Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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pratyakSha mArun svarUp chhe. svAnubhUtithI hun mArAmAn prasiddha thayo
chhun. ‘chaitanyamAtra’ hun chhun–e mArA chaitanyamAtra bhAvamAn mArA anant guNano svAd
ekarasapaNe samAy chhe; paN rAgAdi parabhAvano ek ansh paN temAn samAto nathI.
Avo chaitanyamAtra hun, potAthI ja potAne anubhavun chhun. mAro AtmA evo nathI ke,
rAgavaDe ke par taraphanA gnAnavaDe anubhavamAn AvI jAy. jemAn rAg nathI, jemAn
paranun avalamban nathI, evA svasamvedanapratyakSha gnAnavaDe hun mane vedun chhun. –Am dharmI
pote ja potAnA anubhavanI sAkShI Ape chhe.
hun kevo chhun–e dharmIe potAnA svasamvedanathI jANyun chhe. IndriyothI, rAgathI ke
ekalA parokSha gnAnathI anubhavamAn Avun evo hun nathI. mane mAro je anubhav thayo
te IndriyAtIt svasamvedanapratyakShagnAnathI thayo chhe. mArA anubhavamAn chaitanyamAtra bhAv
chhe, temAn rAgAdi bhAvo nathI. chaitanyamAtra bhAvamAn Anand vagere anantA svabhAvo
samAy chhe, paN rAgAdino ansh paN temAn samAto nathI. mAro chaitanyasvabhAv ek
chhe, te rAgAdi anek vibhAvo vaDe bhedAto nathI; rAgAdi parabhAvo ke gati vagere
vibhAvo–te badhAyathI judo ne judo ek chinmAtra bhAvarUpe ja hun chhun–mATe hun ek chhun.
rAgAdi anek parabhAv hovA chhatAn temAn mArI pariNati tanmay thatI nathI,
ekatvasvabhAvamAn ja mArI pariNati tanmay rahe chhe, mATe ekapaNe ja hun mane
anubhavun chhun. anek prakAranA bhedabhAvopaNe hun mane anubhavato nathI, shrIgurue paN
mAro ekatva–gnAyakasvabhAv Avo ja upadeshyo hato, ne nirantar tenA abhyAsathI
tevo ja mArA anubhavamAn Avyo. Avo anubhav pote karyo tyAre gurunA
upadeshanI sAchI khabar paDI ke guru mane Avun svarUp kahetA hatA. A rIte potAnA
anubhavanI ne gurunA upadeshanI apUrva sandhi thaI chhe.
juo, A AtmAnA anubhavanI dashA! A rIte oLakhIne AtmA
anubhavAy chhe. oLakhANamAn bhUl hoy tene sAcho anubhav thAy nahIn. ahA,
Avun chaitanyatattva jeNe andar lakShagat karyun te to tarI gayo, nyAl thaI gayo.
vyavahArarUp nav tattvo chhe te vikalparUp chhe, tenAthI bhinna gnAyakadev–
ekabhAvarUp dharmI potAne anubhave chhe. AvA anubhavamAn samvar–nirjarArUp
shuddhaparyAy thAy chhe kharI; paN te paryAyanA bhedane jotAn vikalpa thAy chhe; te
vikalparUp bhedabhAvathI mArun gnAyakatattva judun chhe. ek gnAyakabhAvapaNe hun mane dekhun chhun,
temAn navatattvanA bhed dekhAtA nathI, mATe navatattvanA bhedathI pAr ek akhanD
gnAyakatattva hun chhun. navatattvanA bhedamAn