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mumukShuH- ... prayAs kis prakArakA hotA hai?

samAdhAnaH- andarase pahachAnane ke liye usakA svabhAv, usakA asalI svarUp hai use pahichAnanA ki yah jAnanevAlA hai vah mai.n hU.N. usakA j~nAnasvabhAv to aisA asAdhAraN svabhAv hai. vah khyAlame.n A sake aisA hai. dUsare usake ananta guN hai.n vah use anubhUtime.n vedaname.n Ate hai.n. bAkI j~nAnasvabhAv to aisA hai ki vah use turanta samajhame.n A jAy aisA hai. ye sab jo hai usame.n sukh nahI.n hai, vah sab to AkulatArUp hai. lekin jo jAnanevAlA tattva hai vah mai.n hU.N. jAnanevAleko pahachAn lenA. jAnanevAlA hai vah mai.n hU.N. usakA asalI svarUp pahachAn le.

vah andarase pahachAname.n Aye binA rahatA hI nahI.n. svaya.n hI hai, koI anya nahI.n hai ki usase gupta rakhe. vah to apane prayatnakI mandatAke kAraN, sthUlatAke kAraN andar pahachAn nahI.n sakatA hai. sUkShma hokar gaharAIme.n jAy to svaya.n svaya.nko pahachAname.n Aye aisA hI hai. vah jAnanevAlA tattva jo j~nAyakatattva hai vahI svaya.n hai, koI anya nahI.n hai. yah kuCh aisA nahI.n hai ki svaya.nse gupta rahe, aisA nahI.n hai. svaya.n hI hai, gupta rahe aisA nahI.n hai. pahachAnA jAy aisA hai.

mumukShuH- vah to AsAnIse pahachAname.n A jAy aisA hai, parantu svaya.n aisA prayatna nahI.n karatA hai, isaliye pahachAnA nahI.n jAtA.

samAdhAnaH- pahachAnA nahI.n jAtA. svaya.n prayatna nahI.n karatA hai. vastu to pahachAname.n A jAy aisI hI hai. svaya.n hI hai. usakA svabhAv aisA koI gupta nahI.n hai ki nahI.n pahachAnA jAya. svaya.n prayatna nahI.n karatA hai. svaya.n bAhar rukA rahatA hai. svaya.n sthUlatAme.n ruk jAtA hai. usakI dR^iShTi bAhar hai. bAharame.n use sa.ntoSh aur shAnti lagatI hai, vahI.n aTak gayA hai, isaliye svaya.nko pahachAnatA nahI.n hai. usase bhinna paDe, kahI.n chain paDe nahI.n to svaya.n svaya.nko pahachAn sake aisA apanA svarUp hai. mUl asalI svarUp usakA j~nAyak svabhAv hai.

mumukShuH- sukh lagatA hai, usake bajAy use aisA khyAl AnA chAhiye ki ye jo bAharame.n vR^itti jAtI hai, vah mujhe duHkharUp hai, mujhe AkulatA utpanna hotI hai, usame.n

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mujhe kuCh takalIph jaisA lagatA hai. to usakA andar jAnekA prayatna ho.

samAdhAnaH- to prayatna ho. lekin usame.n aTak rahA hai. andar shAnti aur sukh bharA hai. bAharame.n nahI.n hai. bAharame.n duHkh-duHkh hai. utanA a.ntarame.n laganA chAhiye na. to use chain paDe nahI.n to a.ntarame.n jAya. isaliye use jarUrat laganI chAhiye. yahI AdaraNIy hai aur AtmA koI AshcharyakArI tattva hai. is prakAr andar vishvAs Aye to andar (jAye). pahale use anubhUti nahI.n hotI hai, parantu pahale use vaisA vishvAs Aye ki andar AtmAme.n sab hai.

mumukShuH- guruke pAs aisA sunA ki andarame.n aisI chIj hai. ab Age vishvAsake liye usakA prayatna kaise karanA?

samAdhAnaH- gurune koI apUrva svarUp batAyA. gurune kahA to svaya.n andarase vichAr kare ki guru kahate hai.n, isaliye a.ntarame.n hai. usakA svabhAv pahachAnanekA vichAr kare. pahale to use utanA vishvAs Aye, lekin bAdame.n j~nAnasvabhAvako pahachAne ki jo tattva hai, vah pUrNatAse bharA ho. tattva aisA nahI.n hotA ki usame.n kuCh nyUnatA ho. tattva pUrNa j~nAnase bharA hotA hai. ananta j~nAnase, ananta shaktio.nse bharA usIkA nAm tattva kahaneme.n AtA hai. tattva aisA nahI.n hotA ki jo adhUrA ho, nAshavAn ho. jo svataHsiddha tattva hai, vah pUrNatAse anantAse bharA hai. aise svaya.n vichAr karake, svaya.nme.n yadi aisI jij~nAsA ho to vah nakkI hue binA nahI.n rahatA. svaya.nkI jij~nAsAkI kShatike kAraN aTak rahA hai.

bAhar to use kuCh dikhatA nahI.n hai. bAharakA vishvAs uTh jAy ki a.ntarame.n hai. use vishvAs Aye. a.ntar svabhAvame.nse pahichAne. ... pahachAn le. lakShaNase lakShya pahachAname.n AtA hai. tattva ho, vah ananta shaktise bharA hotA hai. jo astitva hai vah anAdiananta hai. vah svataHsiddha hai. dravya aisA hotA hai ki jisame.n kuCh apUrNatA ho yA kisIke dvArA nAsh ho aisA ho, ki na ho, aisA nahI.n hai. vah ananta shaktise bharA hai. use a.ntarame.nse aisI mahimA aur usakA vishvAs jo jij~nAsu ho use Aye binA nahI.n rahatA.

jise satakI ruchi lagI, satakA prem lagA vah a.ntarame.nse yathArtha satako khoj letA hai. sat tattva hai, vah sat kaisA mahimAva.nt hai, use mahimA Aye binA nahI.n rahatI. yadi svaya.n andarase taiyAr huA ho to. use svAnubhUtikA Ananda to jab use svAnubhUti ho tab pragaT hotA hai, parantu pahalese use mahimA (AtA hai ki) tattva koI AshcharyakArI hai. use us prakArakA vishvAs Aye binA nahI.n rahatA. usakI jarUrat lage, aisA vishvAs use a.ntarase A jAtA hai.

mumukShuH- mujhe kahI.n aur jagah jAnekI jarUrat nahI.n hai.

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samAdhAnaH- jarUrat nahI.n hai, mereme.nse hI sab (pragaT hogA). ananta j~nAn, ananta sukhakA dhAm, ananta AnandakA dhAm, ananta apUrva guNo.nse bharA, ananta shaktiyo.nse bharA hai. shAshvat rahakar ananta anantArUp pariNamit honevAlA (hai). ananta shakti mujhame.n bharI hai. use vishvAs A jAtA hai.

mumukShuH- usakA a.ntar sa.nshodhan ugra hotA jAtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, a.ntarakI orakA ugra hotA jAtA hai. dR^iShTike balase, bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA Adi sab ugra hotA jAtA hai. usakI j~nAtApanekI dhArA pragaT hokar ugra hotI hai. samajhe to saral hai. nahI.n samajhA hai isaliye ananta kAlase duShkar ho gayA hai.

mumukShuH- bahut baDh jAtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- apanA svabhAv hai isaliye saral hai. ek a.nsh svAnubhUtikA pragaT ho to sarvaguNA.nsh so samyagdarshanake sAth sarva guN shuddhatArUp pariNamate hai.n. sab apanI orakI pariNati pragaT hotI hai. phir to sahajatAse usakI dashA baDhatI jAtI hai. parantu pahale use kaThin lagatA hai. jise hotA hai, use a.ntarmuhUrtame.n ho jAtA hai. nahI.n hotA use abhyAs kare tab hotA hai.

mumukShuH- usake pIChe paD jAnA chAhiye.

samAdhAnaH- pIChe paDanA chAhiye, to hotA hai. jarUrat lage to usake pIChe prayatna karatA hI rahatA hai, ChoDatA nahI.n hai. vaise ise ChoDanA nahI.n chAhiye. AkulatA na kare, parantu dhairyase bhAvanApUrvak usakA abhyAs karatA rahe.

mumukShuH- usakI AkulatA nahI.n karanI, parantu usake prayatname.n sAtatya..

samAdhAnaH- prayatna chAlU rakhanA chAhiye, apanI bhAvanA chAlU rakhe. yah karanA hI hai, ais prayatna chAlU rakhe. to mil jAtA hai. gurudev mile isaliye sab mil gayA hai, phir bhI abhI karanA to svaya.nko hai.

mumukShuH- aisI bhAvanA hotI hai ki kis dishAme.n jAnA hai, kaise jAnA hai, usakA mArgadarshan...

samAdhAnaH- dishA darshAnevAle gurudevane dishA batA dI hai. kahI.n rukate the, aTakate the un sabako dR^iShTi batA dI ki yah dR^iShTi pragaT kara. kahI.n kriyAme.n, shubhabhAvo.nme.n kahI.n- kahI.n rukate the, use dikhAyA ki tU a.ntarame.n jA. andar shAshvat dravyako grahaN kara. gurudev mile isaliye is pa.ncham kAlame.n mahAbhAgyase gurudev mile, ek tiranekA mArga sab mumukShuo.nko batA diyA. puruShArtha svaya.nko karanA hai.

mumukShuH- gurudev bhI padhAre aur Ap bhI sAthame.n padhAre.

samAdhAnaH- gurudevane mArga batAyA. gurudevake dAs hai.n. sab gurudevane hI batAyA hai.

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kahI.n bhUl na ho aisA. parantu a.ntarame.n pariNati svaya.nko pragaT karanI hai.

mumukShuH- mahenat to hamako hI karanI paDe.

samAdhAnaH- dekho to sab kahA.N-kahA.N paDe hote hai.n. laukikame.n dekho to kahI.n kriyAme.n paDe hote hai.n, itanA kiyA isaliye dharma ho gayA, aisA mAnate hai.n. shubhabhAv puNyase dharma mAnate hai.n. kahA.N-kahA.N (paDe hote hai.n). gurudevane to ek shAshvat dravyako grahaN kar, aisI dR^iShTi pragaT karaneko kahA. guNabhed, paryAyabhedakI dR^iShTi bhI uThA le. j~nAname.n sab jAna. jAnaneme.n sab AtA hai. ekadam sUkShma dR^iShTi gurudevane batAyI. svAnubhUtikA mArga batAyA. puruShArtha svaya.nko karanA rahatA hai. kahI.n bhUl na ho, aisA spaShTa mArga batA diyA hai.

mumukShuH- j~nAyakakA vikalpa, vichAr Aye, lekin phir vikalpa TUTatA nahI.n hai. vikalpame.n hI (rahanA hotA hai).

samAdhAnaH- usakA puruShArtha chAhiye. pahale to bhAvanA ho, phir puruShArtha (kare). a.ntarame.nse pahachAne, bhinna paDe to vikalpa TUTe. andarase bhinna paDanA chAhiye, bhedaj~nAn hokara.

mumukShuH- bhedaj~nAn hokar vikalpa TUTe, vah kitane sekanDake liye TUTatA hogA?

samAdhAnaH- TUTe bhale a.ntarmuhUrta, lekin usakI dhArA to chale na, bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chalatI hai. andarase bhedaj~nAn huA, bAdame.n pahalekI bhA.Nti abhinna nahI.n ho jAtA. usakI bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai). ekatvabuddhi jo anAdikI hotI hai, vaisI nahI.n hotI. ek bAr bhinna paDe phir bhinna hI rahatA hai. bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chalatI hai.

ek j~nAyak AtmAko pahachAnanA, basa. aur bhedaj~nAn pragaT karanA. svame.n ekatva aur parase vibhakta, bhedaj~nAn karanA. mai.n mere chaitanyame.n abhed ekatva hU.N. j~nAyak shAshvat ananta guNase bharA huA ek AtmA j~nAyak hU.N. apanA astitva-j~nAyakakA grahaN karake bhedaj~nAn pragaT karanA chAhiye. sharIrase bhinna, vikalpase bhinna, sabase bhinna hU.N. vikalpa usakA svabhAv nahI.n hai, usase bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA pragaT karanI chAhiye.

vikalpa toDanekA ek hI upAy hai, j~nAyakakI dhArAko ugra karanI. yathArtha j~nAyakakI dhArA, sahaj j~nAyakakI dhArA pragaT karanI. vah use toDanekA upAy hai. bAkI sab AkulatArUp hai, anitya hai. AtmA nitya shAshvat hai. parakA svaya.n kuCh nahI.n kar sakatA. svaya.n chaitanyakA kar sakatA hai. vAstavame.n parame.n apanA koI upAy nahI.n chalatA hai. apane chaitanyame.n apanA upAy-puruShArtha chalatA hai, bAharame.n kuCh nahI.n chalatA. upadesh sahI mauke par kAm AtA hai. aise apUrva AtmAko pahachAnanA. ek AtmA-shuddhAtmAko pahichAne to bhavakA abhAv hotA hai. to andarase AkulatA ChUTakar sukh aur Ananda pragaT ho, vah satya hai. sArarUp vahI hai aur sharaNarUp bhI vahI hai, sabakuCh vahI hai. bAkI sabakuCh niHsAr hai.

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mumukShuH- .... shurUAt huyI, ... TUTI isaliye sabako khyAl A gayA. ataH basame.nse ham sab khaDe ho gaye. mai.n aise hI baiThA rahA. mai.nne kahA, itane log is paryAyako badalanekI koshiSh kar rahe hai.n. DrAIvarane bahut koshiSh kI. basame.nse kisIkI ichChA nahI.n thI. abhI vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, paryAy itanI svata.ntrarUpase pariNamit ho rahI hai aur itane log us paryAyako badalanekI koshiSh kar rahe haiai.n. vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, us vichArame.n bas kab gir gayI aur kab gote khAne lagI, us vakta mujhe kuCh bhAn nahI.n rahA ki bas ab gir gayI hai. hAthame.n pakaD rakhA thA. abhI to vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, vichAr karatA hU.N, is paryAyako badalaneke liye itane log koshiSh kar rahe hai.n. koI ichChate nahI.n hai. aur itanI svata.ntrarUpase paryAy pariNamatI hai. yahI vichAr kar rahA hU.N, mai.nne khAI nahI.n dekhI, girate samay koI sadamA nahI.n lagA. us vakta mujhe kisI bhI prakArakA vikalpa nahI.n thA. bAdame.n to bas gote khAne lagI. usake bAd sab vismR^it ho gayA, bAdame.n to sab vismR^it ho gayA. phir to aisA hone lagA ki ab bas kab banda hogI, kab khaDI rah jAy, kab gote khAnA banda hogA? vah sab vikalpa chalane lage. us vakta yah nayA nikalA ki ab banda ho, banda ho, banda ho. aTake, aTake, aTake, gote khAnA aTake, aTake, aTake. vah vikalpa basame.n chalatA thA.

samAdhAnaH- kaise bachanA aisA sab (sochane lage).

mumukShuH- is hAthame.n do haDDI TUT gayI.

mumukShuH- mai.nne jorase pakaD liyA thA. parantu do-tIn bAr palaTI khAI to hAthake TUkaDe ho gaye.

mumukShuH- do TUkaDe. dono.n. phoTo batAyA, dono.n hAth bilakUl alaga. mumukShuH- phir to mai.n bhI basake andar AkAshame.n gol-gol uDane lagA. itanI vedanA thI, phir bhI mai.n andarame.n j~nAyakakI or muDanekA vichAr karu.n ki mai.n isame.n rah sakU, isame.n rah sakU. lekin utanI vedanA thI ki vikalpame.n hI chaD jAnA hotA thA.

samAdhAnaH- utanI vedanAkA prasa.ng thA.

mumukShuH- ham yahA.Nse kalakattA jAnA hai, kalakattAse phir plename.n imphAl jAnA hai. phir imphAlase ...

samAdhAnaH- aspatAlame.n vahA.N le gaye ho.nge. gurudevane batAyA hai vahI sabako shAnti detA hai. gurudevane sabako taiyAr kar diye hai.n. vAstavame.n gurudevakA param upakAr hai. us vakta j~nAyakakA smaraN ho, vah sab gurudevakA upakAr hai. gurudevakA upakAr hai.

mumukShuH- ghar bhI yAd nahI.n AyA. koI bhI vikalpa us vakta mujhe nahI.n thA.

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gharame.n kyA hogA, kaise hogA? lekin jitanA andarame.n prayatna karatA thA, juDanekA prayatna karu.N, juDanekA prayatna karu.N, lekin vikalpame.n rahI rahanA hotA thA.

samAdhAnaH- abhI bhinna nahI.n huA hai isaliye vikalpame.n (rahatA hai). lekin vah yAd Aye vah bhI gurudevakA pratAp hai. aise samayame.n j~nAyak yAd AnA (vah bhI gurudevakA upakAr hai). usake liye AtmAme.n jyAdA puruShArtha karanA, adhik lagan lagAnI aur adhik gurudevane batAyA hai us mArgako grahaN karanA. adhik-adhik..

AtmAkA kuCh kiyA ho, AtmAme.n sa.nskAr jyAdA dR^iDh ho, andar AtmA hAjir ho. koI kisIkA kar nahI.n sakatA. bAharame.n chAhe jaisA prayatna kare, koI kisIko bachA nahI.n sakatA. jo bananevAlA hotA hai vaise hI banatA rahatA hai.

mumukShuH- Ashcharya hotA hai ki abhI mai.n jIvit hU.N!

mumukShuH- DAkTarane bachAyA ki nahI.n?

samAdhAnaH- kisIne bachAyA nahI.n hai. bhAv achChe rakhe vah apane hai.n. kisIne bachAyA nahI.n hai. gurudevane batAyA vah mArga grahaN ho jAy, vah AtmAko vAstavame.n sukharUp aur sukhakA dhAm to vahI hai. koI bachA nahI.n sakA. AyuShya thA.

mumukShuH- DAkTar abhI kahA.N bukhAr utAr sakatA hai. abhI kitanA rahatA hai? mumukShuH- abhI 99.3, 99.4 shAmako hotA hai. normal nahI.n hotA hai. bahut gaharI khAI thI. ye to abhI bIchame.n aTak gayI thI.

mumukShuH- ye to bIchame.n (aTak gayI), isase bhI chAr-pA.Nch gunI gaharI thI. bIchame.n jamIn A jAye, isaliye vahA.N aTak gayI.

mumukShuH- nahI.n, isame.n to kyA hai Utarate-Utarate dUsarI sab pahADIkA pAnIkA jharanA thA. us jharaneme.n bas dha.Ns gayI. usame.n dha.Ns gayI isaliye aTak gayI. phir tIn- chAr dinake bAd aise samAchAr mile the, mai.nne to nahI.n dekhA thA. usake sau phiTake bAd itanI gaharI khAI thI kI ananta AkAsh thA. usame.n.n bas kab gire aur kab jAya. aur bas us vakta andar girI hotI to kisIkI haDDI bhI hAth nahI.n lagatI. lekin nasIbase yah eksIDenTa huA, jharaneme.n bas dha.Ns gayI to bas vahI.n aTak gayI. nahI.n to abhI to bahut gaharI khAI thI.

samAdhAnaH- isaliye AdamI vahA.N leneke liye pahu.Nch sake.

mumukShuH- usakA ek putra thA. usakI bas to ... kuchal gayA thA. milITarIvAle sab kuchalakar mar gaye.

samAdhAnaH- vairAgya karane jaisA hai.

mumukShuH- ahemadAbAdase jaldI sonagaDh A jAo. mujhe yahA.N nahI.n rahanA hai.

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mumukShuH- DAkTarakI bhI ijAjat nahI.n lI. DAkTarakI ijAjat lene jAye.nge to nA bole.nge. mujhe ahemadAbAdame.n rahanA hI nahI.n hai. bIs din ahemadAbAdame.n rahe. bukhAr nahI.n utarA. DAkTarake pAs gaye. das dinakI davAI lekar vApas AnA. mai.nne kahA, ab jaldI sonagaDh chale jAnA hai. yahA.N to Tep bhI sunane mile, pUrA din satsamAgamame.n rahanA ho, ...

mamukShuH- ... turanta hI. subah, shAm, dopahara. isaliye itanI shAnti hotI hai. kahI.n sunane nahI.n milatA. yahA.Nse nikalaneke bAd pUrI duniyAme.n kahI.n sunane nahI.n milatA. yahA.N sonagaDh Aye tabhI shAnti hotI hai. ek Tep sun lI to bhI itanI shAnti hotI hai.

samAdhAnaH- shAnti hotI hai, mAno.n sAkShAt gurudev bol rahe hai.n. ... denevAle gurudev hI hai.

mumukShuH- kahA.N bhaTakate hote.

samAdhAnaH- gurudevane to apUrva mArga batAyA hai. kahI.nke kahI.n jIv aTak gaye hai.n bahArame.n. a.ntar dR^iShTi karake... sukhakA dhAm, AnandakA dhAm AtmA shAshvat hai. AtmA j~nAnase bharA hai, sab gurudevane batAyA. tU adabhUt tattva hai. tereme.n adbhutatA hai, bAhar kahI.n nahI.n hai. sab svarUp gurudevane batAyA. aur AtmAkA hI adbhutatA mahimA karane jaisI hai. dUsarA kuCh nahI.n hai, sa.nsAr niHsAr hai. sArabhUt tattva AtmA hI hai.

chattArI ma.ngala.n, ariha.ntA ma.ngala.n, sAhU ma.ngala.n, kevalipaNatto dhammo ma.ngala.n. chattArI loguttamA, ariha.ntA loguttamA, siddhA loguttamA, sAhU loguttamA, kevalipaNatto dhammo loguttamA.

chattArI sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, ariha.ntA sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, siddhA sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, kevalI paNatto dhammo sharaNa.n pavajjAmi.

chAr sharaN, chAr ma.ngal, chAr uttam kare je, bhavasAgarathI tare te sakaL karmano ANe a.nta. mokSha taNA sukh le ana.nt, bhAv dharIne je guN gAye, te jIv tarIne muktie jAya. sa.nsAramA.nhI sharaN chAr, avar sharaN nahI.n koI. je nar-nArI Adare tene akShay avichal pad hoya. a.ngUThe amR^it varase labdhi taNA bhaNDAra. guru gautamane samarIe to sadAy manavA.nChit phal dAtA.