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kuTumba-parivArake samUhamen baiThA ho, Ananda karatA ho, parantu man to ‘mAn’ men hI lagA rahatA hai : ‘are ! merI mAn....merI mAn !’; usI prakAr AtmAkA khaTakA rahanA chAhiye . chAhe jis prasangamen ‘merA AtmA....merA AtmA !’ yahI khaTakA aur ruchi rahanA chAhiye . aisA khaTakA banA rahe to ‘Atma-mAn’ mile binA nahIn rah sakatI ..44..

antarakA tal khojakar AtmAko pahichAn . shubh pariNAm, dhAraNA AdikA thoDA puruShArtha karake ‘mainne bahut kiyA hai’ aisA mAnakar, jIv Age baDhaneke badale aTak jAtA hai . agnAnIko jarA kuchh A jAy, dhAraNAse yAd rah jAy, vahAn use abhimAn ho jAtA hai; kyonki vastuke agAdh svarUpakA use khyAl hI nahIn hai; isaliye vah buddhike vikAs Adimen santuShTa hokar aTak jAtA hai . gnAnIko pUrNatAkA lakSha honese vah anshamen nahIn aTakatA . pUrNa paryAy pragaT ho to bhI svabhAv thA so pragaT huA isamen nayA kyA hai ? isaliye gnAnIko abhimAn nahIn hotA ..45 ..