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Atmadharma

varSha 22

saLang ank 254

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tantrI: jagajIvan bAvachand doshI

varSha 22: ank 2: vIr san. 2491 mAgashar

A nan da bhU mi ne mi nA tha

shrI padmaprabhamunirAj neminAth bhagavAnanI stuti kare chhe–

शतमखशतपूज्य प्राज्यसद्बोधराज्यः।
स्मरतिरसुरनाथः प्रास्तदुष्टाधयूथः।।

पदनतवनमाली भव्यपद्मांशुमालीः।
दिशतु शमनिशं नो नेमिरानन्दभूमिः।।१३।।

jeo so IndrothI pUjya chhe. jemanun sadbodharUpI

(samyaggnAnarUpI) rAjya vishAL chhe. kAmavijayI

(laukAntik) devonA je nAth chhe, duShTa pAponA samUhano

jemaNe nAsh karyo chhe. shrIkRiShNa jemanAn charaNomAn namyA chhe,

bhavyakamaLanA je sUrya chhe. (arthAt bhavyorUpI kamaLone

vikasAvavAmAn je sUrya samAn chhe), te AnandabhUmi

neminAth (–AnandanA sthAnarUp neminAth bhagavAn)

amane shAshvat sukh Apo.

–niyamasAr.

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man..ga..la..pra..bhA..ta..nI...man..ga..la..vA..NI

* Aje mangal prabhAtamAn panchaparameShThI bhagavantone namaskAr.

* panchaparameShThInA AtmAmAn atIndriy AnandanI chhoLo UchhaLatI hoy chhe.

* e panchaparameShThine oLakhIne namaskAr karatAn AtmAnA bhAvamAn pavitratA thAy

chhe, te mangaL chhe.

* panchaparameShThInA prasAdathI ame chaitanyasukhaDI khAshun ne bhavanI bhUkhaDI bhAngashun.–A

besatA varShanA miShTAnna!

* ahA, chaitanyasukhanA anubhavanI shI vAt!

* samasta karmo ane parabhAvo mArA anubhavathI bahAr chhe.

* sAdhakane ek vikalpathI je puNya bandhAy te puNya paN jagatane vismay upajAve,

to enA nirvikalpa sAdhakabhAvanA mahimAnI shI vAt?

* vItarAgaprabhuno vIramArga e shUravIrano mArga chhe. ahA, Avo vItarAgamArga

sAdhavo e to vIranAn kAm chhe, e kAyaranAn kAm nathI.

* rAganA bandhanamAn bandhAI rahe ene vIr kem kahevAy? vIr to tene kahevAy ke je

rAganAn bandhan toDIne mokShamArgane sAdhe.

* ahA, sAdhakabhAvanA anshanoy evo achintya mahimA chhe ke tIrthankaraprakRitinAn

puNya paN tene pahonchI na shake.

* tIrthankaraprakRiti e to vibhAvanun phaL, ne sAdhakabhAv e to svabhAvanun phaL.–

bannenI jAt ja judI.

* sAdhakane chaitanyano je mahimA jAgyo chhe, rAg tene lUnTI shakashe nahi. chaitanya

mahimAmAn AgaL vadhIne e kevaLagnAnarUp suprabhAtane sAdhashe.

e mangaL besatun varSha chhe.

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* sAdhakane chaitanya sAdhavA mATe jagatamAn badhuy anukUL ja chhe; ene kAI pratikUL

chhe ja nahi. kemake enI sAdhanA AtmAnA AdhAre chhe, sanyoganA AdhAre nathI.

* mumukShu pratikULatAnA prasangane paN dharmabhAvanAnI tIvratAnun temaj jinabhakti–

AtmasAdhanA vagerenI utkRuShTatAnun kAraN banAve chhe.

* dharmabhAvanAmAn ne jinendradevanA charaNamAn jenun man achal chhe ene pratikULatA

shI?

* bhagavAn jarAy dUr nathI, bhagavAn to sAdhakanA gnAnamAn ja birAjI rahyA chhe.

* jIvananI pratyek paLanAn vaheN chaitanyasAdhanA arthe ja vaho.

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: varSha 22 – : ank bIjo

tAko vandanA hamArI hai

“amArI dashA ek chetanArUpe ja birAjamAn chhe

ane anya parabhAvothI traNekAL judI chhe”–em je

potAnA svarUpane AThe pahor shuddha anubhave chhe,

AnandanA dhAm guNasamUhano jeNe vistAr karyo chhe, param

prabhAvarUp paripUrNa akhanD gnAn ane sukhanA nidhAnane

dekhIne jeNe bIjI (–parabhAvanI) rIt chhoDI dIdhI chhe,–

AvI avagADh draDh pratIti jene thaI chhe–

* tene amArI vandanA chhe *

dashA hai hamArI ek chetanA birAjamAn,

An parabhAvanason tihunkAl nyArI hai;

Apano svarUp shuddha anubhaven AThon jAm,

Anandako dhAm guNagrAm visatArI hai;

param prabhAv paripUraN akhanD gnAn,

sukhako nidhAn lakhI An rIti DArI hai;

aisI avagADh gADh AI paratIti jAke,

kahe dIpachand tAko vandanA hamArI hai.

(gnAnadarpaN– pa)

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: 2 : Atmadharma : mAgashar :

man ga la pra va cha na

(ekavIsamAn saikAnA ekavIsamA varShanun mangal pravachan)

* paramAtmaprakAsh ane samayasAr *

Aje mangal–suprabhAt chhe. ahIn mAngalik

tarIke paramAtmaprakAshamAn panchaparameShThI bhagavantone
namaskAr chAle chhe. jagatamAn panchaparameShThI mahAn

mangaL chhe. ane e panchaparameShThIne oLakhIne

namaskAr karatAn AtmAnA bhAvamAn pavitratA thAy

chhe te paN mangaL chhe. AtmAnI oLakhAN ane

shraddhA karavI te mahAn mangaL chhe, tenA phaLamAn
kevaLagnAnathI jhaLahaLatun pUrNa suprabhAt khIle chhe; ne

tenA sAdhakarUp samyaktvAdi pragaTyA te mangal

suprabhAt chhe.

panchaparameShThIne AtmAmAn atIndriy AnandanI chhoLo UchhaLatI hoy chhe;

chaitanyasvarUpamAn magna thaIne atIndriy Anandanun vedan karatA hoy chhe. A AtmA evA

ja Anandanun dhAm chhe. ahA, vItarAgamArganA santo sinh jevA hoy chhe....jagatanI jene

darakAr nahi. chaitanyasUryanA tejathI tapato AtmA, temAn shuddhopayog vaDe jeo chare chhe–

varte chhe–lIn thAy chhe ne jagatanA jIvone teno upadesh Ape chhe, AvA vItarAgamArgI

santo kevaLagnAnanA sAdhak chhe. ahA, kevaLagnAn thatAn anant chakShu UghaDI jAy chhe. aDhI

dvIpamAn karoDo munio birAje chhe, lAkho kevaLI arihant bhagavanto ane anantA siddho

birAje chhe,–enun svarUp lakShamAn letAn gnAn nirmaL thAy chhe. temanA jevo shuddha AtmA ja

mAre upAdey karavA yogya chhe. mAro shuddhAtmA ja mAre upAdey chhe ne enAthI viruddha bIjun

badhuy mAre hey chhe. mArI asankhya pradeshI chaitanyakAyA–sadAy nIrogI–rAganA rog

vagaranI chhe. jagatanA chha dravyomAn AtmA sauthI mahAn–mahimAvant chhe, AtmAmAn paN

panchaparameShThI upAdey chhe. panchaparameShThImAn paN arahant ane siddha pUrNa paramAtmA chhe, te

upAdey chhe, temAny siddhabhagavanto sampUrNa shuddha chhe. ane te siddha bhagavAn jevo A

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dharmI jIv jANe chhe ke je mArA svarUpanun astitva chhe temAn karmanI 148

juo bhAI, dIvALInI A besatAvarShanI boNI pIrasAy chhe. ahA, achintya

nidhAnathI bharelo tAro Atmavaibhav,–te nidhAn khullA mukIne santo tane batAve chhe ke le,
A tArA nidhAn!! ahA, chaitanyanA anubhavanI shI vAt karavI? je padano pUro mahimA
jevo gnAnamAn bhAsyo tevo vANImAn pUro AvI shakato nathI. Avo achintya tArA
svabhAvano mahimA, te mahimA jene bhAse tenA AtmAmAn gnAnadIvaDA pragaTe. prabho! puNya
ane sanyoganI pAchhaL tun doD temAn tArA chaitanyanun mAhAtmya lUnTAy chhe. tArA chaitanyanI
mahattA chUkIne paranI mahattA karavAmAn tun kayAn rokANo? paranI mahattA karI karIne ane
svabhAvanI mahattA bhUlIbhUlIne tun sansAramAn rakhaDI rahyo chhe. paN jyAn svabhAvanun
mAhAtmya lakShamAn laIne tenA anubhavamAn Tharyo tyAn dharmInA te anubhavamAn samasta karmano
ne karmanA phaLano abhAv chhe; dharmI e karmaphaLane nathI bhogavato, e te chaitanyanA Anandane
ja bhogave chhe. vIraprabhu je mArge mokSha sIdhAvyA te mokShamArge prayAN karavAnun pahelun pagalun
A chhe ke AvA svabhAvano mahimA lAvIne temAn antamurkha thavun. aho, antaramAn najar
karIne jeNe nijanidhAn nIhAL‌yA chhe te samyagdraShTidharmAtmA shuddhAtmapratItinA baLathI kahe
chhe ke parabhAvano

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: 4 : Atmadharma : mAgashar :

bhogavaTo kharekhar mArA svarUpamAn nathI. mArun svarUp to Anandano ja bhogavaTo denAr
chhe.–juo, A besatAvarShamAn AtmAnA AnandanA bhogavaTAnI vAt!
chakravartInA ke tIrthankaranA lokottar puNyonI shI vAt karavI?–paN chaitanyanA

vibhAvanA phaLathI bandhAyelA te puNya, teno bhogavaTo gnAnIne nathI. gnAnI to evun vedan
kare chhe ke mArA Anandano ja hun bhoktA chhun, chaitanyanA svabhAvathI bahAranA koI bhAvano
bhogavaTo mane nathI. chaitanyane sAdhavAnI bhUmikA kevI hoy ne e bhUmikAnA puNya kevA
hoy –te vAt sAdhAraN janatAne khyAlamAn AvavI mushkel chhe.....sAdhakane ek vikalpathI
je puNya bandhAy e puNya paN jagatane vismay upajAve chhe, to sAdhakabhAvanA mahimAnI
shI vAt! jagatane Ashcharya pamADe evA e puNyanA bhogavaTAnI ruchi dharmAtmAne rUmvADey
nathI. A to vItarAgano mArga chhe, vIrano mArga chhe.

harino (prabhuno) mArag chhe shUrAno......

nahIn kAyaranun kAm jo.....ne.....

pApanA samUhane haranAr evA vItarAgaprabhuno A vIramArga te shUravIrono mArga

chhe, temAn kAyaranun kAm nathI; eTale ke rAganI vRuttimAn jene mIThAs AvI jatI hoy
evo kAyar jIv, vItarAgatAnA vIramArgane sAdhI shakato nathI. je chaitanyamAn rAgano
ek ansh paN nathI evA chaitanyane sAdhavo te to shUrAnun kAm chhe. harino mArga eTale
chaitanyanI pavitratAno mArga, e puNyathI to kyAy pAr chhe, rAgano emAn pravesh nathI,
rAgano ke puNyaphaLano bhogavaTo emAn nathI. ahA, Avo vItarAgamArga sAdhavo–e to
vIranA kAm chhe. rAganA rasamAn rokAI jAy–e vIranun kAm nathI, e to kAyaranun kAm
chhe. vIranun kAm to e chhe ke rAgathI pAr thaIne chidAnandasvabhAvane anubhavamAn lye ne
mokShamArgane sAdhe. rAganA bandhanamAn bandhAI rahe tene vIr kem kahevAy? vIr to tene
kahevAy ke je rAganAn bandhan toDI nAnkhe.
sAdhakano ek vikalpa–jenAthI tIrthankaranAmakarma jevA jagatane AshcharyakArI puNya

bandhAy, to e vikalpanI pAchhaL rahelA pavitra sAdhakabhAvanA mahimAnI to shI vAt?
Am pavitratA ne puNya bannenI sandhi–chhatAn pavitratAno bhogavaTo dharmInA antaramAn
samAy chhe, ne puNyono bhogavaTo dharmInA antarathI bAhya chhe,–eno bhogavaTo dharmInA
anubhavamAn nathI. vAh! juo A besatA varShanI apUrva vAt!! ahA,
sAdhakabhAv,....jenA ek anshanoy evo achintya mahimA ke tIrthankaraprakRitinAn puNya paN
jene pahonchI na shake.

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: mAgashar : Atmadharma : pa :

dharmIne chaitanyano je mahimA jAgyo chhe, rAg tene lUTIn shake nahi. chaitanyamahimA

svA.....nu.....bhU.....ti

chaitanyamUrti AtmA sUkShma atIndriy vastu chhe; e kAI
IndriyagrAhya vastu nathI ke bahArathI jaNAI jAy. e to
antamurkha gnAnano viShay chhe. atIndriy hovA chhatAn antamurkha
gnAn vaDe te svAnubhavamAn AvI shake chhe. e svAnubhUtimAn ek
sAthe anantA guNonun nirmaL pariNaman samAyelun chhe.
A svAnubhUti–kriyA anya kArakothI nirapekSha chhe; tenA chhae
kArako potAmAn ja samAy chhe. agnAnabhAvamAny kAI par kArako
na hatA; agnAn vakhatey jIv pote ja potAnA agnAnamay chha
kArakorUp pariNamato hato; ne have gnAnadashAmAny te svatantrapaNe
potAnA chha kArakothI pariName chhe, svAnubhUti potAnA shuddha
Atmatattva sivAy anya samasta parabhAvothI atyant nirapekSha
chhe.
“nij paramAtmatattvanA samyakshraddhAn–gnAn–anuShThAnarUp
shuddharatnatrayAtmak mArga param nirapekSha hovAthI mokShano upAy
chhe ane te shuddharatnatrayanun phaL svAtmopalabdhi chhe.”
–shrI niyamasAr.

“ratnasangrah” mAnthI

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: 6 : Atmadharma : mAgashar :

sansAradukhathI chhUTavA ane Atmasukhane

anubhavavA mATe talasI rahelA

shiShyanA antarano pokAr

dukhanA dariyAmAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne sukhanA anubhav mATe

talasato shiShya kevo hoy, tenI jignAsutA kevI hoy, tenA
hRudayamAnthI prashna kevo UThe.–e badhAnun sundar varNan ahIn

paramAtmaprakAshanI bhUmikAmAn karyun chhe. dukhathI thAkelo e

shiShya potAnA paramAtmatattvane jANavA Atur chhe. tene

lakShamAn Avyun chhe ke mArA paramAtma–svarUpane jANavAthI ja

mane Anandano anubhav thashe ne bhavabhavanA mArA dukh
maTashe. AthI te bIjun badhun bhUlIne paramAtmatattvane jANavA

mATe ja udyamI thayo chhe, tenI ja dhUn ne dhagash chhe, ane

AvA pipAsu jIvone mATe santoe param AnandanAn parab

mAnDayAn chhe.

(kAratak sud bIjanA pravachanamAnthI)

ahIn divALInI boNImAn prabhAkar bhaTTa eTale ke jignAsu shiShya mAnge chhe ke, he

upadesh Apo. prabho! anugrahapUrvak evo upadesh Apo ke mane mArA chaitanyanun uttam

sukh maLe. jem besatA varShe mANaso mahA puruShanA–dharmAtmAnA AshIrvAd lye chhe tem

ahIn prabhAkar bhaTTa shrI guru pAse vinayathI AshIrvAd mAnge chhe ke, he svAmI! prasanna

thaIne mane param tattva samajAvo.....ke je param tattvane samajatAn mane sukhano anubhav

maLe. atyAr sudhI sansAramAn rakhaDatAn men ghaNAn dukho bhogavyA, paN sukh mane kyAy na

maL‌yun, kinchit sukh hun na pAmyo. paramAtmatattvane na jANyun tethI hun dukhI bhayo, to he

svAmI! have kRupA karIne Ap paramAtmatattvano evo upadesh Apo ke jene jANIne hun

siddhasukh pAmun ne A sansAradukh TaLe.
dukhathI chhUTavA mATe hRudayanI dardabharI vinanti kare chhe....prabho! mAre bIjun kAI nathI

joItun, ek chaitanyasukhanI prApti kem thAy–te ja batAvo. juo, A prabhAkarabhaTTano

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: mAgashar : Atmadharma : 7 :

jem pANInI bahAr paDelun mAchhalun pANI vagar taraphaDe, tene kyAy chen na

paDe, tem he prabho! chaitanyanA nirvikalpa sukhanA dariyAthI bahAr sansAramAn sarvatra
hun dukhathI taraphaDI rahyo chhun, chAr gatimAn kyAy chen nathI, svargamAn ya chen nathI;
paramAtmatattvamAn je sukh bharyun chhe teno mane anubhav kem thAy–e ja mAre
samajavun chhe. prabho, sansAramAn bIjI koI vAnchhA nathI; chaitanyanA sukh sivAy
bIjun kAI hun chAhato nathI. Avo antarano pokAr jene jAgyo te shiShyane santo
paramAtmatattva samajAve chhe ne turat samajI jAy chhe. teno potAne em bhAsyun chhe
ke are, anantakAL men dukhano bhogavaTo karyo, mArA AtmAnA sukhanA upAyane
men kShaNamAtra na sevyo. sukhanA upAyanA sevan vagar anantakAL dukhanA dariyAmAn
ja DUbI rahyo, have A dukhanA dariyAno kinAro Ave ne hun Atmikasukh pAmun–
evo upAy shun chhe? te jANIne tenun ja sevan karavAnI dhagash chhe; ek ja dhagash
chhe, ek ja dhUn chhe, e ja jignAs chhe. je paramAtmasvabhAvanA lAbh vagar hun
sansAramAn bhamyo ane jenI prAptithI mArun bhramaN maTe–evo paramAtmasvabhAv
mane batAvo.
juo, A pahelI samyakshraddhAnI vAt chhe. bhAI! tane mokShanI laganI hoy

AtmagnAn sivAy jagatamAn koI sAr nathI. bharat jevA chakravartI ke Indro

shuddhAtmAne ja sAr samajIne, bhagavAn pAse vinayathI enun ja svarUp pUchhe chhe ne
bahumAnathI sAmbhaLe chhe; prabho! jagatamAn sauthI uttam ne AdaraNIy je shuddhAtmA te kevo
chhe? potAne tenun bhAn hoy topaN bhagavAn pAse jaIne pharIpharI AdarapUrvak tenun
shravaN kare chhe. ahIn prabhAkarabhaTTe te vAt pUchhI chhe. juo to kharA, shuddhAtmAnA jignAsune
mATe utkRuShTa dAkhalo

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TheTh bharat chakravartIno Apyo. jemAn RuShabhadevanI sabhAmAn bharat chakravartIe shuddhAtmAnun

svarUp pUchhayun tem ahIn prabhAkar bhaTTa yogIndudevane vinayathI te ja vAt pUchhe chhe.

shuddhAtmAnI ArAdhanArUp ratnatray jene priy chhe evA jIvo gnAnI pAse teno ja prashna

pUchhe chhe. vAh! shrotA evo chhe ke jene priyamAn priy AtmA chhe, AtmAnA ratnatray jene

priy chhe, vyavahAramAn panchaparameShThInI bhakti priy chhe. e sivAy sansAramAn bIjun kAI

jene priy nathI; jeo chaitanyanA vItarAg–nirvikalpa AnandarasanA pyAsI chhe, jemane

rAganI ke puNyanI pipAsA nathI; pravachanasAramAn kahe chhe ke paramAnandanA pipAsu bhavya

jIvone mATe A TIkA rachAy chhe. juo to kharA! santoe to param AnandanA parab

mAnDayA chhe. jem bhar unALAmAn tRuShAtUr mATe ThanDA pANInA parab manDAyA hoy tyAn

tarasyA jIvo premathI AvIne pANI pIe chhe ne tenun hRuday tRupta thAy chhe; tem

sansArabhramaNanA bhar unALAmAn rakhaDI rakhaDIne thAkelA jIvane mATe bhagavAnanA

samavasaraNamAn ne santonI chhAyAmAn chaitanyanA param vItarAgI AnandarasanAn parab manDAyA

chhe, tyAn paramAnandanA pipAsu bhavya jIvo jignAsAthI premathI AvIne shuddhAtmAnA

anubhavarUp amRutapAn karIne tRupta thAy chhe. are, kyAn navamI gairaveyakathI mAnDIne

narakanigod sudhInA chAre gatinAn dukhano dAvAnaL! ne kyAn A chaitanyanA anubhavarUp

sukhanA vedananI shAnti! are, chaitanyanA param AnandanA anubhav vagar badhuy dukharUp

lAge chhe. tyAnthI bhayabhIt thaIne je chaitanyasukhane jhankhe chhe evo jIv shuddhAtmAnA

anubhav taraph jAy chhe. jem moTA nAgathI bhayabhIt thaIne bhAge tem dharmAtmA–

mumukShuo sansAranI chAre gatinA bhayathI bhayabhIt thaIne tyAnthI bhAgyA ne chaitanyanA

sharaNamAn AvyA. jagatamAn nirbhay sthAn A ek chaitanya ja chhe, te ja chAr gatinAn

dukhathI chhoDAvanAr ne param Anandane denAr chhe.

मुमुक्षुको सब चिन्ता छोडके

आत्माकी

मस्ती में मस्त रहना चाहिए

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: mAgashar : Atmadharma : 9 :

bhedagnAn vaDe

upashamanI prApti

(samayasAr sarvavishuddhagnAn–adhikAr uparanA pravachanomAnthI: 2)

A lekhano pratham bhAg AtmadharmanA gatAnkamAn AvI

gayo chhe; bAkIno bhAg ahIn Apyo chhe. upashamabhAv ke

je jIve kadI prApta karyo nathI tenI prAptinI preraNA karatAn
AchAryaprabhu kahe chhe ke re jIv! rAgadveShanun kAraN nathI to

kyAy paramAn, ke nathI tArA gnAnamAn; gnAn ane gneyonI

atyant bhinnatArUp vastusvarUpane je jANe chhe te samasta

gneyothI atyant udAsIn vartato thako jarUr upashamane
pAme chhe. are, AvI vItarAgIvAt khyAlamAn AvavA

chhatAn je upashamane nathI pAmato–te kharekhar mUDhabuddhi chhe.

are, mUDh! jevI paranI mIThAs chhe tevI tArA gnAnanI

mIThAs tane kem nathI AvatI?– kem tun tArA gnAn

svabhAv taraph vaLato nathI? bhAI, gnAnanA vItarAgI
svabhAvane jANIne te taraph vaL....... ..... .... ne shAnt

bhAvane pAm.

AtmA shuddha gnAnasvarUp chhe; gnAnano svabhAv parathI udAsIn rahIne svayam

svaparane jANe evo chhe. AvA gnAnane bhUlIne agnAnI paragneyone IShTa aniShTa samajI

rAgadveSh kare chhe. tene ahIn samajAve chhe ke he bhAI, sAmA padArtho kAI tane em nathI

kahetA ke tun mArI taraph jo. gneyomAn prameyasvabhAv chhe, paN tane rAgadveSh karAve–evo

svabhAv enAmAn nathI. ne tArA gnAnano svabhAv paN evo nathI ke gneyomAn jaIne tene

bahArano sanyog anukUL ho ke pratikUL, te AtmAnA gnAnamAn akinchitkar chhe.

AtmA te sanyogane sparshato nathI ne sanyogo AtmAne sparshatA nathI. jagatamAn anant

dravyo ekakShetre rahelA hovA chhatAn teo ekabIjAne chUmbatA nathI–sparshatA nathI, paraspar

ek bIjAne aDatA paN nathI to teo ekabIjAne shun kare?

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A nindAnA shabdo, kurUp, durgandh vagere mane ThIk nahi em samajIne agnAnI

tArA dravya–guN–paryAy tArAmAn, paranA dravya–guN–paryAy paramAn. AvA

potAne IShTa na lAge evI vastu gnAnamAn jaNAtAn agnAnI to jANe ke te vastu

gnAnamAn ghUsIne gnAnane bagADI nAnkhatI hoy–evI mithyAbuddhithI dveSh kare chhe. paN bhAI,
sarvagnanA gnAnamAn shun nathI jaNAtun? badhuy jaNAy chhe. ane chhatAn shun te gnAnamAn kyAy
jarAy rAgadveSh thAy chhe? nA. jo padArtho ja IShTa–aniShTa thaIne rAgadveSh karAvavA manDI
jAy to to sarvagnanA gnAnamAny rAgadveSh thAy!–kem ke sarvagna to badhAyane jANe chhe. paN
gnAnamAn paradravya rAgadveSh karAvatun nathI. jem sarvagnanA gnAnamAn rAgadveSh nathI, sarvagnanun
gnAn sarvagnayone jANavA chhatAn sarvatra udAsIn chhe, kyAy paN Asakta nathI, tem darek
AtmAno gnAnasvabhAv rAgadveSh vagarano chhe, parathI udAsIn chhe; gnAnanI svachchhatAmAn
paragney jaNAo bhale, paN tethI kAI te gnAnamAn rAgadveSh utpanna karatA nathI. ahA, kevun
svatantra gnAn!! e gnAnane paramAn kyAy rAgadveSh karIne aTakavApaNun nathI. gnAn to
potAnA svarUpathI jANanAr ja chhe. rAgane jANanAro rAgarUpe nathI pariNamato, rAgane
jANanAro gnAnarUpe ja pariName chhe.
are, tane A shun thayun chhe ke gnAnanI shAnt–udAsIn dashAne badale tun rAgadveShamAn

vartI rahyo chhe? svaparanI atyant bhinnatA ame batAvI, te sAmbhaLIne paN tun upasham
kem nathI pAmato? par gney kAI tane parANe khenchatun nathI ne tArun gnAn paN kAI
AtmAne chhoDIne paragneyamAn jatun nathI. gnAn parane jANe eno kAI niShedh nathI; paN te
vakhate agnAnI potAnA gnAnanun gnAnatva chUkI jAy chhe; ne padArthone, rAgadveShane tathA
gnAnane ekamekarUp anubhave chhe, eTale bhinna gnAnanA shAnt anAkuL chaitanyarasane te
anubhavato nathI.

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ek bAju siddhabhagavanto ne arhanto–tIrthankaro–gaNadharo–vagereno samUh birAjato

hoy, bIjI bAju dharmanA drohI mithyAdraShTi ane tIvra pAp karanArA jIvono ganj hoy,
tyAn guNIjano pratye saheje sAdhak dharmAtmAne pramod ane bhakti Ave; parantu e
guNIjano kAI gnAnane rAg karavAnun kahetA nathI, ane durjanono samUh jagatamAn hoy te
kAI gnAnane dveSh karavAnun nathI kahetA. eTale ke koI paN padArthane kAraNe to rAgadveSh chhe
ja nahi. have rahyun potAmAn jovAnun; potAmAny gnAnanun svarUp to kAI rAgadveSh karavAnun
nathI. gnAn potAmAnthI bahAr jatun nathI. mATe gnAn paN rAgadveShanun kAraN nathI. A rIte
rAgadveShanun kAraN nathI to kyAy paramAn, ke nathI potAnA gnAnamAn, eTale gnAn ane
gneyathI bhinnatAnun Avun vastusvarUp je jANe chhe te samasta gneyothI atyant udAsIn
vartato thako jarUr upashamane pAme chhe. are, AvI vItarAgI vAt khyAlamAn AvavA chhatAn
je upashamane nathI pAmato ne parane IShTa–aniShTa mAnI rAgadveSh kare chhe te mUDh durbuddhi chhe.
bhAI, Avun vastu svarUp jANavA chhatAn kem tun tArA gnAnasvabhAv taraph vaLato nathI?
jevI paranI mIThAs chhe tevI tArA gnAnanI mIThAs tane kem nathI AvatI? bhAI, gnAn
vItarAgI svabhAvane jANIne te taraph vaL....ne shAntabhAvane pAm.
chaitanyamay AtmA potAnA chetan guN–paryAyomAn ja varte chhe paN tenAthI bahAr

vartato nathI; ane bAhyapadArtho sau potapotAnA guNaparyAyomAn ja varte chhe, teo A
AtmAmAn AvatA nathI. A rIte jagatanA padArtho potapotAnA guNaparyAyarUp
nijasvarUpamAn ja vartI rahyA chhe ne anya padArthamAn te kaIpaN karatA nathI. pachhI bIjo
tArAmAn shun kare? kAI ja na kare; topachhI tenA upar rAg–dveSh sheno? bhedagnAnavaDe Avun
vastusvarUp jANatAn gnAn par pratye udAsIn vartatun thakun potAnA svabhAvamAn ja tatpar
rahe chhe; eTale te udAsInagnAn–vItarAgIgnAn kyAy rAgadveShanun kartA thatun nathI.
upashAntabhAvane ja vede chhe. jyAn paramAn kartRutvanI buddhi chhe tyAn rAgadveSh thAy ja chhe ne
gnAnamAn udAsInavRutti rahetI nathI.
pahelAn sva–paranI vahenchaNI ane antaramAn svabhAv tathA parabhAvanI vahenchaNI

karatAn gnAnaparyAy nijasvabhAv sAthe ekatA kare, eTale parabhAv pratye ne paradravya pratye
saheje upekShAvRutti thAy. paN jene svaparanI vahenchaNI karatAn ja na AvaDe te shemAn Tharashe?
ne shenAthI pAchho vaLashe? agnAnI doDIdoDIne AkULatAthI paramAn ja upayogane bhamAve
chhe, paN upayog to mArun svadravya chhe–em svamAn upayogane vALato nathI. tene ahIn
spaShTa vastusvarUp samajAvIne bhedagnAn karAvyun chhe; ke je bhedagnAn thatAn svadravyanA
avalambane upashAntarasanun vedan thAy chhe.

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re jIv! tun shAnt thA....shAnt thA. tArun gnAn ja tArI shAntinun dhAm chhe. bIjun dravya

tArA gnAnamAn ashAnti UbhI karatun nathI; temaj bIjun dravya tane shAnti paN Apatun nathI.
mATe paradravyamAn shAnti na shodh, ke paradravya upar dveSh na kar. paradravyo potAnA taraph tArA
gnAnane khenchatA nathI, ne tArun gnAn paN kAI AtmAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne paramAn chAlyun
jatun nathI. AvI bhinnatA chhe, pachhI rAgadveSh utpanna thavAnun sthAn ja kyAn chhe? rAgadveSh
nathI to gnAnamAn, ke nathI gneyo te karAvatA. eTale jene gnAn ane gneyanA bhinna
vastusvarUpanI oLakhAN chhe te to gnAnamAn ja tanmay raheto thako. rAgadveShamAn jarAy
tanmay na vartato thako gnAnanI nirAkUL shAntine anubhave chhe. ane AvA gnAnI ja
mokShane sAdhe chhe.
agnAnI sanyogone anukUL–pratikULarUpe dekhe chhe ne tenA pratye rAgadveSh karIne

dukhI thAy chhe. paN mAre padArtho sAthe sambandh nathI, hun to gnAn chhun–em jo taTastha
gnAnapaNe ja rahe to rAgadveSh rahit upashAntabhAv rahe. bahAranA padArtho sundar ke asundar
te kAI gnAnane vikriyA utpanna karatA nathI; vichitra pariNatirUpe jagatanA gneyo
potapotAnA svabhAvathI pariName chhe, ne gnAn temane potAnA svabhAvathI ja jANanArun
chhe. padArtha samIp ho ke asamIp ho–tethI gnAnanA jANavAnA svabhAvamAn kAI pher paDI
jato nathI. AvA gnAnane je oLakhato nathI te agnAnI shAstra bhaNIbhaNIne paN
shAstranA sAchA phaLarUp upashamane pAmato nathI. shAstranA sAchA gnAnanun tAtparya to
upashamaprApti chhe; evA upashamavALun jIvan e ja sAchun jIvan chhe, agnAnamay rAgadveSh te
maraN chhe. gnAnamay vItarAgajIvan e ja sAchun AtmajIvan chhe. jemAn shAnti na hoy tene
jIvan kem kahevAy? emAn to AtmA munjhAI rahyo chhe. gnAnamayabhAvathI je shAntinun
vedan te Anandamay jIvan chhe.
jem dIvo padArtho pratye udAsIn chhe; dIvAnA prakAshamAn sonun ho ke kolaso, sarpa

ho ke hAr, rogI ho ke nirogI, tyAn dIvo to taTastha chhe, tene padArthonA kAraNe kAI
vikriyA thatI nathI; kolasA ke sarpa AvatAn teno prakAsh jhAnkho paDI jAy ke sonAnA
ganj ne hAr AvatAn teno prakAsh tej thaI jAy–evun dIvAne thatun nathI; tem gnAnadIpak–
chaitanyadIvo jagatanA gney padortho pratye udAsIn chhe, rAg–dveSh vagarano chhe. gnAnaprakAshamAn
koI rog ke nirog, sonun ke kolaso, nindAnA shabdo ke prashansAnA shabdo, rUp ke kurUp–e
koI vastu rAg–dveSh karAvatI nathI, temaj gnAn prakAshamAn evo svabhAv nathI ke koI
upar rAgadveSh kare. bhinnapaNe rahIne, judo rahIne, madhyastha rahIne, pote potAnA
gnAnabhAvamAn ja rahetun gnAn param upashAntabhAvane pAme chhe.–Avun vishuddhagnAn te ja
mokShahetu chhe.

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va na vA sI an ja nA

van–gUphAmAn munidarshanano mahAn Anand

sansAranA ghorAtighor dukhaprasange, jyAre upar

Abh ne nIche pAtAL jevI paristhiti hoy tyAre

paN jIvane dharma ane dharmAtmA kevA achintya sharaNarUp
thAy chhe–te sUchavato anjanAsatinA jIvanano ek

AnandakArI prasang ahIn Apyo chhe.

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pati pavananjayathI tarachhoDAyelI sati anjanAne jyAre sAsu ketumatIe kalankinI

samajIne kUraratApUrvak rAjyamAnthI kADhI mukI, ane jyAre pitRugRuhethI paN tene jAkAro

maL‌yo, koIe tene sharaN na Apyun, tyAre AkhAy sansArathI udAs thayelI te sati

potAnI ekanI ek sakhI sAthe van taraph chAlI jAy chhe–ke jyAn munionA vAs chhe.
anjanA kahe chhe–he sakhI! A sansAramAn ApaNun koI nathI; shrI dev–guru–dharma e

vAghathI bhayabhIt mRugalInI jem anjanI potAnI sakhI sAthe vanamAn chAlI jAy

chhe. vanavAsI munivarone yAd karatI jAy chhe, ne chAlI chAlIne thAkI jAy chhe tyAre besI

jAy chhe....enun dukh joIne sakhI vichAre chhe ke hAy! pUrvanA koI pApane lIdhe, A

rAjaputrI nirdoSh chhatAn mahAkaShTa pAmI. sansAramAn koN rakShA kare? patigRuhe eno

anAdAr thayo.....je pitA tene lADapUrvak khelAvatA te ja pitAdvArA te nirAdar

pAmI.....enI mAtA paN ene Asharo na ApI shakI. sahodar bhAI jevo bhAI paN

AvA dukhamAn

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ene kAI ja sahAro na ApI shakyo. rAjamahelamAn vasanArI anjanA atyAre ghor
vanamAn bhaTakI rahI chhe. are, durbhAgyanA A dariyAmAn ekamAtra dharmarUpI jahAj ja A
shIlavatIne sharaN chhe. jyAn uday ja evo hoy tyAn dhairyapUrvak dharmasevan e ja sharaN chhe,
bIjun koI sharaN nathI.
udAs anjanI vanamAn atyant vilAp karI rahI chhe....eno vilAp dekhIne sakhInun

dhairya paN jatun rahyun....te paN rUdan karavA lAgI. nirjan vanamAn anjanI ane tenI
sakhIno vilAp evo karuN hato ke e dekhIne AsapAsanI mRugalIo paN udAs

thaIne Ansu pADavA
lAgI.

ghaNIvAr

thaI....ante vichikShaN
sakhIe dhairyapUrvak
anjanIne chhAtIe
lagADIne kahyun he sakhI!
shAnt thA....rUdan chhoD!
bahu rovAthI shun? tun jANe
chhe ke A sansAramAn jIvane
koI sharaN nathI. are,

jyAn mAtA–pitA ke bhAI–ben paN sharaN nathI, tyAn bIjAnI shI vAt? sarvagnadev ane
nirgranth vItarAgaguru e ja sAchA mAtA–pitA ne bAndhav chhe ne e ja sharaN chhe. tArun
samyagdarshan ja tane sharaNabhUt chhe, te ja kharUn rakShak chhe, ne A asAr sansAramAn te ja
ek sArabhUt chhe. mATe he devI! AvA dharmachintan vaDe tun chittane sthir kar.....ne prasanna
thA. vairAgyamay A sansAr, tyAn pUrvakarmaanusAr sanyog–viyog thayA kare chhe. temAn harSha–
shok shun karavo? jIv chintave chhe kAI ne thAy chhe kAI! sanyogaviyog ene AdhIn
nathI.....e to badhI karmanI vichitratA chhe. mATe he sakhI! tun vRuthA kalesh na kar....khed
chhoD ne dhairyathI tArA manane vairAgyamAn draDh kar.–Am kahIne snehapUrvak sakhIe
anjanInA Ansu lUchhayA ane te jarAk shAnt thatAn pharI kahevA lAgI–he devI! chAlo, A
vanamAn hinsak prANIonA bhay vagaranun koI sthAn ke gUphA shodhIne tyAn rahIe; ahIn
sinh vAgh ne sarpono ghaNo bhay chhe... sakhI sAthe anjanI mAnDamAnD pagalAn bhare chhe.
sAdharmInA snehabandhanathI bandhAyelI sakhI enA chhAyAnI mAphak

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tenI sAthe ja rahe chhe. bhayAnak vanamAn bhayathI anjanI dhrUraje chhe; tyAre tenA hAth pakaDIne
sakhI kahe chhe–are mArI ben! tun Dar mA......mArI sAthe chAl....sakhInA khabhe hAth
TekavIne mahA mahenate sharIr thambhAvatI anjanI DagalA bhare chhe. thoDe dUr ek gUphA
dekhANI, sakhI kahe chhe ke tyAn sudhI chAl....paN anjanI kahe chhe: he sakhI! mArAmAn have to
ek Dagaluny bharavAnI shakti nathI rahI....have to hun thAkI gaI....sakhIe atyant premAL
shabdothI tene dhairya upajAvI, namaskAr karI vAramvAr samajAvI, ne teno hAth pakaDI
gUphAnA dvAr sudhI laI gaI.
atyant thAkelI banne sakhIo, vagar vichArye gUphAmAn praveshatAn bhay thAy–em

vichArIne thoDIvAr tyAn ja besI gaI; pachhI najar mAnDIne gUphAmAn joyun....gUphAnun drashya
jotAmvent ja banne sakhIo AshcharyathI thambhI gaI! –shun joyun temaNe? aho! temaNe joyun ke
gUphAnI andar ek vItarAgI munirAj dhyAnamAn birAjI rahyA chhe. chAraNaRuddhinA dhArak e
munirAjanun sharIr nishchal thambhI gayun chhe. temanI mudrA param shAnt ane samudra jevI gambhIr
chhe, Ankho antaramAn DhaLI gayelI chhe; AtmAnun jevun yathArtha svarUp jinashAsanamAn kahyun chhe

tevun ja dhyAnamAn dhyAvI
rahyA chhe. parvat jevA
aDol chhe, AkAsh jevA
nirmaL chhe ne pavan jevA
asangI chhe, apramatta
bhAvamAn jhUlI rahyA chhe
ne siddha jevA Atmik
Anandane anubhavI rahyA
chhe.

gUphAmAn

ekAek AvA
munirAjane dekhatAn ja

A bannenA Anandano pAr na rahyo. ahA! dhanya dhanya munirAj! em kahetI harShapUrvak
teo muninI samIp gaI. munirAjanI vItarAgamudrA nIhALatAn jIvananAn sarva dukho
bhUlAI gayA. bhaktipUrvak traN pradakShiNA daIne, hAth joDIne namaskAr karyo. AvA
vanamAn muni jevA param bAndhav maLavAthI temanAn netro phUlI gayA, Ansu aTakI
gayA...ne najar muninA charaNomAn ja thambhI gaI. hAth joDIne gadagadabhAve mahA vinayathI
stuti karavA lAgI: he bhagavAn! he kalyANarUp! Ap sansArane

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ahA, e anjanIne munirAjanA darshanathI je prasannatA thaI tenun varNan koN karI

namaskAr ho e munirAjane.....ke jemanun darshan paN jIvone AnandakArI chhe.

(satI anjanAnA jIvananA AgaL–pAchhaLanA

prasango jANavA ‘be sakhI’ nAmanun pustak vAncho)

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kAratak mAsanI

vividh vAnagI

(charchA ane pravachano uparathI)

siddha paramAtmAnI panktimAn

AtmAne bhUlIne parano mahimA te agnAn chhe. ane AtmasvarUpane nirvikalpa

shraddhA– gnAnarUp samAdhimAn dekhavun te apUrva gnAnaprakAsh chhe; evun gnAn thAy tyAn
sansArabandhan kShaNamAtramAn chhUTI jAy chhe. AtmA siddhabhagavAn jevA achintya sAmarthyathI
bharelo chhe tene dekhatAn ja anAdinI karmadhArA tUTI jAy chhe. anant siddha paramAtmAonI
panktimAn besADI shakAy evo A AtmA chhe. AvA AtmAmAn jyAn draShTi karI tyAn
andar pote pUrNAnandathI bharelo bhAse chhe, ne bahAramAn jANe kAI na hoy–em shUnya bhAse
chhe, chaitanyamAn draShTi mukatAn ek chaitanyasamudranA shAntaras sivAy bIjun kAI dekhAtun nathI.
AvA AtmAne antaramAn dekhavAnI kriyA te ja moTI apUrva kriyA chhe.

AtmAne jANavAmAn tatpar thA

AtmA kyAn raheto hashe? A dehamAn rahyo hovA chhatAn te dehane aDato nathI;

dehanAn lakShaNathI enun lakShaN judun ne judun ja rAkhe chhe. AtmA sadAy chaitanyalakShaNapaNe
rahyo chhe, jaD deharUp kadI thayo nathI. are, dehamAn ja rahelA AvA tArA AtmAne he
jIv! tun svasamvedanathI kem nathI jANato? bahAranA bIjA to prapanch ghaNA jANe chhe to
tArA AtmAne kem nathI jANato? dUradUranI prayojan vinAnI vAt jANavA doDe chhe, to
ahIn tArAmAn ja rahelA tArA AtmAne jANavAmAn buddhi joD.–e atyant prayojanarUp
chhe. are, tun bIjAnun to gnAn kar ne tArun nahi! e te gnAn kevun ke pote potAne ja na
dekhe! mATe he bhAI, AtmAne jANavAmAn tatpar thA.

Anandanun vedan

AtmadravyanI behad tAkAt chhe; tenA svarUpamAn behad Anandane shAnti bharI chhe;

paN ene dekhe tyAre tenun vedan thAy. te shAntinun vedan AkuLatA rahit chhe, Indriyajanit
sukhadukh temAn nathI, temAn AkuLatA nathI, temAn mananoy vepAr nathI. AvA shAnt

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