Atmadharma magazine - Ank 357
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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: aShADh : 2499 Atmadharma : 11 :
param svabhAvanI bhAvanA te param bhAvanA chhe. rAgAdinI bhAvanA te to
vibhAvanI bhAvanA chhe. rAganA– vikalpanA koI anshamAn kyAy UnDe UnDe paN mIThAs
rahe, ke tenA sAdhanathI AtmAno anubhav sahelo paDashe. – em mAne, to tene rAgathI
pAr paramasvabhAvanI bhAvanA hoI shake nahi. gnAnIne to sadAy potAnA antaramAn
AvA param svabhAvanI ja sanmukhatA chhe. AvA svabhAvanI bhAvanA te jain
parameshvarano mArga chhe.
jene samyaktva thayun, jene chaitanyaAnkh UghaDI te potAnA antaramAn
kevaLagnAnasvabhAvI kAraNaparamAtmAne jayavant dekhe chhe, teno tene kadI virah nathI. bApu,
Avo tAro paramasvabhAv, tene tun jarAy moLo karIsh nahi, tenA param achintya
mahimAne tun jarAy DhIlo karIsh nahIn. param mahimAthI tene grahaN karatAn (eTale ke
shraddhAmAn –gnAnamAn – chintanamAn letAn) rAgAdi samasta parabhAvo chhUTI jashe – e ja
mokShanA kAraNarUp sAchun pratyAkhyAn chhe.
aho, paramasvabhAvI chaitanyanun svasamvedan! temAn bhavanAn koI bhAvano pravesh
nathI bhav ane bhavanA bhAvo tenAthI tadna bahAr chhe. AvA chaitanyanun chintan karatAn ja
mohashatrunI dhajA UDI jAy chhe. paryAy to andar paramAtmasvabhAvanI bhAvanArUpe
pariNamI gaI, tyAn have moh rahe shemAn? antarmukh thayelI dharmInI paryAyamAn moh to
kShayavant chhe, ne paramAtmatattva jayavant chhe. e paryAy to rAgathI pAr thaIne siddhanAn
darabAramAn pahonchI gaI, temAn have parabhAv kevo? aho, AvI bhAvanAmAn apUrva Anand
chhe, te bhAvanA sadA bhAvavA jevI chhe.
aho, mAro AtmA mArA anant gnAn–Anandamay param bhAvane kadI chhoDato
nathI, sadAy paramasvabhAvarUp ja hun chhun, ane sansAranA kAraNarUp rAgAdi parabhAvo tene
mAro AtmA kadI grahato nathI, te parabhAvarUpe hun kadI thaI jato nathI. vaLI A
kevaLagnAnAdi bhAvo te mAro svabhAv, ne hun teno AdhAr–evA AdhAr –Adheyano
vikalpa paN mArAmAn nathI, AdhAr– AdheyanA vikalpa vagar potAnA kAraNaparamAtmAne
sahaj antarmukh avalokan vaDe hun sadAy jANun chhun. paryAy pote antarmukh thaI gaI chhe temAn
koI parabhAv rahI shake nahi. sadAy te paryAy paramasvabhAv pratye DhaLelI rahe chhe eTale
temAn tanmay thaIne tene ja grahe chhe ne parabhAvathI chhUTI ne chhUTI rahIne tene chhoDe chhe. A
rIte dharmIne sadAy pratyAkhyAn varte chhe. tenI ekakey paryAy evI