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samAdhAna- ...apanI utanI lagan nahIn hai, ruchi nahIn hai to nahIn karatA hai. lagan ho to karatA hai. itanA vichAr, vAnchan kare to bhI puruShArtha karanA to alag chIj hai. svAdhyAy kare, vichAr kare, dev-guru-shAstra Adi sab bIchamen hotA hai. parantu bhItaramen puruShArtha karanA koI dUsarI chIj hai. puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. use utanI lagan lage ki main AtmAko kaise pahachAnun aur kaise bhedagnAn karun?la aisA kShaN-kShaNamen main gnAyak hUn, main gnAyak hUn, aisA puruShArtha kare to hotA hai, nahIn kare to nahIn hotA hai. lagan bAhar lagI hai, utanI lagan bhItaramen lage, kahIn chain nahIn paDe, main gnAyak, main gnAyak sabase bhinna hUn. main chaitanya anAdiananta shAshvat tattva hUn. aise jo vikalpa uThatA hai vah vikalpa merA svabhAv nahIn hai, vah to AkulatArUp hai. main shAnta svabhAv nirAkul gnAyak hUn. aisA yadi bArambAr puruShArtha kare, abhyAs kare to shurU ho, ruchikI tIvratA ho to shurU ho. aur ruchi utanI nahIn ho to shurU nahIn hotA. puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai.

mumukShu- ruchike kAraN hI sab vichAr karate hain, chintavan karate hai. ruchikI kamI kaise hai? pakaDamen to AtI nahIn.

samAdhAna- pakaDamen nahIn AtI hai. puruShArtha nahIn hotA hai usakA kuchh kAraN apanA hI hai. dUsare kisIkA kAraN nahIn hai. bAharamen aTak jAtA hai aur bhItaramen nahIn jAtA hai to apanA kAraN hai. bAharamen ruchi lag jAtI hai aur jisako ruchi ho ki main antaramen kaise jAUn? antaramen kaise jAUn? utanI lagan lage, din-rAt usakI khaTak, bhedagnAn (kare). main bhinna hUn, sabase bhinna hUn. jo pariNAm AtA hai vah bhI merA svabhAv nahIn hai. main to chaitanya nirvikalpa tattva gnAyak hUn. itanA puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. dUsarA koI kAraN nahIn hai.

bhedagnAnakI dhArA aur nirantar usakA abhyAs karanA. main gnAyak hUn, main gnAyak hUn. anAdiananta shAshvat tattva, jo vikalpa hai vah sab AkulatArUp hai. meremenn Ananda, gnAn, sab meremen hai. bAharamen Ananda nahIn lage, bAharamen sukh nahIn lage, bAharamen pariNati Tike hI nahIn. antaramen jAye to puruShArtha shurU ho. ruchikI tIvratA honI chAhiye. ruchi

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manda hotI hai to puruShArtha shurU nahIn hotA. kAraN nahIn hotA hai to kArya nahIn AtA hai. apanA hI kAraN hai, dUsarA koI kAraN nahIn hai.

mumukShu- ruchikI tIvratA kaise ho?

samAdhAna- sabakA ek hI kAraN hai. kare to hotA hai, nahIn kare to nahIn hotA hai. kAraN apanA hI hai. jo bAharamen aTak jAtA hai vah nahIn aTake aur bhItaramen jAye to hotA hai. bAharamen aTakanese nahIn hotA hai. ek hI kAraN apanA hai, dUsare kisIkA kAraN nahIn hai.

mumukShu- dinabhar vichAr to chalatA hai, dinabhar bhedagnAnakA vichAr chalatA hai. vah TikatA nahIn hai, bAharamen pravRuttimen man jAtA hai. dUsarekA vichAr to AtA hai, man jAtA hai, usamen .. kaise Aye?

samAdhAna- bAhar to bhItaramen anAdikA abhyAs hai to bAhar jAtA hai. shubh pariNAmamen bhI rahatA hai. parantu shubh bhI chaitanyakA mUl svabhAv nahIn hai. shubh apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. jab bhItaramen shuddhAtmA nahIn pragaT hove, tab tattva vichAr, dev-guru- shAstrakI mahimA Adi sab hotA hai. parantu aisI lagan to honI chAhiye ki jo- jo kArya hove usamen main gnAyak hUn, main chaitanya hUn. aisI bhItaramense, Upar-Uparase nahIn, antaramense apanA puruShArtha karanA chAhiye.

jaise sphaTik nirmal hai, vaise main nirmal hUn. Upar jo pratibimb dikhatA hai vah merA svabhAv nahIn hai. main to nirmal hUn. aisA bArambAr, bArambAr, bArambAr usakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. us rUp jab pariNati hove tab ho sakatA hai. abhyAs karanA chAhiye. bAharakA abhyAs kaise karatA hai? bAharakA to anAdikA abhyAs hai to aise hI chalatA rahatA hai. utanA abhyAs bhItaramen karanA chAhiye, jarAsA kare phir (chhUT jAtA hai). ruchikI kShati hai. ruchi karanA, apanA hI kAraN hai, dUsarA koI kAraN nahIn hai.

akAraN pAriNAmik dravyakA koI kAraN nahIn hai, apanA kAraN hai. anAdi kAlase paribhramaN kiyA to apane kAraNase. aur nahIn hotA hai apane kAraNase. jo hotA hai apane kAraNase hotA hai. dUsarA koI karatA nahIn. dev-guru-shAstra nimitta hain. upAdAn to apanA hai, apaneko karanA paDatA hai, dUsarA koI karatA nahIn.

mumukShu- apanA ... kyon nahIn karanA chAhatA hai?

samAdhAna- .. nahIn karanA chAhatA hai, lekin aisA bolatA rahe yA aisA raTan karatA rahe ki isamen dukh hai, sukh nahIn hai, aisA hai, vaisA hai. puruShArtha nahIn kare to kaise hove? chAhatA nahIn hai. sukh to sab ichchhate hain. bolanese nahIn hotA hai. kArya karanese hotA hai.

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mumukShu- raTan karanA puruShArtha nahIn hai?

samAdhAna- raTan karanA puruShArtha nahIn hai. kArya karanA puruShArtha hai.

mumukShu- vichAranekA bhI manA kar diyA Apane, ... usase Age kahAn jAy?

samAdhAna- raTan karanese nahIn hotA hai. bhItaramen abhyAs karanese, svabhAv pahachAnanese hotA hai. kisIko antarmuhUrtamen hotA hai, vah apane puruShArthase hotA hai. nahIn hotA hai vah apane kAraNase nahIn hotA hai. pariNati palaTanA, mAtra raTan karanese nahIn hotA hai.

shAstramen AtA hai, main bandhA hUn, bandhA hUn, aise bandhanakA vichAr karanese bandhanakI beDI nahIn TUTatI. toDanekA kArya kare to bandhan TUTe. pragnAchhainI jab pragaT hove tab kArya hotA hai. mAtra vichAr kare ki main bandhA hUn, main bandhA hUn, main dukhI hUn, main aisA hUn, vibhAv hai, itanA raTan karanemAtrase nahIn hotA hai, kArya karanese hotA hai.

mumukShu- kArya karaneke liye kaise taiyAr ho?

samAdhAna- apane Ap taiyAr honA chAhiye, svayam. AtmA svatantra hai. koI rokatA nahIn hai. use koI rokatA nahIn hai, apane kAraNase svayam rukA hai, puruShArtha kare to apane Apase hotA hai. kisIkA kAraN nahIn hai. anAdi kAlakA kitanA abhyAs kiyA hai. itanA sahaj ho gayA ki vichAranA bhI nahIn paDatA. vibhAv to sahaj chalatA rahatA hai. aise svabhAv orakA apanA abhyAs tIvra karanA chAhiye.

mumukShu- Apane kaise kiyA thA? Ap apanA batA dIjiye, ham to vaise hI karenge.

samAdhAna- bhItaramense itanI tIvratA hove tab hotA hai. kahIn chain na paDe. kShaN- kShaNamen rAt-din usakI lagan laganI chAhiye. din-rAt chain nahIn paDe. rukatA hai to apanA pramAd hai. kArya nahIn karatA hai to darakAr nahIn hai. mAtra usase nahIn hotA hai, kArya karanese hotA hai.

(toDanekA kArya) kare to beDI TUTatI hai. bolanese nahIn TUTatI. kahIn chain nahIn paDe. Ashray nahIn lage, apane Ashrayase sukh lage. jab nirAlamban ho jAy ki parakA Alamban mujhe sukh nahIn detA hai. chaitanya dravya par dRuShTi karake, usakA gnAn karake, usakI pariNati tIvra kare tab hotA hai. apane Ashrayako dRuDh kare to. aur parase chhUT jAy taba. parakA Alamban lenemen sukh lagatA hai to nahIn hotA hai.

mumukShu- aisA vedanakA jor AtA hai vah bhI parAlamban hai?

samAdhAna- parAlamban hai to bhI sab sAthamen AtA hai. isaliye parAlamban hai. pariNati gnAyak or karanI chAhiye. nahIn huA hai tab to aisA vikalpa bIchamen AtA hai. jab sahaj pariNati nahIn huyI, jab svAnubhUti nahIn huyI, sahaj dashA nahIn huyI to vikalpa to bIchamen AtA hai. parantu gnAyakakA svabhAv grahaN karake, us or dRuShTi

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karake abhyAs karanA chAhiye. ... aisA bhItaramense gnAyakako grahaN karake bArambAr usakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. bIchamen vikalpa to sAthamen rahatA hai. jabatak nirvikalpa dashA nahIn huyI ho tabataka.

us din kahA na? chhAchh aur makkhanako bilote-bilote vah makkhan bhinna ho jAtA hai. aise abhyAs karanese hotA hai.

mumukShu- abhyAsarUp vedanakI adhikatA ho to andar pariNati ...?

samAdhAna- abhyAsakI tIvratA hove, us or pariNati jhuke tab usakI tIvratA hove to vikalpa TUTe. jab mandatA rahe tab nahIn TUTatI. tIvratA hove tab TUTatI hai. .. kAraN alpa hai isaliye kArya nahIn hotA hai. kAraN kam hai to kArya nahIn AtA hai. kAraN apanA pUrA hove tab kArya AtA hai. shivabhUti muniko ek kShaNamen ho gayA aur kisIko der bhI lagatI hai. par sabamen kAraN apanA hI hai, dUsarA koI kAraN nahIn hai.

mumukShu- ..

samAdhAna- .. pakaD letA hai. gnAyakako pakaDanA chAhiye. usamen paDhanekI koI jarUrat nahIn hai. shAstrakA gnAn hove to bIchamen ThIk hai, yah dravya hai, yah guN hai, paryAy hai, jAnanekA bIchamen AtA hai, to bhI vah thoDA jAnatA hai to bhI kar sakatA hai. AtmAkA svabhAv jAne. yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai. itanA jAne to bhI ho sakatA hai. mUl svabhAvako grahaN kare. shivabhUti munine itanA hI grahaN kiyA-yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai. yah chhilakA hai, yah dAl hai. yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai. itanA mUl prayojanabhUt grahaN kare to (bhI kArya ho jAtA hai).

gnAnake liye bhale paDhe-likhe to usamen koI nukasAn nahIn hai. lekin usase ho sakatA hai aisA nahIn hai. hotA hai apane bhItarake puruShArthase hotA hai.

mumukShu- andarakA mArga nahIn milatA?

samAdhAna- antarakA mArga nahIn milatA. mAtra vichAr karanese (nahIn hotA). vichAr bIchamen AtA hai. jabatak nahIn hove tabatak tattvakA vichAr, shAstra abhyAs, dev-guru- shAstrakI mahimA sab bIchamen hotA hai. parantu dRuShTi to ek tattva-gnAyakatattva par rakhanI. main anAdiananta shAshvat dravya hUn. dravya par dRuShTi aur gnAn sabakA rakhanA. yah guN hai, paryAy hai, sabakA gnAn karanA. dRuShTi chaitanya par rakhanI ki main chaitanya anAdiananta dravya shuddhAtmA hUn. aisI dRuShTi karanese usamen shuddha paryAy pragaT hotI hai.

mumukShu- Apake vachanAmRutamen AtA hai, 70 nambarakA bol hai. jaise vRukShakA mUl pakaDamen Anese sab hAthamen A jAtA hai. vaise jise, gnAyakabhAv pakaDA, use...

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samAdhAna- parichay to nahIn hai to vibhAvakA prem hai. svabhAv to apanA gnAnasvabhAv jo asAdhAraN hai vah to jAnanemen A sakatA hai. dev-guuru-shAstra mArga batAte hain ki yah terA gnAyak svabhAv hai. usakA parichay kar, usakA anubhav kara. ve to batAte hain, to apanA vichAr karake svabhAv grahaN kare to parichayamen A sakatA hai. koI dUsarA padArtha nahIn hai, apanA hai. isaliye vah parichayamen A sakatA hai. usakA parichay ho sakatA hai, gnAn ho sakatA hai, sab ho sakatA hai. apanA tattva hai na? koI dUsarA nahIn hai.

usamen gnAn, Ananda sab hai. parichay na hove to bhI parichayamen A sakatA hai. Ap hI hai, dUsarA koI nahIn hai. apaneko bhUl gayA hai. isaliye parichay nahIn hai. apaneko Ap bhUlake hairAn ho gayA. apaneko bhUlake hairAn ho gayA. ab parichay ho sakatA hai. parichay dUsarA hai to bhI usako bhUlakar apaneko grahaN kar sakatA hai. vastukA svabhAv hai. dev-guru-shAstra mArga batAte hain, usakA vichAr kare. mUl tattva kyA hai? vah parichayamen A sakatA hai. nahIn parichayamen hove to bhI parichayamen A sakatA hai.

samAdhAna- .. anAdikA hai. abhyAs parakA ho gayA hai. apanA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. chaitanyadev gnAyakatattva anAdiananta shAshvat hUn, usakA bArambAr abhyAs karanA. kyonki dUsarI sab bAt to parichayamen A gayI hai, yah gnAyak AtmA parichayamen nahIn AyA hai. gurudevane bahut sunAyA hai, kahIn bhUl na rahe aisA gurudevane spaShTa kiyA hai. lekin use pariNati karake usakA puruShArtha karanA svayamko bAkI rahatA hai. vah puruShArtha antaramense svayam kare. bArambAr usakA abhyAs karatA rahe. apanemen dRuShTi, apanemen gnAn, apanemen lInatA, bhedagnAn karake kare.

ek gnAyakatattva aur shubh pariNAmamen dev-guru-shAstra. anAdiananta chaitanyadev.. sab adhUrI paryAy jitanA bhI AtmA nahIn hai. AtmA to pUrNa svabhAv hai. pUrNatAse bharA, usamen gnAn pUrNa, Ananda pUrNa, ananta guN paripUrNa hai. ananta kAl gayA to bhI usamen kuchh kam nahIn huA hai. aisA paripUrNa bhagavAn AtmA hai, use lakShyamen lenA. mAtra paryAyake kAraN apanI shakti,.. paryAyamen pragaTatA nahIn hai. paryAyakI pragaTatA kaise ho, usake liye svayamko pariNatiko palaTanekI AvashyakatA hai. pariNatikI dishA palaTanekI jarUrat hai. dishA bAhar hai us dishAko antar or dekhanekI jarUrat hai. AtmAkI ora. usIkA abhyAsa. yah jo abhyAs hai, usase bhI visheSh abhyAs AtmAkA karanekA hai. to vah pragaT hotA hai. aisA AtmA nirvikalpa tattva anAdiananta svany ek pAriNAmikabhAv svarUp anAdiananta hai, use grahaN kara. dUsare sab bhAv hai (kShaNik hain). yah to shAshvat anAdiananta bhAv hai, use grahaN kara. usamen pAriNAmikabhAv gnAyakabhAvamen

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sab A jAtA hai. use grahaN kara.

tU sthAp nijane mokShapanthe, dhyA anubhav tehane. AtmAko mokShapanthamen sthApit kar de. dravyadRuShTi grahaN karake bas, usIkI pariNati pragaT kara. usakA anubhav kara. dUsaremen jo vihAr karatA hai, (use chhoDakar) chaitanyamen vihAr kara. emAn ja nitya vihar, nahIn vihar paradravyamen vihAr karanA chhoDakar, svayammen vihAr kara. vahI mokShakA panth hai. vah karanekA hai.

usake liye bhedagnAnakA abhyAs karanA. kShaN-kShaNamen vibhAv svabhAv merA nahIn hai, merA chaitanya svabhAv so main hUn, chaitanya svabhAv so main, dUsarA kuchh main nahIn hUn. chaitanyakA svabhAv gnAyakatattva so main. bas, is tarah pariNatiko dRuDh karanI. gnAyakatA, gnAyakakatAmen pariNatiko dRuDh karanI. usamense shuddha nirmal paryAyen pragaT hotI hai. usakI pratIt, usakA gnAn, usakI pariNati visheSh dRuDhatA karanese usamense visheSh-visheSh sukh paryAy pragaT hotI hai. to svAnubhUti hotI hai. usakA abhyAs karanese vikalpa TUTakar svAnubhUti hotI hai. aur vah svAnubhUti baDhate-baDhate AtmA .. pUrNa ... usakA abhyAs karanese, bArambAr usamen vihAr aur lInatA karanese ... anAdise parakI kartAbuddhi hai. vah kartAbuddhi chhoDakar main gnAyak hUn, parakA main kartA nahIn hUn. chaitanyadev, usIkA abhyAs

samAdhAna- ... do tattva bhinna hai. jaD to par tattva hai. vibhAv apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. aur svabhAvakA bhed karanA. main chaitanyasvabhAv hUn aur yah vibhAvasvabhAv hai. usakA bhedagnAn karake kShaN-kShaNamen gnAyakakA abhyAs karanA. usakI ruchi, usakI mahimA, usakA gnAn, usakI lInatA sab karanA. bArambAr abhyAs karanA. upAy to ek hai. usake liye vAnchan, vichAr, svAdhyAy Adi usake liye hai. ek chaitanyatattvako pahachAneneki liye.

mumukShu- chaitanyasattA to trikAlI hai aur pariNati bhI sAthamen chAlU hai. ab isIkA bhedagnAn karake pariNatikA jhukAv sva or karanA hai. vahI kArya karanA hai to karate hue bhI jhukAv andar kaise Dhale?

samAdhAna- vastu to shAshvat hai. pariNati bAhar jAtI hai, usakI dishA palaT denA. svasanmukh kar denA. par sanmukh jAtI hai, (use) svasanmukh kar denA.

mumukShu- yah puruShArtha bhArI hai.

samAdhAna- bhArI hai. to bhI bArambAr karanA, bArambAr karanA. chhUT jAy to bhI bArambAr karanA.

mumukShu- main gnAyak hUn.

samAdhAna- main gnAyak hUn. main nirvikalpa tattva gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn.

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mumukShu- jisamense gnAn pariNati bahatI ho...

samAdhAna- gnAn pariNati isamense AtI hai.

mumukShu- vah main hUn.

samAdhAna- hAn. Ananda pariNati usamense, gnAn pariNatimense sab usamense AtI hai. dishA palaT de, jhukAv palaT de. pIchhe to apanA svabhAv hai. pratham bhUmikA vikaT hai, phir apanA puruShArtha bArambAr abhyAs kare to sahaj ho jAtA hai.

mumukShu- isake liye svAdhyAy bahut jarUrI hai.

samAdhAna- svAdhyAy? jabatak nahIn hove tabatak svAdhyAya. dRuShTi AtmAko pahachAnaneke liye.

mumukShu- yah dRuShTipUrvak svAdhyAy hove to kArya jaldI hove.

samAdhAna- hAn, to usako mArga milatA hai. svAdhyAy kare to mArga milatA hai. gurudevane jo mArga batAyA, us dRuShTise svAdhyAy karanA. to svAdhyAy karanese mArga milatA hai. lekin dRuShTi AtmA par rakhanA. bArambAr, bArambAr bhedagnAnakA abhyAs karanese vikalpa TUTakar svAnubhUti hotI hai.

mumukShu- isI puruShArthake liye Apase AshIrvAd chAhate hain.

samAdhAna- gurudevane kahA us dRuShTise svAdhyAy karanA. gurudevane jo mArga batAyA, us dRuShTiko khyAlamen rakhakar svAdhyAyakA artha karanA, shAstrakA artha (karanA). shAstrake arthako kholanA. gurudevane kholA hai us dRuShTise usakA artha kholanA.

mumukShu- har samay nirantar upayog to vahIn jAnA chAhiye ki main to gnAyak hUn. pariNati kare so karane do, main gnAyak hUn. us taraphakA jhukAv..

samAdhAna- main gnAyak hUn. bArambAr usakA abhyAs karanA. ... gurudevane kahA hai, gnAyakakI pariNati pragaT karanI, karanekA vah ek hI hai. gnAyak AtmAko bhinna karake antaramen gnAyakakI pariNati andar gnAnamen lInatA karake svAnubhUti pragaT karanI. gurudevane batAyA hai, vah karanekA hai. sabane sunA hai aur gurudevane mArga pragaT kiyA hai. Apane to barason tak vahI laDhaN kiyA hai. akelA shAstrakA abhyAs aur guurudevane kahA vah sab dRuDh kiyA hai.

mumukShu- gurudevakI kRupAkI bAt hai. samAdhAna- gurudevakI kRupA to ... grahaN kiyA isaliye ... ek tattva dUsare tattvakA... paradravya hai, koI kahAn kisIkA hai? gurudevane bahut kahA hai. chaitanyatattva bhI bhinna aur andar yah sharIr bhI paradravya hai to dUsarA to kahAn apanA hogA?