Atmadharma magazine - Ank 262
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

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: shrAvaN : Atmadharma : 1p :
kevaladarash, kevaLavIraj, kaivalyagnAn svabhAvI chhe,
vaLI saukhyamay chhe jeh te hun–em gnAnI chintave. (96)
nijabhAvane chhoDe nahIn, parabhAv kaI paN nav grahe,
jANe jue je sarva, te hun–em gnAnI chintave (97)
– AvA nijaAtmAnI bhAvanA karavAnI mumukShune shikhAmaN ApI chhe. ne kahyun chhe
ke AvI bhAvanAnA abhyAsathI madhyasthatA thAy chhe, eTale samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra
paN AvI nijAtmabhAvanAthI pragaTe chhe. samyagdarshan thayA pachhI, tem ja samyagdarshan
karavA mATe paN AvI ja bhAvanA ane Avun chintan kartavya chhe. ‘sahaj shuddhAtmAnI
anubhUti eTalo ja hun chhun, mArA svasamvedanamAn Avun chhun e ja hun chhun–AvA samyak
chintanamAn sahaj ja Anandatarang UThe chhe ne romAnch thAy chhe...
juo to kharA, AmAn chaitanyanI anubhUtino keTalo ras ghUnTAy chhe! upar kahyun
tyAn sudhI to hajI savikalpadashA chhe. A chintanamAn ‘Anandatarang UThe chhe’ te hajI
nirvikalpa– anubhUtino Anand nathI paN svabhAv taraphanA ullAsano Anand chhe, shAnt
pariNAmano Anand chhe; ane temAn svabhAv taraphanA atishay premane lIdhe romAnch thAy
chhe. romAnch eTale visheSh ullAs; svabhAv taraphano visheSh utsAh; jem sansAramAn
bhayano ke Anandano koI vishiShTa khAs prasang banatAn romarom ullasI jAy chhe tene
romAnch thayo kahevAy, tem ahIn svabhAvanA nirvikalpa anubhavanA khAs prasange dharmIne
AtmAnA asankhya pradeshe svabhAvanA apUrva ullAsano romAnch thAy chhe. pachhI
chaitanyasvabhAvanA rasanI ugratA vaDe e vichAro (vikalpo) paN chhUTI jAy ne pariNAm
antarmagna thatAn kevaL chinmAtrasvarUp bhAsavA lAge, eTale ke badhA pariNAm svarUpamAn
ekAgra thaIne varte, upayog svAnubhavamAn pravarte, tyAre nirvikalpa AnandadashA
anubhavAy chhe. tyAn darshan–gnAn–chAritra sambandhI ke nayapramAN vagere sambandhI koI vichAr
hoto nathI, sarve vikalpo vilay pAme chhe. ahIn svarUpamAn ja vyApya–vyApakatA chhe eTale
dravya–guN–paryAy traNe ekamek–ekAkAr abhedapaNe anubhavAy chhe. anubhav karanArI
paryAy svarUpamAn vyApI gaI chhe, judI rahetI nathI. parabhAvo anubhavathI bahAr rahI
gayA paN nirmaL paryAy to anubhUtimAn bhegI bhaLI gaI.
pahelAn vichAr dashAmAn gnAne je svarUp lakShamAn lIdhun hatun, te svarUpamAn gnAnano
upayog joDAI gayo, ne vachcheno vikalpa nIkaLI gayo, ekalun gnAn rahI gayun eTale
atIndriy nirvikalpa–anubhUti thaI, param Anand thayo. AvI anubhUtimAn pratikramaN,