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pUrvak nikale hue vachan rAmabAN jaise hai.n, unase moh bhAg jAtA hai aur shuddhAtmatattvakA prakAsh hotA hai ..124..

AtmA nyAre deshame.n nivAs karanevAlA hai; pudgalakA yA vANIkA desh usakA nahI.n hai . chaitanya chaitanyame.n hI nivAs karanevAlA hai . guru use j~nAnalakShaN dvArA batalAte hai.n . us lakShaN dvArA a.ntarame.n jAkar AtmAko DhU.N.Dh.h.h le ..125..

paryAyake Uparase draShTi haTAkar dravya par draShTi lagAye to mArga milatA hI hai . jise lagan lagI ho use puruShArtha hue binA rahatA hI nahI.n . a.ntarase Ub jAye, thakAn lage, sachamuchakI thakAn lage, to pIChe mu.De binA na rahe ..126..

koI kisIkA kuCh kar nahI.n sakatA . vibhAv bhI tere nahI.n hai.n to bAhya sa.nyog to kahA.Nse tere ho.nge ? ..127..

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AtmA to j~nAtA hai . AtmAkI j~nAtR^itvadhArAko koI rok nahI.n sakatA . bhale rog Aye yA upasarga Aye, AtmA to nirog aur nirupasarga hai . upasarga AyA to pA.nDavo.nne a.ntarame.n lInatA kI, tInane to kevalaj~nAn pragaT kiyA . aTake to apanese aTakatA hai, koI aTakAtA nahI.n hai ..128..

bhagavAnakI Aj~nAse bAhar pA.Nv rakhegA to DUb jAyagA . anekAntakA j~nAn kar to terI sAdhanA yathArtha hogI ..129..

nijachaitanyadev svaya.n chakravartI hai, usame.nse ana.nt ratno.nkI prApti hogI . ana.nt guNo.nkI jo R^iddhi pragaT hotI hai vah apaneme.n hai ..130..

shuddhopayogase bAhar mat AnA; shuddhopayog hI sa.nsArase bachanekA mArga hai . shuddhopayogame.n na rah sake to pratIti to yathArtha rakhanA hI . yadi

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pratItime.n phe ra pa.DA to sa.nsAr kha.DA hai ..131..

jaise le.nDIpIparakI ghuTAI karanese charaparAhaT pragaT hotI hai, usI prakAr j~nAyakasvabhAvakI ghuTAI karanese ana.nt guN pragaT hote hai.n ..132..

j~nAnI chaitanyakI shobhA nihAraneke liye kutUhal- buddhivAle — Atur hote hai.n . aho ! un param puruShArthI mahAj~nAniyo.nkI dashA kaisI hogI jo a.ndar jAne par bAhar Ate hI nahI.n ! dhanya vah divas jab bAhar AnA hI na pa.De ..133..

munine sarva vibhAvo.n par vijay pAkar pravrajyArUp sAmrAjya prApta kiyA hai . vijayapatAkA phaharA rahI hai ..134..

ek-ek doShako DhU.N.Dh.h.h-DhU.N.Dhkar TAlanA nahI.n pa.DtA . a.ntarame.n draShTi sthir kare to guNaratnAkar pragaT ho aur

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sarva doSho.nkA chUrA ho jAy . AtmA to anAdi-ana.nt guNo.nkA piNDa hai ..135..

samyaktvase pUrva bhI vichAr dvArA nirNay ho sakatA hai, ‘yah AtmA’ aisA pakkA nirNay hotA hai . bhale abhI anubhUti nahI.n huI ho tathApi pahale vikalpa sahit nirNay hotA to hai ..136..

chaitanyapariNati hI jIvan hai . bAhyame.n to sab ana.nt bAr milA, vah apUrva nahI.n hai, parantu a.ntarakA puruShArtha hI apUrva hai . bAhyame.n jo sarvasva mAn liyA hai use palaTakar svame.n sarvasva mAnanA hai ..137..

ruchi rakhanA; ruchi hI kAm karatI hai . pUjya gurudevane bahut diyA hai . ve anek prakArase samajhAte hai.n . pUjya gurudevake vachanAmR^ito.nke vichArakA prayog karanA . ruchi ba.DhAte rahanA . bhedaj~nAn honeme.n tIkShNa ruchi hI kAm karatI hai . ‘j~nAyak’, ‘j~nAyak’, ba. va. 4

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‘j~nAyak’ — usIkI ruchi ho to puruShArthakA jhukAv hue binA na rahe ..138..

gaharAIse lagan lagAkar puruShArtha kare to vastu prApta hue binA na rahe . anAdi kAlase lagan lagI hI nahI.n hai . lagan lage to j~nAn aur Ananda avashya pragaT ho ..139..

‘hai’, ‘hai’, ‘hai’ aisI ‘asti’ khyAlame.n AtI hai na ? ‘j~nAtA’, ‘j~nAtA’, ‘j~nAtA’ hai na ? vah mAtra vartamAn jitanA ‘sat’ nahI.n hai . vah tattva apaneko trikAl sat batalA rahA hai, parantu tU usakI mAtra ‘vartamAn asti’ mAnatA hai ! jo tattva vartamAname.n hai vah traikAlik hotA hI hai . vichAr karanese Age ba.DhA jAtA hai . ana.nt kAlame.n sab kuCh kiyA, ek traikAlik satkI shraddhA nahI.n kI ..140..

aj~nAnI jIvako anAdi kAlase vibhAvakA abhyAs

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hai; muniko svabhAvakA abhyAs vartatA hai . svaya.nne apanI sahaj dashA prApta kI hai . upayog jarA bhI bAhar jAy ki turanta sahajarUpase apanI or Dhal jAtA hai . bAhar AnA pa.De vah bojh — upAdhi lagatI hai . muniyo.nko a.ntarame.n sahaj dashA — samAdhi hai ..141..

hameshA AtmAko Urdhva rakhanA chAhiye . sachchI jij~nAsA ho usake prayAs hue binA nahI.n rahatA ..142..

svarUpakI shodhame.n tanmay hone par, jo anek prakArake vikalpajAlame.n phi ratA thA vah AtmAke sanmukh hotA hai . AtmasvarUpakA abhyAs karanese guNo.nkA vikAs hotA hai ..143..

satya samajhaneme.n der bhale hI lage parantu phal Ananda aur mukti hai . AtmAme.n ekAgra ho vahA.N Ananda jharatA hai ..144..

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rAgakA jIvan ho usako AtmAme.n jAnA nahI.n banatA; rAgako mAr de to a.ntarame.n jA sake ..145..

koI dravya apane svarUpako nahI.n Cho.Dte . AtmA to param shuddha tattva hai; usame.n kShAyopashamikAdi bhAv nahI.n hai.n . tU apane svabhAvako pahichAn . ana.nt guNaratno.nkI mAlA a.ntarame.n pa.DI hai use pahichAn . AtmAkA lakShaN — traikAlik svarUp pahichAnakar pratIti kar ..146..

AtmAke j~nAname.n sab j~nAn samA jAtA hai . ekako jAnanese sab j~nAt hotA hai . mUlako jAne binA sab niShphal hai ..147..

chaitanyalokame.n a.ndar jA . alaukik shobhAse bharapUr ana.nt guN chaitanyalokame.n hai.n; usame.n nirvikalpa hokar jA, usakI shobhA nihAr ..148..

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rAgI hU.N yA nahI.n — un sab vikalpo.nke us pAr mai.n shuddha tattva hU.N . nayo.nse atikrAnta chaitanya virAjamAn hai . dravyakA avalamban kar to chaitanya pragaT hogA ..149..

shuddha tattvakI draShTi pragaT karake us naukAme.n baiTh gayA vah tar gayA ..150..

ekadam puruShArtha karake apane chaitanyasvabhAvakI gaharAIme.n utar jA . kahI.n rukanA mat . a.ntarase khaTakA na jAy tab tak vItarAg dashA pragaT nahI.n hotI . bAhubalIjI jaiso.nko bhI ek vikalpame.n ruke rahanese vItarAg dashA pragaT nahI.n huI ! A.Nkhame.n kirakirI nahI.n samAtI, vaise hI AtmasvabhAvame.n ek aNumAtra bhI vibhAv nahI.n pusAtA . jab tak sa.njvalanakaShAyakA abuddhipUrvakakA atisUkShma a.nsh bhI vidyamAn ho tab tak pUrNaj~nAn — kevalaj~nAn pragaT nahI.n hotA ..151..

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AtmAko pahichAnakar svarUparamaNatAkI prApti karanA hI prAyashchitta hai ..152..

rAjAke darabArame.n jAnA ho to AsapAs ghUmatA rahatA hai aur phi ra ek bAr andar ghus jAtA hai; usI prakAr svarUpake liye dev-shAstra-gurukI samIpatA rakhakar andar jAnA sIkhe to ek bAr nij ghar dekh le ..153..

jise jisakI ruchi ho use vahI suhAtA hai, dUsarA bAdhArUp lagatA hai . jise yah samajhanekI ruchi ho use dUsarA nahI.n suhAtA . ‘kal karU.NgA, kal karU.NgA’ aise vAde nahI.n hote . a.ntarame.n prayAs banA hI rahatA hai aur aisA lagatA hai ki mujhe ab hI karanA hai ..154..

jisane bhedaj~nAnakI visheShatA kI hai use chAhe jaise pariShahame.n AtmA hI visheSh lagatA hai ..155..

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karanA to ek hI hai — parase ekatva to.DnA . parake sAth tanmayatA to.DnA hI kArya hai . anAdi abhyAs honese jIv parake sAth ekAkAr ho jAtA hai . pUjya gurudev mArga to bilakul spaShTa batalA rahe hai.n . ab jIvako svaya.n puruShArtha karake, parase bhinna AtmA ana.nt guNo.nse paripUrNa hai usame.nse guN pragaT karanA hai ..156..

mahAn puruShakI Aj~nA mAnanA, unase DaranA, yah to tujhe apane avaguNase Daraneke samAn hai; usame.n tere krodh, mAn, mAyA, lobh, rAg-dveSh Adi avaguN dabate hai.n . sir par mahAn puruShake binA terA kaShAyake rAgame.n — usake vegame.n bah jAnA sa.nbhav hai aur isaliye tU apane avaguN svaya.n nahI.n jAn sakegA . mahAn puruShakI sharaN lenese tere doSho.nkA spaShTIkaraN hogA tathA guN pragaT ho.nge . gurukI sharaN lenese guNanidhi chaitanyadevakI pahichAn hogI A hogI ..157..

he jIv ! sukh a.ntarame.n hai, bAhar kahA.N vyAkul

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hokar vyartha prayatna karatA hai ? jis prakAr marIchikAme.nse kabhI kisIko jal nahI.n milA hai usI prakAr bAhar sukh hai hI nahI.n ..158..

guru tere guNo.nke vikAsakI kalA batalAya.Nge . guru-Aj~nAme.n rahanA vah to param sukh hai . karmajanit vibhAvame.n jIv dab rahA hai . gurukI Aj~nAme.n vartanese karma sahaj hI dab jAte hai.n aur guN pragaT hote hai.n ..159..

jis prakAr kamal kIcha.D.h.h aur pAnIse pR^ithak hI rahatA hai usI prakAr terA dravya karmake bIch rahate hue bhI karmase bhinna hI hai; vah atIt kAlame.n ekamek nahI.n thA, vartamAname.n nahI.n hai aur bhaviShyame.n nahI.n hogA . tere dravyakA ek bhI guN parame.n mil nahI.n jAtA . aisA terA dravya atyanta shuddha hai use tU pahichAn . apanA astitva pahichAnanese parase pR^ithaktva j~nAt hotA hI hai ..160..

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sa.nsArase bhayabhIt jIvo.nko kisI bhI prakAr AtmArthakA poShaN ho aisA upadesh guru dete hai.n . gurukA Ashay samajhaneke liye shiShya prayatna karatA hai . gurukI kisI bhI bAtame.n use sha.nkA nahI.n hotI ki guru yah kyA kahate hai.n ! vah aisA vichAratA hai ki guru kahate hai.n vah to satya hI hai, mai.n nahI.n samajh sakatA vah merI samajhakA doSh hai ..161..

dravya sadA nirlep hai . svaya.n j~nAtA bhinna hI tairatA hai . jis prakAr spha Tikame.n pratibimba dikhane par bhI spha Tik nirmal hai, usI prakAr jIvame.n vibhAv j~nAt hone par bhI jIv nirmal hai — nirlep hai. j~nAyakarUp pariNamit hone par paryAyame.n nirlepatA hotI hai . ‘ye sab jo kaShAy — vibhAv j~nAt hote hai.n ve j~ney hai.n, mai.n to j~nAyak hU.N’ aisA pahichAne — pariNaman kare to pragaT nirlepatA hotI hai ..162..

AtmA to chaitanyasvarUp, ana.nt anupam guNavAlA chamatkArik padArtha hai . j~nAyakake sAth j~nAn hI nahI.n,

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dUsare ana.nt AshcharyakArI guN hai.n jinakI kisI anya padArthake sAth tulanA nahI.n ho sakatI . nirmal paryAyarUp pariNamit hone par, jis prakAr kamal sarva pa.nkhuriyo.nse khil uThatA hai usI prakAr AtmA guNarUpI ana.nt pa.nkhuriyo.nse khil uThatA hai ..163..

chaitanyadravya pUrNa nirog hai . paryAyame.n rog hai . shuddha chaitanyakI bhAvanA aisI uttam auShadhi hai jisase paryAyarog miT jAye . shuddha chaitanyabhAvanA vah shuddha pariNaman hai, shubhAshubh pariNaman nahI.n hai . usase avashya sa.nsAr-rog miTatA hai . vItarAg dev tathA guruke vachanAmR^ito.nkA hArda samajhakar shuddha chaitanya- bhAvanArUp upAdAn-auShadhakA sevan kiyA jAy to bhavarog miTatA hai; isaliye vItarAgake vachanAmR^ito.nko bhavarogake nimitta-auShadh kahe gaye hai.n ..164..

jise chaitanyadevakI mahimA nahI.n hai use a.ntarame.n nivAs karanA durlabh hai ..165..

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he shuddhAtmA ! tU mukta kta svarUp hai . tujhe pahichAnanese pA.Nch prakArake parAvartano.nse ChuTakArA hotA hai isaliye tU sampUrNa mukti kA dAtA hai . tujh par nira.ntar draShTi rakhanese, terI sharaName.n Anese, janma-maraN miTate hai.n ..166..

vANI aur vibhAvo.nse bhinna tathApi katha.nchit guru- vachano.nse j~nAt ho sake aisA jo chaitanyatattva usakI agAdhatA, apUrvatA, achi.ntyatA guru batalAte hai.n . shubhAshubh bhAvo.nse dUr chaitanyatattva apaneme.n nivAs karatA hai aisA bhedaj~nAn guruvachano.n dvArA karake jo shuddhadraShTivAn ho use yathArtha draShTi hotI hai, lInatAke a.nsh ba.Dhte hai.n, munidashAme.n adhik lInatA hotI hai aur kevalaj~nAn pragaT hokar paripUrNa mukti paryAy prApta hotI hai ..167..

samyagdarshan hote hI jIv chaitanyamahalakA svAmI ban gayA . tIvra puruShArthIko mahalakA asthiratArUp kacharA nikAlaneme.n kam samay lagatA hai, manda

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puruShArthIko adhik samay lagatA hai; parantu dono.n alpa-adhik samayame.n sab kacharA nikAlakar keval- j~nAn avashya prApta kare.nge hI ..168..

vibhAvo.nme.n aur pA.Nch parAvartano.nme.n kahI.n vishrAnti nahI.n hai . chaitanyagR^ih hI sachchA vishrAntigR^ih hai . munivar usame.n bArambAr nirvikalparUpase pravesh karake visheSh vishrAm pAte hai.n . bAhar Aye nahI.n ki andar chale jAte hai.n ..169..

ek chaitanyako hI grahaN kar . sarva hI vibhAvo.nse parimukta , atyanta nirmal nij paramAtmatattvako hI grahaN kar, usIme.n lIn ho, ek paramANumAtrakI bhI Asakti Cho.D.h.h de ..170..

ek myAname.n do talavAre.n nahI.n samA sakatI.n . chaitanyakI mahimA aur sa.nsArakI mahimA do ekasAth nahI.n rah sakatI.n . kuCh jIv mAtra kShaNik vairAgya karate hai.n ki sa.nsAr asharaN hai, anitya hai, unhe.n

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chaitanyakI samIpatA nahI.n hotI . parantu chaitanyakI mahimApUrvak jise vibhAvo.nkI mahimA ChUT jAy, chaitanyakI koI apUrvatA laganese sa.nsArakI mahimA ChUT jAy, vah chaitanyake samIp AtA hai . chaitanya to koI apUrva vastu hai; usakI pahichAn karanI chAhiye, mahimA karanI chAhiye ..171..

jaise koI rAjamahalako pAkar phi ra bAhar Aye to khed hotA hai, vaise hI sukhadhAm AtmAko prApta karake bAhar A jAne par khed hotA hai . shA.nti aur AnandakA sthAn AtmA hI hai, usame.n duHkh eva.n malinatA nahI.n hai — aisI draShTi to j~nAnIko nira.ntar rahatI hai ..172..

A.Nkhame.n kirakirI nahI.n samAtI, usI prakAr vibhAvakA a.nsh ho tab tak svabhAvakI pUrNatA nahI.n hotI . alpa sa.njvalanakaShAy bhI hai tab tak vItarAgatA aur kevalaj~nAn nahI.n hotA ..173..

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‘mai.n hU.N chaitanya’ . jise ghar nahI.n milA hai aise manuShyako bAhar kha.De-kha.De bAharakI vastue.N, dhamAl dekhane par ashAnti rahatI hai; parantu jise ghar mil gayA hai use gharame.n rahate hue bAharakI vastue.N, dhamAl dekhane par shAnti rahatI hai; usI prakAr jise chaitanyaghar mil gayA hai, draShTi prApta ho gaI hai, use upayog bAhar jAy tab bhI shAnti rahatI hai ..174..

sAdhak jIvako apane anek guNo.nkI paryAye.n nirmal hotI hai.n, khilatI hai.n . jis prakAr nandanavaname.n anek vR^ikSho.nke vividh prakArake patra-puShpa-phalAdi khil uThate hai.n, usI prakAr sAdhak AtmAko chaitanyarUpI nandanavaname.n anek guNo.nkI vividh prakArakI paryAye.n khil uThatI hai.n ..175..

mukta dashA paramAnandakA ma.ndir hai . us ma.ndirame.n nivAs karanevAle mukta AtmAko asa.nkhya pradesho.nme.n ananta Ananda pariNamit hotA hai . is mokSharUp paramAnandamandirakA dvAr sAmyabhAv hai . j~nAyakabhAvarUp

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pariNamit hokar visheSh sthiratA honese sAmyabhAv pragaT hotA hai ..176..

chaitanyakI svAnubhUtirUp khile hue nandanavaname.n sAdhak AtmA Anandamay vihAr karatA hai . bAhar Ane par kahI.n ras nahI.n AtA ..177..

pahale dhyAn sachchA nahI.n hotA . pahale j~nAn sachchA hotA hai ki — mai.n in sharIr, varNa, ga.ndh, ras, sparshAdi sabase pR^ithak hU.N; a.ntarame.n jo vibhAv hotA hai vah mai.n nahI.n hU.N; U.Nchese U.Nche jo shubhabhAv vah mai.n nahI.n hU.N; mai.n to sabase bhinna j~nAyak hU.N ..178..

dhyAn vah sAdhakakA kartavya hai . parantu vah tujhase na ho to shraddhA to barAbar avashya karanA . tujhame.n agAdh shakti bharI hai; usakA yathArtha shraddhAn to avashya karane yogya hai ..179..

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upayog a.ntarame.n jAy vahA.N samasta nayapakSha ChUT jAte hai.n; AtmA jaisA hai vaisA anubhavame.n AtA hai . jis prakAr guphAme.n jAnA ho to vAhan praveshadvAr tak AtA hai, phi ra apane akeleko andar jAnA pa.DtA hai, usI prakAr chaitanyakI guphAme.n jIv svaya.n akelA andar jAtA hai, bhedavAd sab ChUT jAte hai.n . pahichAnaneke liye yah sab AtA hai ki ‘chetan kaisA hai’, ‘yah j~nAn hai’, ‘yah darshan hai’, ‘yah vibhAv hai’, ‘yah karma hai’, ‘yah nay hai’, parantu jahA.N andar pravesh kare vahA.N sab ChUT jAte hai.n . ek-ek vikalpa Cho.Dne jAy to kuCh nahI.n ChUTatA, andar jAne par sab ChUT jAtA hai ..180..

nirvikalpa dashAme.n ‘yah dhyAn hai, yah dhyey hai’ aise vikalpa TUT chukate hai.n . yadyapi j~nAnIko savikalpa dashAme.n bhI draShTi to paramAtmatattva par hI hotI hai, tathApi pa.nch parameShThI, dhyAtA-dhyAn-dhyey ityAdi sambandhI vikalpa bhI hote hai.n; parantu nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hone par vikalpajAl TUT jAtA hai, shubhAshubh vikalpa nahI.n rahate . ugra nirvikalpa dashAme.n

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hI mukti kti hai . hai . — aisA mArga hai ..181..

‘vikalpa Cho.D.h.h dU.N’, ‘vikalpa Cho.D.h.h dU.N’ — aisA karanese vikalpa nahI.n ChUTate . mai.n yah j~nAyak hU.N, ana.nt vibhUtise bharapUr tattva hU.N — is prakAr a.ntarase bhedaj~nAn kare to usake balase nirvikalpatA ho, vikalpa ChUT jAya.N ..182..

chaitanyadev ramaNIy hai, use pahichAn . bAhar ramaNIyatA nahI.n hai . shAshvat AtmA ramaNIy hai, use grahaN kar . kriyAkANDake ADa.nbar, vividh vikalparUp kolAhal, us parase draShTi haTA le; AtmA ADa.nbar rahit, nirvikalpa hai, vahA.N draShTi lagA; chaitanyaramaNatA rahit vikalpo.nke kolAhalame.n tujhe thakAn lagegI, vishrAm nahI.n milegA; terA vishrAmagR^ih AtmA hai; usame.n jA to tujhe thakAn nahI.n lagegI, shAnti prApta hogI ..183..

chaitanyakI or jhukanekA prayatna hone par usame.n ba. va. 5