
yuktithI ne AgamathI paN te siddha thAy chhe. he bhavya! he AtmAnA shodhak! bIjA nakAmA
kolAhalathI tun virakta thA..... ane antaramAn gnAnasvarUpI AtmA dehathI judo chhe tene anubhavavA
mATe ekadhAro chha mahinA prayatna kar, antarangamAn bhedagnAnano abhyAs kar. nishchalapaNe
laganIpUrvak antaramAn abhyAs kar. em karavAthI tane tArAmAn tane tArA antaramAn ja bhinna
chaitanyatattva anubhavamAn Avashe. are jIv! tun nishchayapaNe abhyAs kar to chha mahinAmAn jarUr
tane AtmaprApti thAy. chha mahinA sudhI AtmAnI laganImAn lAgyo rahe ne temAn bhang paDavA na dye
to nirmaLaanubhUti thayA vagar rahe nahIn. ek sharat chhe ke bIjo kolAhal chhoDIne prayatna karavo.
are, mArun chaitanyatattva shun chhe? em antaramAn kutUhal karIne, tenI sanmukh thaIne abhyAs kar. chha
mahinA to vadhumAn vadhu TAIm Apyo chhe, koIne TUnkA kALamAn paN thaI jAy. pariNAmamAn evo
tIvra ras chhe ke AtmAnA anubhavanA abhyAsanI dhArAne toDato nathI. sharIranun–kuTumbanun shun thashe
evA vikalpanA kolAhalane muk ek kor, ne chaitanyasvabhAvanA mahimAnun gholan kar. antarmunkh
thavAno prayatna chha mahinA kar, ne bahirmunkhanI chintA chhoD. tun bahAranI chintA kar topaN tenun je
thavAnun te thavAnun chhe, ne tun chintA na kar topaN tenun kAI aTakI javAnun nathI. mATe tun tenI chintA
chhoDIne ekavAr to satatapaNe tArA AtmAnA prayatnamAn lAg.... chha mahinA to chaitanyanA
chintanamAn tArA upayogane joD. AvA dhArAvAhI prayatnathI jarUr tane Anandasahit tArA
antaramAn AtmAno anubhav thashe.
ahA, juo to kharA! AchAryadev kevI komaLatAthI samajAvyun chhe; AtmAnA anubhavanI
kevI preraNA ApI chhe! bhAI, tArI vastu tArA antaramAn chhe, tenI sanmukh prayatna karatAn te prApta
thayA vagar rahe nahIn.
bahAranA anantakALanA prayAse kAI hAth na Avyun. ek rajakaN paN teno thayo nathI