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samAdhAna- ... usakA svarUp gnAt hotA hai, parantu merA gnAn pariNamit hokar vah paryAy hotI hai. gney pariNamit hokar meremen paryAy nahIn hoshratI, gneyakI paryAy gneyamen hai. mere gnAnakI paryAy meeremen hai. gnAn pariNamit hokar paryAy hotI hai. gnAn gneyako jAnatA hai, parantu pariNamanevAlA main hUn. (gnAn) sva-par dononkA hotA hai, parantu gnAn svayam pariNamit hokar vah paryAy hotI hai. gney pariNamit hokar meremen paryAy nahIn hotI hai. main svayam pariNamatA hUn. bhAvarUp pariNamanevAlA hUn. mere bhAv mujhase hote hain.
.. apanI achintya shaktikI mahimA hai. bhedagnAnarUp pariNamanevAlA (hUn). main ek svarUp rahanevAlA hUn, anekarUp honevAlA nahIn hUn. anek gneyonkI paryAy gnAt ho, paryAyakI apekShAse meremen anekatA hotI hai, bAkI svabhAvase to main ek hUn. paryAyakI anekatAmen main pUrA khaNDa khaNDa nahIn hotA hUn, vah to paryAy hai. vastuu svarUpase maiain ek hUn. aisA yathArtha gnAn ho, svarUpamen svayamkA grahaN ho, aisI bhedagnAnakI dhArA ho to use svAnubhUtikI paryAy pragaT ho.
.. gnAn pariNamit hokar paryAy hotI hai. lekin usamen sva-par gney donon gnAt hote hain. sva aur para. parantu gnAn pariNamit hokar paryAy hotI sahai. gney pariNamit hokar meremen paryAy nahIn AtI hai. .. gneyakA jAnapanA AtA hai, parantu pariNaman gnAnakA hai. jAnapanA gneyako jAnatA hai. parantu pariNaman gnAnakA hai. jAnapanA hotA hai. jAnapanA apanA hai. sva-parakA jAnapanA hotA hai, parantu pariNaman gnAnakA hai.
main mere gnAnarUp pariNamatA hUn. svaparaprakAshak gnAn merA hai. ... pariNaman dUsarekA nahIn hai, pariNaman merA hai. parantu jAnapanA svaparaprakAshak hotA hai. paryAy huyI usamen gnAnane kyA jAnA? sva-par dononkA svarUpa. chhadmasthako jahAn ek jagah upayog hotA hai vah, pragaT upayogAtmakapane to vah aisA jAnatA hai. labdhamen jIvako sab jAnapanA hotA hai. pragaTapane jahAn upayog ho vahAn chhadmastha jAnatA hai. kevalagnAnI donon ekasAth jAnatA hai, svapara. sAdhakadashA hai aur bhedagnAnakI pariNati hai. usakI pariNati, gnAnakI pariNati to, yah main hUn aur yah par hai, main aur par, main aur par aisI gnAnakI pariNati to chAlU hI hai.