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mumukShu- gurudevane to bahut batAyA, lekin bhUlamen-se Apane hamen bAhar nikAlA. Apake pratApase ham... nahIn to ham bahut baDI bhUlamen paDe the.
mumukShu- koI bAr to antaramen Dherake Dher lag jAy aur kabhI sahaj jaisA ho vaisA rahatA hai. in donommen antar kyA hai?
samAdhAna- koI bAr puruShArthakI gati aisI jAtakI ho to antaramen-se Dherake Dher lag jAya. koI bAr sahaj dashA ho aisA Aye. abhI jabatak vItarAg dashA nahIn huyI hai, kShAyik vItarAgaparyAy nahIn huyI hai to puruShArthakI gati abhI kShayopasham bhAvarUp hai na? isaliye kabhI Dher lag jAy, kabhI madhyam dikhe, kabhI aisA dikhe, is arthamen hai.
mumukShu- koI bAr Ananda adhik Aye, kabhI kam Aye, aisA?
samAdhAna- Ananda adhik Aye aisA nahIn. usakI dashA baDhatI jAya. usakI savikalpatAmen bhI dashA baDhatI jAy aur nirvikalpatAmen bhI dashA baDhatI jAya. muni chhaThaven- sAtaven guNasthAnamen jhulate ho, to kShayopasham chAritra hai. antarmuhUrta-antarmuhUrtamen svarUpamen lIn hote hain. to unakI chAritrakI dashA to chhaThaven-sAtaven guNasthAnamen jhule aisI hai. to bhI unhen koI visheSh gADhapanA (hotA hai). savikalpatAmen visheShatA dikhe, nirvikalpatAmen visheShatA dikhe, aise anek prakArakA dikhe. koI gnAnakI nirmalatA dikhe, darshanakI avagADhatA, koI chAritramen visheShatA dikhe. darshan to ek prakArakA hotA hai, parantu avagADhatA (baDhatI hai). gnAn, chAritra Adi anek prakAr dikhe.
mumukShu- ... "main hUn' aisA svayamko svayamse astitvakA jor Aye. usamen "main hUn' aise do akShar hI hain. main kaisA hUn? kitanA hUn? aisA kuchh nahIn. main hUn.
samAdhAna- apanA astitva grahaN karanemen kahIn bhed nahIn paDatA. svayam apanA astitva (grahaN karatA hai). dRuShTi kahIn bhed nahIn karatI. apanA astitva "main hUn', apanA astitva use gnAyakarUp-se grahaN hotA hai. usamen yah gnAnaguN hai aur yah dravya hai, guN aur guNI aisA koI bhed nahIn paDatA. svayam apanA astitva, chetanakA astitva chaitanyarUp-se grahaN hotA hai. dRuShTimen koI bhed nahIn hotA. isaliye main hUn, aise svayamkA astitva svayamko antaramen-se grahaN honA chAhiye. dRuShTike viShayamen usakA pUrA astitva use grahaN honA chAhiye. aise arthamen hai.
phir gnAnamen bhed paDate hain. gnAn dRuShTiko grahaN kare, gnAn dRuShTikA viShay jAne aur gnAn bhedako bhI jAne. sab gnAnamen AtA hai. dRuShTi to apanA astitva-sAmAnya astitva grahaN karatI hai. usamen guN-guNIkA bhed bhI nahIn hotA. svayamkA astitva svatasiddha hai use grahaN karatI hai. main hUn, aise. main yah hUn.