Atmadharma magazine - Ank 262
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

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: 14 : Atmadharma : shrAvaN :
vakhate AtmA pote potAmAn vyApya–vyApakapaNe evo tallIn varte chhe, eTale ke dravya–
guN–paryAyanI evI ekatA thAy chhe, ke dhyAtA–dhyeyanA bhed paN temAn rahetA nathI;
AtmA pote potAmAn lIn thaIne potAno svAnubhav kare chhe. svAnubhavanA param
Anandano bhogavaTo chhe paN teno vikalpa nathI. ekavAr Avo nirvikalpaanubhav jene
thayo hoy tene ja nishchay samyaktva jANavun. e anubhavanI rIt ahIn batAve chhe.
ahIn samyagdraShTi kaI rIte nirvikalpa anubhav kare chhe te batAvyun chhe, temanA
udAharaN pramANe bIjA jIvone paN nirvikalpa anubhav karavAno e ja upAy chhe–em
samajI levun.
samyagdraShTine shubhAshubh vakhate savikalpadashAmAn samyaktva kayA prakAre vartatun hoy
chhe te samajAvyun; have kahe chhe ke ‘te samyagdraShTi kadAchit svarUpadhyAn karavAno udyamI thAy
chhe.’–chothA guNasthAne kAI samyagdraShTine vAramvAr svarUpadhyAn nathI hotun, paN kyArey
shubhAshubh pravRuttithI dUr thaI, shAnt pariNAm vaDe svarUpanun dhyAn karavAno udyam kare chhe,
je svarUpano apUrva svAd svAnubhavamAn chAkhyo chhe tene pharI pharI anubhavavA mATe te
udyam kare chhe. tyAre pratham to sva–paranA svarUpanun bhedavignAn kare eTale ke pahelAn je
bhedagnAn karelun chhe tene pharI chintanamAn lye; A sthUL jaD dehAdi to mArAthI spaShTa bhinna
chhe, tenA kAraNarUp andaranA sUkShma dravya karmo te paN AtmasvarUpathI atyant judA chhe,
bannenI jAt ja judI chhe; hun chaitanya ne e jaD, hun paramAtmA ne e paramANu–em bannenI
bhinnatA chhe, ne bhinnatA hovAthI te karma mArun kAI kare nahi. have andar AtmAnI
paryAyamAn UpajatA je rAg–dveSh–krodhAdi bhAvakarmo tenAthI paN mArun svarUp atyant judun
chhe; mArA gnAnasvarUpanI ne e rAgAdi parabhAvonI jAt judI chhe; rAganun vedan to
AkuLatArUp chhe ne gnAnanun vedan to shAntimay chhe.–Am ghaNA prakAre dravyakarma–nokarma ne
bhAvakarmathI potAnA svarUpanI bhinnatAne chintave. e badhAyathI bhinna
chaitanyachamatkAramAtra ja hun chhun–em vichAre. juo, AvA vastusvarUpanA nirNayamAn ja
jenI bhUl hoy tene to svarUpanA dhyAnano sAcho udyam upaDe nahi. kemake jenun dhyAn
karavAnun chhe tene pahelAn oLakhavun to joIe ne! oLakhyA vagar dhyAn konun? e
pramANe sva–paranI bhinnatAnA vichArathI pariNAmane jarAk sthir kare pachhI paranA vichAr
chhUTIne kevaL nijasvarUpanA ja vichAr rahe. je svarUp pahelAn anubhavyun chhe athavA je
svarUp nirNayamAn lIdhun chhe teno atyant mahimA lAvI lAvIne tenA vichAramAn manane
ekAgra kare chhe. paradravyomAnthI ne parabhAvomAnthI to ahambuddhi chhoDI chhe ne nijasvarUpane
ja potAnun jANIne temAn ja ahambuddhi karI chhe. hun chidAnand chhun, hun shuddha chhun, hun siddha chhun, hun
sahaj sukhasvarUp chhun, anant shaktino nidhAn hun chhun, sarvagna svabhAvI hun chhun–ItyAdi
prakAre potAnA nijasvarUpamAn ja ahambuddhi karI karIne tene chintave chhe. niyamasAramAn prabhu
kundakundasvAmI kahe chhe.