anubhavamAn lIdhe tyAn tenI paryAy shubhAshubhavikalpothI judI thaI gaI; te samyagdraShTi
‘bhagavAn’ thaI gayo; bhagavAnano vAraso teNe lIdho.
kAraNaparamAtmA chhe, tenI bhAvanAmAn rAgAdi koI parabhAvo nathI, te badhA parabhAvo
mArAthI bAhya chhe. men antaramAn ‘kAraNaparamAtmA’ ne mArA kAraN tarIke pakaDyo eTale
paryAyamAn paN samyaktvAdi Anandamay kArya vartI rahyun chhe. mArA kAraN sAthe shuddhakAryanI
sandhi chhe, temAn rAgAdi badhA bhAvo mArA svarUpathI bahAr rahI jAy chhe.–te rAgAdi
bhAvone mArA kAraNaparamAtmA sAthe sandhi nathI. juo to kharA! A dharmAtmAnI
ekatvabhAvanA! Avo ek AtmA ja hun chhun,–enA sivAy anya koI paN bhAvone
dharmI potApaNe bhAvatA nathI, judA ja jANe chhe. mAro kAraNaparamAtmA to mArA
atIndriyaAnandanun kAraN thAy chhe,–paN mAro kAraNaparamAtmA kAI sharIranun ke bhavanun
kAraN thAy tevo nathI. AvA kAraNaparamAtmAnI bhAvanAmAn pariNamelo hovAthI
mArAmAn sharIr ke sansAr nathI. sansAranun kAraN thAy evun koI lakShaN mArAmAn chhe ja
nahIn, mArAmAn to gnAnadarshanalakShaN chhe, gnAnadarshanamay chetanA te mArun shAshvat lakShaN chhe,
te Anandamay chhe.
anukuLatAnA sanyogo nandanavan jevA lAge chhe.–bApu! emAn to dukh chhe. tArun
chaitanyatattva te sansAranI utpattinA kAraN vagaranun chhe. gnAnalakShaNathI AtmAne lakShit
karatAn sansArarUpI nandanavan sukAI jashe, ane tene badale tArA AtmAmAn samyaktvAdi
anant guNanA Annad bagIchA khIlI nIkaLashe.–AvA param shAnt chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn
shubh–ashubh koI vikalpono kolAhal nathI.
chhe. mArI pariNatimAn rAgano vAs nathI; mArI pariNatine mATe to mAro A Anandamay
kAraNaparamAtmA ja upAdeyapaNe birAjI rahyo chhe.–‘A rahyo hAjarAhajUr...mArA sva–