Atmadharma magazine - Ank 346
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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: 6 : Atmadharma : shrAvaN : 2498 :
dharmIne potAno AtmA shuddhapaNe gnAnamAn–shraddhAmAn anubhavamAn Avyo tenun A
varNan chhe.
‘hun shuddha chhun’–kemake vyAvahArik bhedarUp navatattvathI pAr ek gnAyakasvabhAv
bhAvarUpe hun mane anubhavun chhun ; mArI A shuddha anubhUtimAn navatattvanA vikalpo nathI.
navatattvanA bhedomAn je ashuddhatattvo chhe te adbhutavyavahAr chhe, ane je samvArAdi shuddha
tattvo chhe te sadbhutavyavahAr chhe. AvA bhedarUp vyavahAranA anubhavamAn ashuddhatA chhe.
navatattvanA bhedathI pAr je ek gnAyakabhAvarUp bhAv te rUpe hun mane anubhavun chhun tethI hun
shuddha chhun.–Avo anubhav te Agamano sAr chhe. Avo anubhav karanArun gnAn AtmAne
AnandarUp kare chhe, gnAn pote atIndriy AnandasvarUp thaIne pariName chhe. gnAn ane
sukh kAI judAn nathI. chaitanyanA sarvaguNono ras anubhUtimAn samAy chhe.
gnAn–darshan upayogasvarUp chaitanyamay hun chhun–chaitanyapaNAne hun kadI chhoDato nathI.
chaitanyabhAvapaNe ja hun mane sadA anubhavun chhun. chaitanyabhAvanI anubhUtimAn mohano
abhAv chhe, dukhano abhAv chhe.
ahA, mAro chaitanyaras evo chhe ke jemAn moh chhe ja nahi. Anandamay chaitanya
nijaras, temAnthI have shuddha gnAnadashAnI ja utpatti sadA thayA karashe, mArA nijarasamAn
mohanun mULiyun chhe ja nahi. mATe have pharIne kadI mane mohano ankur UpajavAno nathI.
are, mArA chaitanyarasamAn moh kevo? mArA AtmAmAn to gnAnanAn ajavALA pragaTayA chhe,
mahAn gnAnaprakAsh khIlyo chhe, temAn have mohanAn andhArA rahyA nathI. sIdhun Atmasanmukh
thaIne mati–shratagnAne AtmAne pratyakSha jANI lIdho chhe, svasamvedanamAn gnAn atIndriy
thayun chhe. te atIndriy gnAnaprakAshanI shI vAt! mahAn gnAn udhot thayo chhe.–hun Avo
nirmohI thayochhun. gnAnanI asti ne mohanI nAsti, evI potAnI svarUpasampadA joIne
mAro AtmA prasanna thayo chhe, tRupta thayo chhe. mahAn shAntarasanA samudramAn hun magna thayo chhun.
–AvI shuddha AtmaanubhUti mane thaI chhe.
Avo mahAn gnAnaprakAsh pragaTyo, mahAn AtmaparameshvararUpe men mane anubhavyo.
have mArA chaitanyanI mahattAne koI hINI karI shake nahi, svAnubhavamAn pragaTelo je mAro
mahAn gnAnaprakAsh, te have jagatamAn koIthI haNAy nahi. ahA, mArA chaitanyano koI
param adbhUt achintya chamatkAr chhe. AvI param adbhUt sampadAvALun mArun chaitanya
svarUp men anubhavyun chhe, have mane jagatanA koI padArthamAn ekatvabuddhirUp moh kem
thAy? kadI na thAy.