Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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anubhavyun.–kevun spaShTa anubhavyun? ke jem hAthamAn ja sonun hoy, paN te bhUlIne
bahAr shodhato hoy, ne pachhI koI batAve ke bhAI! tArA hAthamAn ja tArun sonun chhe–ane
potAnA hAthamAn ja sonun dekhe ke A rahyun sonun! e rIte potAnA hAthamAn ja sonun
dekhIne Anandit thAy. tem potAnun parameshvar svarUp potAmAn ja hatun paN te bhUlIne
bahAramAn rAgamAn shodhato hato. shrIgurue tene batAvyun ke bhAI! tArun svarUp to tArAmAn
ja chhe, rAgamAn tArun svarUp nathI, tAro gnAnasvarUp AtmA sadA mahA AnandasvarUp chhe.
e rIte potAmAn ja potAnA gnAnasvarUpane sAkShAt dekhyun ke ahA! hun ja gnAnasvarUp
parameshvar chhun.–e rIte pote potAnA svAnubhavathI jIv mahAAnandit thayo. AnandanA
anshanA sAkShAt anubhavathI pUrNa AnandathI bharelo AtmA pratitamAn AvI gayo ke hun
to Akhoy AvA AnandasvarUp ja chhu. vikalpa ane rAg e mArI jAt nathI.–Anun
nAm anubhavadashA!
dharmI thayo te pote jANe chhe ke men mArA AvA AtmAne anubhavyo. pahelAnn hun
atyant agnAnI hato; paN shrIgurue mane rAgathI bhinna mArun chidAnandasvarUp samajAvyun,
tenI mane dhUn chaDI, mArA chaitanyano param prem jAgyo ne atyant sAvadhAnIthI
upayogane andar joDIne men mArA svarUpane anubhavyun. AtmAnI to koI achintya
tAkAt chhe; jyAre pote jAge tyAre potAnA svarUpane anubhavamAn laIne samyagdarshanAdi
kare chhe. ahA! AvA chaitanyatattvano mahimA sAmbhaLIne teno prem kare ne tenI laganI
lagADe te nyAl thaI jashe.
bhAI, pahelAnn to anubhavI guru pAsethI AtmAnun satyasvarUp sAmbhaLI, lakShagat
karI, tene chaitanyanishAnIthI barAbar oLakhI, shraddhA karI, anubhavamAn le. AtmAnA
svarUpanI dhUn evI lagAD ke sansArano ras UDI jAy. are, mArA chaitanyaras pAse
jagatanA badhA ras nIras chhe. chaitanyano rang chaDe tene rAgano rang UtarI jAy. AvI
AtmAnI dhUnathI, AtmAne samajI–shraddhI–anubhavIne hun samyak prakAre ek AtmArAm
thayo chhun....AtmAnA AnandabAgamAn keli karun chhun.–Avo hun mArA AtmAne kevo anubhavun
chhun? tenun A varNan chhe.
chaitanyamAtra jAgatIjyot AtmA hun, mArA ja anubhavathI mane pratyakSha jANun chhun.
mane jANavAmAn mAre koI bIjAnun avalamban nathI, rAganun avalamban nathI, rAgathI
bhinna thaIne mArI chetanA vaDe ja hun mane anubhavun chhun–Avun svasamvedan