Atmadharma magazine - Ank 381
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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vairAgya–paristhitino vichAr karIne atyAre ja sAvadhAn thA, ne badheyathI mArApaNun
haThAvI shIghra tArA svagharamAn Av...ne tArA anantaguNanA nijaparivArane dekh.
jIve anAdithI potAne sharIravALo ja mAnyo chhe; sharIr vagaranA AtmAnun sAchun
svarUp kevun chhe?–eno teNe kadI vichAr paN nathI karyo; dehanA bharose anantavAr jIvan
vyartha gumAvyA chhe. are, deh to mATInun pUtaLun...roganun ghar, ne jIvan to vIjaLInA
jhabakArA jevun kShaNabhangur! temAn sarvotkRuShTa sAchA dev–guru–dharmano sang maL‌yo, to temaNe
batAvelA AtmAne oLakhIne shIghra kalyAN karI levun yogya chhe. AtmAne oLakhIne
paN sanyamI jIvan jIvavun te uttam chhe. mATe, mAtA chandanA kahe chhe ke–he mumukShubahen!
antaramAn UnDeUnDe...jyAn shAntinun vedan bharelun chhe tyAn UtarIne...chaitanyasvarUpanun samvedan
karI lejo...temAn tamane koI anerA Anandano anubhav thashe.
badhI mumukShubaheno atyant bhaktinA ullAsathI ekasAthe bolI UThI–vAh
mAtAjI! chaitanyatattva batAvIne Ape param upakAr karyo...ame ghaNA vakhatathI je shodhatA
hatA ne jIvanamAn jene mATe jhankhatA hatA, te Anandamay chaitanyatattva Aje Ape amane
batAvyun; amAro apAr chaitanyakhajAno batAvIne te kevI sAdhavo–te samajAvIne Ape
kharekhar amArun kalyAN karyun. aho, kalyANImAtA! ApanA upakArano badalo kaI rIte
vALIe!
mAtA! Avun sundar chaitanyatattva sAmbhaLIne mArun man sansArathI virakta thayun chhe;
chaitanyanI anubhUti sivAy A sansAramAn have kyAy kShaNamAtra chen paDatun nathI; badhun
asAr–asAr lAge chhe. pAnche IndriyonA viShayo nIras lAge chhe; te Indriyone vash
thavAne badale have chaitanyarasavaDe temane jItI laIsh ne atIndriyabhAvathI samyagdarshan
pAmIsh. he mAtA! have ekakShaN paN A sansAranA parabhAvamAn rahevun pAlavatun nathI; mane
ApanI sAthe ja rAkho–jethI hun AtmAne samajI arjikA thaIne mArun kalyAN karun, ane
ApanI sAthe ja rahIne ApanI sevA karIne mArun A jIvan dhanya banAvun; ane
alpakALe A bhavadukhathI chhUTIne siddhapadane pAmun. ahA, ApanA jevI mAtAno sAth
mane maL‌yo–have hun dukhamAn ke agnAnamAn kem rahun? dharmamAtAnA khoLAmAn mumukShu–bALakane
shI chintA! he mokShasAdhak mAtA! tamArA sharaNe AvatAn hun to jANe mokShamArgamAn ja
AvI gaI chhun...have ApanI sAthe ne sAthe mokShanA mArge chAlI AvIsh ne siddhapadane
prApta karIsh.
amArA AtmAno Avo ullAs dekhIne mAtAjIe ghaNA vAtsalyathI amArA mAthe