Atmadharma magazine - Ank 350
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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kAm chhe? AvI rIte nijasvarUpano nirNay karIne te anya vikAr bhAvo taraphathI
pAchho pharI jAy chhe – judo paDI jAy chhe. vachche pariNAm DhIlA thAy to pashchAttApapUrvak
pharI pharI ugra prayatnathI chittane AtmAmAn joDe chhe. tattvapratItinI AvI prayatnadashA
vakhate te jIvanA antaramAn saheje atyant komaLatA – samatA – dharmavAtsalya –
ahinsAbhAv sansAranA viShayothI virakti, ne chaitanya pratyeno mahAn ullAs hoy chhe.
bIje kyAy tenun chitta chonTatun nathI. vairAgya ane tattvagnAnapUrvak teno tamAm prayatna
potAnA AtmasvabhAvamAn dhyAn kendrit karavA taraph DhaLelo hoy chhe; AvA TANe
bahAramAn tIvrapaNe hinsA–chorI – jUThun – parigrah ane abrahmacharyanA bhAvomAn DUbI
javAnun tene sambhave nahi; jyAn – jyAn kaShAyavALun vAtAvaraN jaNAy tyAnthI tenun chitta
jhaDapabher dUr bhAge. ahA, jyAn antaramAn lakSha pharavAnun TANun Avyun, jyAn chaitanyanI
mahAatIndriy shAntinA dhodh UchhaLavAnI taiyArI thaI tyAn kaShAyanA prasangamAn te jIv
kem Ubho rahe? Am bAhyamAn udAsInatA ne antaramAn chaitanyanI prasannatA vartatI
hoy. potAno puruShArtha svataraph UpaDI rahyo chhe em tene dekhAy.
A prasange bahAranI koI paN aDachaNothI te jarAye munjhAto nathI, te taraph tenun
lakSha jatun nathI, tenA lakShamAn to chaitanyabhagavAn ja ghoLAyA kare chhe... pariNati
vegapUrvak svaghar taraph AvI rahI chhe; ne upayoganI vadhu ne vadhu sUkShmatA dvArA badhI
sUkShma viparItatAne paN te toDato jAy chhe.
– A rIte gnAnasvabhAvanA mahimAne ghUnTatA – ghUnTatAn chhevaTe, nijapuruShArthanI
prachanD tAkAt vaDe ek kShaNe te jignAsu jIvanI chetanAmAn svabhAv taraphanI koI apUrva
dhArA ullasatAn tenI gnAnapariNati antarmukh thaIne agnAnaandhakArane bhedatI, darshan
mohane toDatI, nirvikalpa mahAAnandapUrvak atIndriy svasamvedan vaDe shAntinA samudra
potAnA bhagavAn AtmAne pratyakSha karI le chhe. ahA, te avasarane dhanya chhe. tyAre
apUrva evA samyagdrarshanathI tenA sarvapradesh AnandarasamAn taraboL thaI jAy chhe,
AtmAmAn Anand–AnandanI dhArA vahe chhe; ne apUrva prasannatAthI tenA romerom paN
pulakit thaI jAy chhe. ahA! chaitanyanA akhanD sukhano namuno chAkhavA maL‌yo,
muktinA daravAjA khUlI gayA... e dhanya paLanI shI vAt!!
mahAbhayankar tophAnI sAgaramAn madhadariye DUbatA, ne magaramachchhathI pakaDAyelA
musApharane anAyAse taravA mATeno koI AdhAr prApta thaI jAy ne mahAprayatne te
kinAre