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samAdhAnaH- ... ho gayA, ab kyA hai, aisA yadi kare.... koI nahI.n kar detA, svaya.nko karanA paDatA hai. svAdhIn hai. svaya.n dhyAn nahI.n rakhatA aur pramAd kare to giratA hai. puruShArtha to karanA paDatA hai. svabhAvame.n bharA hai usame.nse AtA hai, kahI.n lenA nahI.n jAnA paDatA. svabhAvame.n sab paDA hai, usame.n puruShArtha karanese sahaj pragaT hotA hai. lekin puruShArthake binA nahI.n hotA.

na.ndIshvarakA pUjAkI pustakame.n kitanA varNan AtA hai. usakA to bahut varNan AtA hai. apane to usakA A.nshik kiyA hai. lekin usakA dikhAv achChA ho gayA hai. pA.Nchasau-pA.Nchasau dhanuShake baDe-baDe pratimAjI hai.n aur vishAl mandir hai.n. meru parvat kitanA baDA hai! ek lAkh yojanakA meru hai. usame.n pA.Nchasau dhanuShake pratimAe.N hai.n. vah mandir kitane baDe! chAro.n or van hai. un vanake andar chAr dishAme.n chAr mandir hai.n. chAro.n dishAme.n chAr mandir aur bIchame.n sab van hai.n. pA.Nchasau dhanuShakI baDI pratimAe.N! kudaratI sab (rachanA hai). jagatame.n bhagavAn sarvotkR^iShTa hai.n to yah kudarat kisIke dvArA banAye binA bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gayI hai. sab ratna bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gaye hai.n.

mumukShuH- hamAre to sAkShAt bhagavAn A gaye hai.n. mAtAjI! Apake pratApase bhagavAn hI hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- ratnakI pratimAe.N. bhagavAnarUp, sab ratna bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gaye hai.n. jambU dvIpame.n meru hai. is jambU dvIpame.n ek sudarshan meru hai, dUsarA ghAtakI khaShDame.n do meru hai. do meru-pUrva dishAme.n aur pashchim dishAme.n. dono.n meru ghAtakI khaNDame.n hai. sunAyI detA hai na? aur puShkar dvIpame.n do meru hai.n.

mumukShuH- do meru ghAtakI khaNDame.n Amane-sAmane hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, Amane-sAmane pUrva-pashchimame.n. jambU dvIpame.n bIchame.n hai. aur puShkar dvIpame.n do hai. a.ntim dvIp hai na? ardha puShkar, usame.n do meru hai. is tarah pA.Nch meru hai.

mumukShuH- Apane pratyakSha dekhe hai.n?

samAdhAnaH- sab varNan AtA hai. shAstrame.n sab varNan AtA hai.

mumukShuH- parantu pratyakSha dekhate ho.n aisA lagatA hai. Apake pratApase to yahI.n maNDalakI

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rachanA ho gayI hai, mAtAjI! kalpanA nahI.n ho pAtI ki mandir kitane baDe ho.nge!

samAdhAnaH- usakA bhI nAp AtA hai. sau yojan aur pachAs yojan Adi kuCh AtA hai. sau yojan yA aisA kuCh AtA hai. madhyam jinAlay, jaghanya jinAlay aisA sab AtA hai. sab dev to aShTAhnikAme.n jAte hai.n. jo hote hai.n, usake niyat dev hote hai.n. jinhe.n sAthame.n jAnA ho vah sab jAte hai.n.

jin pratimA jin sArakhI. samyagdarshanake kAraName.n jin pratimA bhI kahI gayI hai. ek bAr sAkShAt bhagavAnake aur guruke darshan, vANI sune, bAdame.n to jinapratimA Adi samyagdarshanake kitane hI kAraN Ate hai.n. pratyakSha vANI ek bAr milanI chAhiye. pratyakSha vANI deshanAlabdhike liye.... AtmAkA svarUp darshAte hai.n. chaitanya bhagavAnako darshAte hai.n.

... sAgaropamake AyuShya pUre ho jAte hai.n to is manuShya jIvanakA AyuShya kyA hisAbame.n hai? he mAtA! he janetA! muje Aj~nA de. mai.nne to ananta mAtAe.N kI. ab to mujhe a.ntarame.n jo anAdi jananI hai, usake pAs jAtA hU.N. mujhe Aj~nA de. pravachanasArame.n bhI AtA hai. AtmAkA svarUp satya hai. vahI mAtA aur vahI pitA, sab a.ntarame.n hai. are..! sa.nsArame.n kyA hai jo milA nahI.n. kuCh nayA nahI.n hai. is jIvane ananta janma-maraN kiye. aise sa.nsAr-duHkhase hame.n kahI.n ruchatA nahI.n. hame.n to dIkShA lenI hai. aisA kahakar chal dete hai.n.

rAg ChoDakar, ja.ngalame.n muni hokar chale jAte hai.n. sIdhI tarah chale jAte hai.n. gurudev kahate the na? koI use le jAye, usake bajAy mai.n hI vaname.n-ja.ngalame.n, smashAname.n chalA jAtA hU.N. mAtA-pitAkA rAg ChoDakar, svaya.nko bhav hI nahI.n karane paDe, aisI sAdhanA karaneke liye jAte hai.n. vahI sukhadAyak hai. bAkI to jIvane sab kiyA hai, yah kuCh nayA nahI.n hai. yah sa.nsAr to aisI hai hai. janma-maraN, janma-maraN hote hI rahate hai.n. sabane bahut sunA hai.

AtmAkI taiyArI karaneke liye gurudevakA aisA sAnnidhya milA, aisA yog milA aur aisI vANI milI, vah grahaN karane jaisA hai. akele jAnA hai, akelA janma- maraN karatA hai, mokShame.n bhI akelA jAnevAlA hai. usame.n bIchame.n kisIkA sAth nahI.n hotA. puruShArtha kare, mokShame.n bhI akelA (jAtA hai).

... is bhavasAgarame.nse bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? AtmA usase ChUT jAye, vah mArga grahaN karane jaisA hai, gurudevane batAyA vaha. is bhavasAgarame.n aise bhav to jIvane kitanI bAr kiye hai.n. sab bhUlatA AyA hai. abhI vartamAname.n ho isaliye aisA lagatA hai ki aisA huA. bAkI bhUtakAlame.n bhav-bhavame.n kitane prasa.ng banate hai.n. kahA.N tirya.nchame.n gayA, pashume.n gayA, manuShyame.n gayA, kitane duHkh sahan karatA AyA hai. is bhavame.n AtmAkA

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kalyAN honekA yog banA. is pa.nchamakAlame.n aise gurudev mile, aisA mArga milA to AtmAkA (hit kar lene jaisA hai).

... vANI ChUTI to sarva pratham bAr vANI ChUTI (to) jay jayakAr ho gayA. vANIkA dhodh bahA. AShADh kR^iShNA ekam kahate hai.n aur shAstrame.n sAvan kR^iShNA ekam kahate hai.n. .. pahAD par rAjagR^ihI nagarIme.n pA.Nch kahate hai.n na? vipulAchal parvat par bhagavAnakI vANI ChUTI. mahAvIr bhagavAnakI.

... huA, sAth-sAth ChaThThA-sAtavA.N guNasthAn ho gayA. ChaThThe-sAtaveme.n nirvikalpa dashA to huyI. anya matako mAnate the, usame.nse samyagdarshanakI prApti huyI, bhedaj~nAn huA. ek hI dravya mAnate the, usame.nse mai.n AtmA bhinna, yah sharIr bhinna, vibhAv merA svabhAv nahI.n hai, j~nAyakako bhedaj~nAn karake pahachAnA. aur a.ntarame.n nirvikalpa dashA svAnubhUti to huyI, Age baDhe, chAritradashA bhI sAthame.n huyI. ChaThThA-sAtavA.N guNasthAna. a.ntarmuhUrta-a.ntarmuhUrtame.n ChaThThe-sAtave.n guNasthAname.n nirvikalpa dashAme.n jhule aisI dashA ho gayI. ChaThThA-sAtavA.N guNasthAn to huA, usake sAth j~nAn pragaT ho gayA. mati, shrut, avadhi, manaHparyay Adi sab j~nAn (pragaT hue). Chadmastha avasthAme.n jitanI parAkAShTA ho, vah sab unhe.n ho gayI. matij~nAn, shrutaj~nAn, avadhij~nAn, manaHparyayaj~nAna.

mumukShuH- brAhmaName.nse..

samAdhAnaH- pUrNarUpase palaT gaye. bhagavAnakI vANI ChUTI. sab taiyArI ekasAth ho gayI. yahA.N inakI taiyArI aur vahA.N vANI ChUTI. sab sAthame.n ho gayA. vANI ChUTI aur andar gaye, ekasAth ho gayA. AtmAkI taiyArI. kaisI pAtratA hotI hai aur nimitta- upAdAnakA kaisA sambandha hotA hai!!

... svarUpame.n us pariNatikI gati ChaThThe-sAtave.n guNasthAname.n jhule, j~nAnakI utanI nirmalatA, chaudah pUrvakI labdhi pragaT hotI hai. R^iddhi-siddhi sab pragaT ho gayI.

mumukShuH- gurudevane yahA.N vANIkA dhodh bahAyA.

samAdhAnaH- gurudevane bahut varSha vANI barasAyI. sonagaDhame.n nira.ntar 45-45 sAl tak atrUTak dhArAse vANI barasAyI hai, vANIkA dhodh barasAyA hai. chAro.n or vihAr karake yahA.N sonagaDhame.n nira.ntar vANI barasAyI. chAro.n pahalUse spaShTa kar-karake dravya-guN- paryAyakA svarUp, svAnubhUtikA, kevalaj~nAnakA, munipanA, nimitta-upAdAn Adi sab ekadam spaShTa karake samajhAyA hai. sva.nyako karanA bAkI rah jAtA hai. vahI bhavakA abhAv aur vahI sukhakA kAraN hai. bAkI bAhar to kahI.n bhI sukh nahI.n hai. sukh chAhiye, AtmAkA svabhAv pragaT karanA ho to a.ntarame.n jAkar hI ChUTakArA hai. pratham bhUmikA vikaT hotI hai, parantu svabhAvako samajhe to saral hai.

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mumukShuH- paryAyo.nme.n ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. yah "ramatA' shabda to mujhe itanA Anandit aur ullAsit kar diyA hai ki vAh re vAh! dhanya!

mumukShuH- Apane achChA .. kiyA, bahinashrIko bhI vah bol bahut achChA lagatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- apane svabhAvame.n ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. dR^iShTi vastu par hai, parantu paryAyame.n vah apane svabhAvame.n ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. ananta guNasAgar AtmA hai. vah koI alag hI hai, adabhut hai, chamatkArI hai. vichAr nahI.n karanA paDatA athavA use khojanA nahI.n paDatA. apane svabhAvame.nse hI vah ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. use khojanA nahI.n paDatA, vah to usakA svabhAv hI hai. usakA ramatA, ramya svabhAv hI hai. vikalpa ChUTane par vah sahaj hI pragaT ho jAtA hai. aisA hI usakA svabhAv hai. ananta guN-paryAyame.n pariNamanA-ramanA vah usakA svabhAv hai. mUl vastu svaya.n apane rUp rahatI hai, phir bhI apane guN-paryAyame.n ramatA hai. usakA svabhAv hI hai.

mumukShuH- hame.n Ashcharya hotA hai ki bhagavAn bhI khel rahe hai.n! khel rahe hai.n! bahinashrIko ham to bhagavAnasvarUp hI dekhate hai.n. ohoho..! unako yah "ramatA' shabda kahA.Nse yAd A gayA? mujhe vahI Ashcharya lagA. ramatA. bhagavAn AtmA ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai.

samAdhAnaH- yAd kahA.N-se Aye? vah to sahaj hai.

mumukShuH- unako andarakI dashAkA ...

mumukShuH- adabhut! ananta guNasAgar AtmA hai. mai.n kahU.N vaisA shabda rakhiye. mai.n kahU.N vaha. thoDA bhI Age-pIChe nahI.n.

mumukShuH- nij bhagavAn to gurudevane DAlA hai pravachaname.n, nij bhagavAn AtmA. bahinashrIne AtmA likhA hai. ananta guNasAgar AtmA. gurudevane jo vishleShaN kiyA hai usame.n nij bhagavAn AtmA (kahA hai). isaliye mujhe adhik Ananda huA ki nij bhagavAna. dUsarA koI AtmA hai, dUsarA koI paramAtmA nahI.n, nij bhagavAn AtmA. apane AnandAdi chamatkArik svAbhAvik...

samAdhAnaH- chamatkArik hai, svAbhAvik hai. sab shabda aise hI nahI.n hai. sab yathArtha hai.

mumukShuH- satya bAt hai.

samAdhAnaH- aisA kahA thA ki usame.n jo shabda hai, vahI shabda usame.n lenA.

mumukShuH- barAbar hiphAjatase rakhA hai. jisane-jisane kiyA hai, sabako abhinandan aur vandan karanA chAhiye. vah shabda aise hI smaraName.n nahI.n rahate. us bhAvame.n pravesh ho...

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mumukShuH- sabako bhe.nT to dI hai, gurudevane chA.ndIkA... mumukShuH- phir bhI yah a.ntarakI bhe.nT hai, vah adabhut hai! mumukShuH- usakI to kyA bAt karanI! mumukShuH- sachamUch kahatA hU.N, vah nahI.n A sake, na likh sake. use ... AsAn kAm nahI.n hai.

samAdhAnaH- gurudevane samajhAyA hai. is bhavakA abhAv kaise ho. janma-maraN karate- karate yah bhav milA, usame.n gurudev mile, mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. bhavakA abhAv honekA mArga batAyA. satya tattvakA svarUp batAyA, svAnubhUti batAyA, sab unho.nne batAyA hai. mahAprabal joradAr nimitta gurudevakA (thA), unakI vANIkA nimitta aisA, unho.nne svaya.n akelene sthAnakavAsIme.nse vichAr karake khoj liyA aur svaya.n us rUp pariNamit hokar mArga prakAshit kiyA hai, vah sab gurudevakA pratAp hai.

sthAnakavAsI sa.npradAyame.n the tab svAnubhUti par utanA jor dete the ki svAnubhUti koI alag vastu hai. samyagdarshan koI alag vastu hai. dehase, vachanase, sabase vikalpase bhinna AtmA us pAr virAjatA hai. aisA sab bolate the. pUrA mArga gurudevane spaShTa kar-karake prakAshit kiyA hai.

mumukShuH- aise gurudev bhI jab "bahinashrIke vachanAmR^it' par pravachan karate hai.n, tab aisA likhate hai.n ki ohoho..! bahinake shabda itane sAde, sAde AsAn! mai.n to Ashcharyachakit ho jAtA hU.N ki sAdA kahakar kyA kahanA chAhate hai.n? aise gahan viShayako bhI bahinashrIne kyA likhA hai! pUrA pravachan paDhA tab ahobhAvake sivA kuCh nahI.n hotA, bahinashrI! Ap gurudevakA ... ham svIkArate hai.n. parantu gurudevake a.ntarame.n bahinashrIke vachanAmR^it aise utkIrNa ho gaye hai.n ki bAt hI mat pUChiye. usame.n sAdA shabda nikAlo to ChaH bAr AyA hai, ChaH bAra. sAde phir bhI gahana. sAde shabda kahakar unako sachamuch jo kahanA hai, vah kahaneke liye sAde shabda kahA.N khojanA? aisA hai. isaliye tab aisA hotA hai ki gurudev...

samAdhAnaH- gurudevane hI mArga batAyA hai, usame.n kyA kahanA?

mumukShuH- mArga batAyA vah bAt satya hai, parantu unakA hI yah kahanekA Ashay hai, vah kyA?

samAdhAnaH- Ashay vah jAne, mai.n to unakA dAs hU.N. mujhe to puruShArtha karake unho.nne jo mArga darshAyA hai, us mArga par Age-Age baDhanA hai. gurudevane svAnubhUti batAyI, gurudevane svarUp ramaNatA, chAritra, kevalaj~nAn Adi sabakA svarUp gurudevane hI batAyA hai.

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mumukShuH- usame.n koI sha.nkA nahI.n hai, parantu ApakI mahattA unake hR^idayame.n koI adabhut thI! yah to ham dekh sake hai.n. kyA Adar! kyA prem! kyA vAtsalya!

mumukShuH- isaliye unakA pUrA lAbh lenA. .. unho.nne pUChA thA, svAnubhUti kitanI bAr... sarvashreShTha shvetA.nbar sAdhu .. gurudev svAnubhUtikI bAt kare isaliye... mahArAj! svAnubhUti matalab kyA? svAnubhUti jaisI koI jain darshaname.n nahI.n hai, ye .. svAnubhUti jaisI koI chIj nahI.n hai, unake ... shabda. svAnubhUti kyA hai? usame.n kyA hotA hai? aisA pUChA to kahA, svAnubhUti jaisI koI chIj jain darshaname.n nahI.n hai.

samAdhAnaH- sa.npradAyame.n yah koI samajhatA nahI.n thA. yah sab gurudevane hI prakAshit kiyA hai.

mumukShuH- svAnubhUtime.n to siddha bhagavAnake AnandakA a.nsh AtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- sa.npradAyame.n vyAkhyAname.n aisA lete the.

mumukShuH- bahinashrI! pa.nchAdhyAyIme.n to kahA hai, yah Ananda ...

mumukShuH- hame.n kisIko sha.nkA nahI.n thI. sonagaDhame.n shAnti, param shAnti hai. vajubhAI hai na, bas, bAt khatma.

samAdhAnaH- ... isaliye sabakA AnA-jAnA hotA thA. ek j~nAyakake sivA aur kyA hai? ek j~nAyakako grahaN karane jaisA hai. dev-guru-shAstra shubhabhAvame.n hote hai.n aur a.ntarame.n j~nAyaka. isake sivA jagatame.n dUsarA kuCh sArabhUt nahI.n hai. sArabhUt to ek j~nAyak adabhut alaukik hai aur shubhabhAvame.n dev-guru-shAstra hote hai.n.