Atmadharma magazine - Ank 350
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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: mAgashar : 2499 Atmadharma : 11 :
taraph vaL‌yA kare chhe. eTale bAhya prasangomAn tenun chitta udAs rahetun hovAthI jANe
khovAyelun – khovAyelun rahyA kare chhe.
te draDhatApUrvak jANe chhe ke jaD–chetan tamAm dravyo lakShaNabhedathI judAn chhe. jIvanun
kArya mAtra jANavun ane potAnAn nijapariNAm karavAn te chhe. jagatanA anya padArtho
ane temanAn kArya te mArAn nathI; chhatAn tene mArAn mAnun to svadharmanI maryAdA lopAy ne
mithyAtvarUpI mahApAp thAy. – evu hun kem karun? anAdithI agnAnavash anya padArtho
ane temanAn pariNamano pratye anek prakAranAn abhiprAyo Apato Avyo, eTalun ja
nahi parantu temane nij abhiprAy mujab pheravavAnI buddhithI anantA rAg–dveSh karI
karIne dukhI thayo. arere! agnAnabhAvathI to men atyAr sudhI dukh dukh ne dukh ja
vedyun chhe. paN have shrIguru– santonA pratApe e dukhano Aro Avyo chhe. shrI tIrthankar
bhagavAnano upadesh mahAbhAgye mane maL‌yo, ane have mane khabar paDI ke hun to mAtra
mArAn pariNAmono ja kartA chhun. par sAthe mAre kAI sambandh nathI, tethI temAn rAg–dveSh
karavA nirarthak chhe. tattvagnAnapUrvak Am vartavAthI jagatamAn thatA anya pheraphAro pratye
have tene kaI paN levA – devAnI vRutti ke sukh– dukhanI vRutti rahetI nathI; eTale
mithyA kalesh – kaShAyathI chhUTavAnun sahaj banI jAy chhe. vaLI te potAnA chaitanya
svarUpano achintya mahimA vichArI potAno upayog svaAtmA taraph ghumAvavAno
puruShArtha kare chhe; ane bAhya taraph jhUkatI pariNatine pAchhI vALe chhe. shAnti anubhavavA
mATe shAntisvarUp je potAnI vastu chhe temAn ja upayogane dorI jAy chhe; kAraNake nij
AtmA sivAy bahArathI kyAyathI shAnti maLatI nathI – enI tene khAtarI chhe. jemAn
mArI shAnti nathI evA jagatanAn tamAm nimitto – sAdhano vagere padArthothI mAre shun
prayojan chhe? mAre to mArA AtmA sAthe prayojan chhe. Am sva–paranun atyant
pRuthakkraN karI, svAnubhUti mATe te chintave chhe ke–
hun ek, shuddha, sadA arUpI, gnAn darshanamay khare,
kaI anya te mArun jarI paramANumAtra nathI are!
mArun svarUp shuddhasvarUp hoI tene anya koI vastu sAthe kAI sambandh nathI; hun
sadaiv ek chaitanyamAtra chhun, akhanD – Anandakand chhun; sukhadhAm ane gnAnasAgar chhun.
chaitanyano phUvAro chhun; sat – chit – Anandamay hun ja pote chhun – pachhI bIjAnun mAre shun