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antaramAn sundar bodhatarang UchhaLe chhe. juo, A AtmA samajyAnI nishAnI! bahAranA
ughADanI sAthe sambandh nathI, andaranun kArya andaramAn thAy chhe. AtmA samajavA mATe gnAnI
sAme TagaTag joto hato, teNe gnAnane antaramAn ekAgra karyun ke turat ja antaramAn
AnandanI utpatti thaI; turat ja upadesh pariNamI gayo, te anusAr andaramAn anubhav
pragaT kyo; e rIte adhigamaj samyaktvanI vAt AchAryadeve lIdhI chhe. samajanArane
UnDI dhagash chhe eTale jANe upadesh denAranI hAjarImAn ja anubhav karI lye chhe evI
shaili chhe. jevI vAt kAne paDI ke turat ja andar pariNamI gaI. jevun gurue sambhaLAvyun
tevun samajIne shiShye anubhavyun. tyAn andar nirvikalpa Anandasahit sundar manohar
gnAnatarang UchhaLe chhe. ‘anubhav thatAn AtmAmAn atIndriy sukhano sAgar UchhaLyo!’
anantakALamAn nahi maLelo evo Anand ne ullAs ene svasamvedanamAn thAy chhe.
lakShane bhed uparathI khaseDIne jyAn andar abhed AtmAmAn Avyo tyAn sundar
‘gnAnachetanA’ jAgI, sAthe Anandano anubhav thayo, ‘chaitanyanA A.....AtmA A....hun
Avo....mAro svAd A.....’ em vikalpa vagarano AtmAno sAkShAtkAr karyo tyAre
AtmA shabdane artha sundar rIte–sAchI rIte samajyo. ane A je Anand ane gnAnanun
vedan thayun te ja hun chhun–em pote potAne barAbar oLakhyo. bolatAn ne bIjAne
samajAvatAn AvaDe ke na AvaDe tenI sAthe sambandh nathI, andar AtmAmAn ekAgra thayo ne
AnandanA anubhav sahit samyaggnAnanA kiraN phUTayA tyAre ja samajyo em kahyun.
AvI dashA vagar shAstranA bhaNatarathI kadAchit ‘AtmA’ nI vAt kare topaN te
AtmA’ nA bhAvane samajyo chhe em kahetA nathI. ahIn to vAchya–vAchakanA apUrva
meLanI vAt chhe. ‘AtmA’ evo vAchak shabda kahenAr gnAnInA AshayamAn jevun vAchya hatun
tevun vAchya pote antarmukh thaIne pakaDI lIdhun, tyAre ‘AtmA’ shabdano artha samajyo–e
samajyAnI nishAnI shun? to kahee chhe ke tarat ja enA antaramAn atyant Anandasahit
sundar bodhatarang UchhaLyA, te AtmAne samajyAnI nishAnI chhe.
ahA, kundakundAchAryadevanI shailI ja koI alaukik chhe. dhodhamAr divyadhvani jevA
temanAn vachano chhe. teo kahe chhe ke ame amArA ane shrotAnA AtmAmAn siddhapaNun
sthApIne sharUAt karIe chhIe; Avun mAngaLik karIne siddhane sAthe rAkhIne
sAdhakabhAvamAn UpaDyA, te have siddhapad sudhI vachche kyAy aTakavAnA nathI.
shrotAnI shravaNamAn apUrvatA
juo to kharA, shrotA paN kevo lIdho chhe! ke AtmAno khapI chhe. ekalA
AtmAno khapI chhe. AchAryadeve upadeshamAn je kahyun te turat ja sundar rIte samajI jAy chhe.
“gnAn te AtmA–em kahIne shrIguru mane je batAvavA mAge chhe te A” em antaramAn
vAchya taraph vaLIne jyAre svasamvedan karyun tyAre sundar bodhatarang UchhaLyA eTale rAgathI