: aShADh : 2501 Atmadharma : 37 :
hAth mUkIne AshIrvAd ApyA...mAtAjInA sparshe amAro AtmA chaitanyabhAvathI
jhaNajhaNI UThyo.
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[amRut jevI mIThI vANI vaDe upadesh ApIne, tathA mangal AshIrvAd
ApIne chandanA–mAtAjIe mArA AtmAne kalyANanI apUrva preraNA ApI; ne
bIjA divase temano sangh vihAr karI gayo....pachhI shun banyun? te sAmbhaLo]
arjikAmAtAjInA sangathI mAro AtmA jAgI gayo ne anerA umangathI
adhyAtmarasathI bhInjAI gayo. sansArathI virakta thayelA mArA chittane have kyAy chen
paDatun nathI, e to bas, ek chaitanyane ja jhankhe chhe, ne te mATe arjikAmAtAnA sangamAn ja
rahevA chAhe chhe. mAtAjI to ek ja divasanA sangamAn mane jagADIne AtmAnI apUrva
preraNA ApI gayA...ne bIje vihAr karI gayA.
bIje divase jyAre hun jinamandire gaI ne shAstrasvAdhyAy karatI hatI tyAre paN
mArA hRudayamAn arjikA mAtAjIe reDelA anubhUtinA tarango ja ghoLAtA hatA...hun
anubhUtinA UnDA UnDA mathanamAn UtaratI jatI hatI. evAmAn mArI dharmasakhI AvI
pahonchI, ne mane jotAmvent kahyun–dIdI! Aj tun koI gambhIr vairAgyathI UnDA vichAramAn
lAge chhe, tArA mukh par Aj koI anerI prasannatAnI jhalak dekhAy chhe. to jarUr koI
AnandakArI prasang banyo chhe.–shun banyun chhe! te kahe.
mumukShuben:–sakhI, tArI vAt sAchI chhe. kAle sanghamAn param vairAgI arjikA
mAtAjIno satsang thayo; mAtAjInI UnDI anubhUtinI gambhIr chhAyA temanI mudrA upar
paN jhaLakI rahI hatI. mAtAjIe mahAn kRupA karIne mane anubhUtinA rahasyo
samajAvyA. bas, tyArathI anubhUti sivAy bIje kyAy mane chen paDatun nathI.
sakhI:–vAh bahen! tArI vAt sAmbhaLIne mane paN apAr Anand thAy chhe. ben,
anubhUtinA udyamamAn hun paN tArI sAthe ja chhun. mAtAjI sAthe shun charchA thaI! te mane kahe.
sAmbhaL ben! mAtAjInA sangamAn to apUrva lAbh maLyo; mAtAjIne AhAradAn
dIdhun, mAtAjInI param shAnt dhyAnadashA dekhI...ahA! shI nirvikalpa mudrA!–e to
chaitanyanI sphuraNA jagADatI hatI. pachhI mAtAjIe AshIrvAd ApyA, ne
manuShyaavatAranI sArthakatA kem karavI te batAvyun; AtmAno anero mahimA samajAvIne
samyagdarshananI rIt