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samAdhAnaH- ... nyAl kar diye hai.n, aisA bolate the. mujhe koI ichChA nahI.n hai, mujhe kisIkA lagAv nahI.n hai, mujhe koI AkulatA nahI.n hai. yah ek hI karanA hai, dUsarA kyA karanA hai? karanA kyA hai? aisA jorase bolate the. ...

mumukShuH- aur yuvAn hokara.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, ekadama. abhI yahA.N sab (hotA) ho, vahA.N to puShpashaiyAme.n utpanna hotA hai. pUrA sharIr badal jAtA hai. yahA.N yAd Aye.

mumukShuH- yahA.Nke sa.nskArame.n bandha bhI vaisA huA ho, vaise hI sa.nyog dev-guru- shAstrakA (yog ho), vaisA hI bandha use hotA hogA na?

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, us prakArakA. vaisI ruchike sa.nskAr andarase utpanna hote hai.n. bhagavAnakA mandir, sIma.ndhar bhagavAnakI vANI sunanekA, aise hI sa.nskAr andarase utpanna hote hai.n. use aisI hI vichAr Ate hai.n. yahA.N to mandir Adi kitanA.. har jagah salAh-sUchanA (dete the).

mumukShuH- bahut utsAhase dete the. A gayA, aise nahI.n.

samAdhAnaH- vahA.N to jo apane sa.nskAr ho vahI utpanna hote hai.n. vahA.N shAshvat mandir hote hai.n, bhagavAn hai.n. sIma.ndhar bhagavAn videhakShetrame.n virAjate hai.n. vah sab pratyakSha dikhAI de, isaliye vahA.N jAnekA man kare.

gurudevane vaShA tak vANI barasAyI hai. andarame.n jo ghaTTa ho jAye, vahI karanekA hai. padmana.ndI AchArya kahate hai.n na ki mere gurune jo vANI, jo upadesh jamAyA hai, usake Age mujhe kuCh nahI.n chAhiye. yah tIn lokakA rAj bhI mujhe priy nahI.n hai, indrapad bhI mujhe nahI.n chAhiye. baraso.n tak vANI barasAyI hai. vah jo baraso.n tak jamAyA hai, vah sa.nskAr lekar jAye vah sa.nskAr hI andarase utpanna hote hai.n.

AtA hai, sau indrakI upasthitime.n lAkho.n-kroDo devo.nkI upasthitime.n bhagavAnane kahA hai ki tU paramAtmA hai. aisI Tep yahA.N bajatI hai. tU paramAtmA hai. are..! bhagavAn! Ap paramAtmA ho, yah to nakkI karane do. aisA AtA hai. yahA.N Tep bajatI hai na. aise prasa.ng hote hai.n tab aisI Tep yahA.N jorase rakhate hai.n aur bajatI hai. vah Tep rakhI

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thI.

mumukShuH- tU paramAtmA hai, tU paramAtmA hai, tU paramAtmA hai. are..! bhagavAn! Ap paramAtmA ho, itanA to nakkI karane do. ... vah rakhI thI. vahA.Nse gaye na taba. ... mai.n paramAtmA hU.N. use bahut achChI lagatI thI.

samAdhAnaH- sau indrakI upasthitike samavasaraName.n lAkho.n-kroDo devo.nkI maujUdagIme.n bhagavAnane kahA hai ki tU paramAtmA hai. are..! bhagavAn! Ap paramAtmA ho, itanA to nakkI karane do. tU paramAtmA hai, aisA bhagavAn kahate hai.n. paramAgam mandir par bajatI hai, tab sab jagah sunAyI detA hai.

mumukShuH- aisA gu.NjatA hai na ki mAno gurudev lalakArate ho. gA.Nvake log sab kahate the. tU paramAtmAvalA bajAo na! vah bahut achChA lagatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- pravachaname.nse utanA alag kiyA hai.

mumukShuH- khojakar nikAlA.

samAdhAnaH- mai.nne kyA mahenat kI? Tepame.n thA. kahA, yah achChA hai, itanA achChA hai. ... bhAv parase kah sakate hai.n ki dev bhav hI hogA, dUsarA nahI.n. sa.nsArame.nr janma- maraNakA chakra chalatA hI rahatA hai. vairAgya karane jaisA hai. chaturtha kAl thA tab dev Ate the. abhI dev nahI.n Ate hai.n. meDhak hAthIke pair tale kUchal gayA. use bhagavAnakI pUjA karanI thI. dev hokar pUjA karane AtA hai. vah chaturtha kAl thA.

mumukShuH- vichAr kare.n lekin jo bananevAlA ho vahI banatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- vaisA hI banatA hai. jis kShetrame.n, jis prakAr, jaise honevAlA ho usI prakArase AyuShya pUrA hotA hai. ... ThIk ho jAye aisI sabakI bhAvanA hotI hai.

mumukShuH- .. nirvikalparUpase hotA hai?

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, nirvikalparUpase hai. dravya par dR^iShTi nirvikalpapane (hai). shuddhanay kahate hai.n na? shuddhanaya. bas, vah nirvikalpapane hai aur pramAN bhI nirvikalpapane hai. dono.n nirvikalpapane hai. bAkI to pramAN asta ho jAtA hai, nayo.nkI lakShmI kahA.N chalI jAtI hai, vikalpAtmak to sab ChUT gayA hai. pramAN asta ho jAtA hai, pramANakA koI vikalpa nahI.n hai, nayo.nkI lakShmI sab ChUT jAtA hai. akelA svarUp hai. usame.n dravyakI mukhyatA aur paryAy sAthame.n hai. dravya aur paryAy dono.nkI jo anubhUti hai vah pramAN hai. dravyakI mukhyatAse vah nay hai, basa. bAkI vikalparUpase kuCh nahI.n hai.

mumukShuH- mukhyatA Ashrayake hisAbase yA jAnaneke hisAbase?

samAdhAnaH- nahI.n, Ashrayake hisAbase. Ashray hai, nirvikalpapane Ashray hai, nirvikalpapane. anAdikI vastu hai, usame.n koI Ashray nahI.n thA. Ashray use svaya.nne grahaN

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kiyA hai. vah Ashray vaise hI pariNatirUp rah jAtA hai, nirvikalpapane.

mumukShuH- use j~nAname.n khyAl hai ki yah rAg hai?

samAdhAnaH- abuddhipUrvak j~nAname.n kuCh pakaDame.n nahI.n AtA. abuddhipUrvak hai isaliye j~nAname.n (pakaDame.n nahI.n AtA). kevalaj~nAn nahI.n hai isaliye vah abuddhime.n hai. bAkI usake vedaname.n kuCh nahI.n hai. usake vedaname.n mAtra svarUpakI anubhUti hI hai, dUsarA kuCh nahI.n hai. nahI.n vikalpakA khyAl, nahI.n hai koI rAg, abuddhipUrvak-buddhipUrvak kuCh nahI.n hai. mAtra svarUpakI pariNati, shuddhAtma svarUp pariNati hai. akelA AtmA hI hai, dUsarA kuCh nahI.n hai.

dravya, guN aur paryAy usakI pariNati. AnandakI anubhUti hai. ananta guN-paryAyase bharitAvastha AtmA, vah pragaTarUpase shuddha pariNatirUpase pariNamatA hai. abuddhime.n hai usakA koI khyAl nahI.n hai. vah to svAnubhUtikA a.nsh pragaT huA, pUrNatA nahI.n hai. isaliye vah batAtA hai ki abhI abuddhime.n hai. usake vedaname.n nahI.n hai. usake j~nAname.n bhI nahI.n hai.

mumukShuH- Ashray nirvikalpa pariNatirUp hotA hai. jaise apanA nAm abhI raTanA nahI.n paDatA aur ... nirvikalpa pariNatirUpase j~nAyak..

samAdhAnaH- j~nAnako raTanA nahI.n paDatA, vah dUsarI bAt hai. usake vedaname.n vah kuCh nahI.n hai. use to Ashray hai, dravyakA Ashray hai. vah alag hai, yah alag hai. dravyakA Ashray hai, amuk vedanakI pariNati hai.

... phir to yAtrAkI bAt kare, mandirakI bAt kare, gurudevakI bAt kare, sab purAnI bAte.n karate rahe. ... usake sAth unhe.n sa.nsthAkA utanA ras thA. sa.nsthAkA dhyAn rakhanekA unhe.n bahut thA. Ap sab dhyAn to rakhate ho, sab rakhate ho. dev-guru-shAstrakA karanekA sabako hai. unhe.n bahut vikalpa thA.

mumukShuH- jo dUradarshitA thI, usame.n..

samAdhAnaH- AtmAkA karane jaisA hai. sa.nsArame.n aisA hI hotA hai. gurudevane kahA vah mArga grahaN kar lene jaisA hai. andar jo sa.nskAr hote hai.n, vah sab sAthame.n Ate hai.n. pa.nchamakAlame.n gurudev mile aur unakA sAnnidhya milA vah mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. dev- guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur shuddhAtmAkA dhyey, shuddhAtmA kaise pragaT ho? vah karane jaisA hai. bhedaj~nAn kaise ho? yah pa.nchamakAl hai, usame.n gurudev padhAre vah mahAbhAgya. chaturtha kAl gurudev padhAre isaliye ho gayA thA. aur abhI bhI gurudevake mArga par hI chalanA hai. kis prakAr Anandase ... sab bole. ... rAtako karate the, vahI phir subah karate the, aisA karate the. vahA.N le jAneke sivA koI upAy nahI.n thA.

... prabhAvanAme.n puNya ho us prakArase kArya banatA hai. bhAvanA ho to. parantu tere

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pitAjI karate the, kaun jAne us vakta kAl aisA thA ki sab sIdhA-sIdhA ho jAtA thA. gurudevakA prabhAv hai na isaliye. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur andar AtmAko pahachAnanA, vah karanA hai. chaturtha kAlame.n to muni banakar chal dete the. ja.ngalame.n jAkar AtmAkI ArAdhanA karate the aur dhyAn karate the. ChoTe-ChoTe bachche dIkShA lene jAte hai.n. he mAtA! he janetA! mujhe Aj~nA de. yah sa.nsAr aisA hai.

mumukShuH- ..

samAdhAnaH- mai.n aisI mAtA punaH nahI.n karu.NgA.

mumukShuH- kolakarAr karatA hU.N.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, kolakarAr karatA hai. ab tujhe nahI.n rulAU.NgA, ab mai.n jA rahA hU.N. ham AtmAkI ArAdhanA kare.nge. is jIvako ananta kAlame.n kyA nahI.n prApta huA hai? sab prApta ho gayA hai. mAtA kahatI hai, bhAI! tU ChoTA hai. tujhe kA.NTe aur ka.nkar lage.nge, terA ... tujhe kyA nahI.n prApta huA? jagatame.n sab prApta huA hai. ab to mai.n AtmAkI ArAdhanA karane jAtA hU.N. terA sharIr aisA hai, tujhe upasarga-pariShah Aye.nge, garmI-sardI lagegI. to kahatA hai ki, kyA nahI.n prApta huA hai? devalok milA aur sab prApta huA hai. ananta bAr sab sAmagrI prApta huyI hai. parantu yah ek nahI.n prApta huA. hame.n AtmAke svarUpakI ArAdhanA karanI hai, ab yah bhav nahI.n chAhiye. bhavakA abhAv kaise ho, yah karaneke liye mai.n jAtA hU.N. AtmAkI sAdhanA karaneke liye munidashA a.ngIkAr karatA hU.N. ab phirase mAtA nahI.n karu.NgA. janma-maraNakA abhAv karane jAtA hU.N.

yah janma-maraN sa.nsArame.n hote hai.n, vah jIvako ek vairAgyakA kAraN hai. janma- maraN (hote hai.n to bhI) jIvako vairAgya nahI.n AtA hai. janma-maraN jIvako vairAgyakA kAraN banatA hai.

mumukShuH- kShaNabhar lagatA hai. phir bhUl jAte hai.n. mai.n kal yAd karatA thA, mai.n merI mA.Nko ChoDane AyA thA, Aj mai.n pitAjIko ChoDane AyA hU.N. kal aisA vichAr AyA thA. merI mA.NkA ... yAd AtA thA,

samAdhAnaH- janma-maraN sa.nsArame.n ... yah janma-maraN nahI.n hote to jIvako vairAgya nahI.n AtA. sab shAshvat mAn letA. parantu aisA nahI.n hai. andar bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? isaliye mokSha karanA vahI satya hai. mokSha AtmAkI ArAdhanA... vahI satya hai.

mumukShuH- us kAmame.n lag jAnA.

samAdhAnaH- bas, vahI kAm karane jaisA hai. are..! aisA sa.nsAr ab nahI.n chAhiye. bhavakA abhAv ho vahI sachchA hai. ananta kAlame.n sambandha bAndhatA hai aur ChoDatA hai.

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bhavakA abhAv ho vahI satya hai. unakA to bhav parivartan ho gayA. gati achChI hI huyI hai. kaisI bhAvanA unakI, jIvan parya.nt kArya, a.nt samay tak kaise bhAv aur kaise ... unakA rAg rakhakar thoDe rahe the. ve to ... karate the, koI burA bole, kuCh bhI kare.

... shAsanakA sab achChA hogA. gurudevakA shAsan, vah to mahA tIrtha.nkarakA dravya thA. unake shAsanakA puNya hai. bhale bhAvanA na ho to bahut mushkil lagate kArya ho gaye hai.n, shAsanakA puNya hai, sab achChA hogA. bhAvanA ho yA nahI.n ho, achChA hogA. hasamukhabhAIkA ho gayA na.

... kArya the, abhI to amuk... mushkil kArya sab ho gaye hai.n. ab to sabako AtmAkA karanA hai. dev-guru-shAstrakI prabhAvanA karanI vah hai. svaya.n svaya.nkA karanA, sab sabakI jAne. sab karate rahe, apane apanA karanA. yahA.N sonagaDhame.n... jisako jo karanA ho vah karatA rahe.

mumukShuH- itanA salAmat rahe utanA bas hai. samAdhAnaH- bas, yahA.N sonagaDhakA yah tIrthakShetra hai, gurudevakI bhUmi hai. bas, bAharagA.NvavAle bhale jo karanA hai karatA rahe. jo karanA hai kare. sonagaDh gurudevakA tIrthakShetra hai, vah aisI U.NchA rahe. kisIke sAth rAg-dveSh nahI.n karanA hai. ek sonagaDhakA yah hai. sab svAdhInarUpase dev-guru-shAstrakI pUjA, bhakti, svAdhyAy svAdhInarUpase karate hai.n, aise hI ... karate hai.n, vaisA hI Tike, basa. koI usame.n dakhal kare ki aisA karoyA aisI kriyA karo, phalAnA karo aisI dakhal yahA.N chalanevAlI nahI.n hai. kriyA karo yA aisA karo, gurudevakA aisA karo, charaN sparsha karate hai.n, pratikR^itiko, phalAneko aisI dakhal nahI.n ho. kuCh-kuCh aisA chalatA rahatA hai. sab bolate rahe. sabake gA.NvakA sab sa.NbhAle.