Atmadharma magazine - Ank 354
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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pavitra gnAnagangAnI Anandamay dhArA dharmIne kadI tUTe nahi, gnAnadhArA kadI sukAy nahi;
sharIrAdinI sthiti game te ho, sanyog game te ho, rAgAdi ho–paN svabhAvane
avalambatI Anandamay gnAnadhArAno achchhinna pravAh dharmIne kadI tUTato nathI sAdi–
anantakALanI gnAnadhArAmAn vachche vikArano–agnAnano avasar ja nathI.
pahelAnn anAdinA agnAnamAn mithyAdraShTine vikalpanI dhArA achchhinna hatI,
anAdithI temAn kadI bhang paDyo na hato; have bhedagnAn thatAn te dhArA to tUTI, ne apUrva
gnAnadhArA sharU thaI. shuddhaAtmAnA anubhavathI je gnAnadhArA pragaTI te chaitanya –
pAtALamAnthI evI UchhaLI chhe ke have sAdi–anantakAL temAn kadI bhang nahIn paDe, vachche
agnAn AvyA vagar achhinnadhArAe kevaLagnAn thashe.
A to andar anubhav karIne andar ja samAvAnun chhe.
ahA juo to kharA! A chaitanyanun parAkram! chaitanyadhArA antaranA pAtALamAnthI
mithyAtvane toDIne ullasI, te chaitanyadhArA have parabhAvanA koI anshane potAmAn AvavA
na dye, eTale parabhAvathI rahit shuddhapaNe ja AtmAne anubhavatI thakI, vibhAv
pariNatine toDIne pote kevaLagnAnarUpe thaIne param shuddha AtmAne prApta kare chhe.
aho! chaitanyanA anubhavanI apAr tAkAt! tenA mahimAnI jagatane khabar
nathI. bApu! vachanAtIt anubhavanI vAt vANImAn to keTalI Ave? anubhavagamya
vastune pote anubhavamAn lye tyAre tenI gambhIratAno khyAl Ave. AtmAno svabhAv
ja evo chhe ke emAn ekAgra thaIne pariNamatAn shuddhapariNatirUpe teno utpAd thayA ja kare
chhe. bhAvano abhAv, ne abhAvano bhAv–em shuddhapariNati tene thayA ja kare chhe. ahA,
A to andaramAn anubhav karIne andar ja samAvAnI vastu chhe; A kAI bahAramAn
bIjAne batAvavAnI ke vAdavivAdamAn UtaravAthI pAr paDe tevI vastu nathI. andaramAn pote
potAnun karI levAnI vAt chhe. potAnun sAchun tattva prApta karIne potAne shAnti ane tRupti
thAy te ja prayojan chhe.
are jIv! ekavAr koIpaN rIte, param puruShArtha karIne AtmAne shuddhapaNe
anubhavamAn laIne gnAnadhArA pragaTAv. anubhavI guruoe je mArga batAvyo te mArge
param puruShArtha vaDe andar UtarIne, rAg sAthe ekatAnI agnAnadhArAne toD ane
gnAnadhArAvaDe chaitanyanI shuddhatArUp Anandanun vedan kar.