Atmadharma magazine - Ank 381
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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batAvI, tene mATe UnDo–UnDo gambhIr prayatna karavAnI mAtAjIe evI preraNA ApI
ke bas! have AtmA te kArya sAdhavA mATe maraNiyo banyo chhe...enA vagar have ek
kShaN paN chen paDatun nathI.
sakhI: bahen! mAtAjIe chaitanyane kevI rIte sAdhavAnun batAvyun?
mumukShu: sAmbhaL ben! jemAn shAnti bharI chhe evA potAnA AtmAne jovA
mATe vAramvAr utsukatA karavAnun mAtAjIe kahyun; potAnA guN–paryAyasampanna AtmA
kevo chhe? rAg vagarano teno gnAnasvabhAv kevo chhe?–ene lakShagat karIne
anubhavano prayog karavo joIe. AtmAmAn paramAtmA thavAnI tAkAt bharI chhe
ane strIparyAyamAn paN te paramAtmapadanI sAdhanAno prArambh thaI shake chhe. te mATe
AtmAnI UnDI jignAsAthI dharmAtmAono sang karavo joIe; arihantadevano
AtmA rAg vagarano chaitanyabhAvamay kevo chhe? ne tevun ja svarUp potAmAn kaI rIte
chhe? te barAbar oLakhatAn jIvane jarUr samyagdarshan thAy chhe. vIraprabhunA shAsanamAn
hajAro–lAkho strIo paN Avun samyagdarshan pAmI chhe, ne arjikA paN thaI chhe.
–evA mAtAjInun AdarshajIvan dekhIne ApaNe paN AtmAnI laganI lagADIne,
AtmAne mokShamArgamAn joDI devo. ben, samyagdarshanamAn ghaNI gambhIratA, ne apUrva
shAnti chhe–teno mahimA lAvIne, UnDI–UnDI dhagashathI svAnubhUtinA prayogamAn lAgyA
rahevun–e ja samyagdarshanano sAcho–saraL ne sukhakar upAy chhe.
–Am batAvIne antamAn mAtAjIe kahyun ke–sAchI laganIthI ne shAntinI
jhankhanAthI ApaNe teno prayatna karIe te kadI nakAmo jato nathI, tenun uttam phaL
jarUr Ave ja chhe. anubhUtino prayog karatAn karatAn kShaNekShaNe mithyAtvano ras tUTato
jAy chhe ne chaitanyano ras vadhato jAy chhe.–e ja dhArAthI AgaL vadhatAn–vadhatAn
gnAnadhArA svasanmukh thaIne mohane toDI nAnkhe chhe ne apUrva samyaktva pragaT kare chhe.
ahA ben! paramavAtsalyapUrvak A badhun samajAvIne mAtAjIe to jANe sAkShAt
samyagdarshan ja Apyun!–evo apAr harShollAs thAy chhe.
‘vAh ben! tArI pAsethI A badhun sAmbhaLIne mane paN ghaNo ja harSha thAy
chhe; mAru chitta paN chaitanyapratye ullase chhe, ne jANe mAtAjI atyAre pharIne mArA
mastak par hAth mUkIne AshIrvAd ApatA hoy evI Urmi jAge chhe. ben, have to
shUravIr thaIne