192 itane vichAr chalate the. gurudevane pravachan karake itanA spaShTa kar diyA hai ki kisIko kahIn shankA rahe aisA nahIn rahA hai. andar bhedagnAn (karanA bAkI rahatA hai). sab taiyAr karake gurudevane mAl diyA hai. andar svayamko pariNati karanI bAkI rahatI hai. un dinommen to anek jAtake vichAr (Ate the).
shAstramen kyA AtA hai? itane shAstra nahIn paDhe the. tattva kyA sachchA hai, abhI to yah nirNay karanA bAkI thA. shubhamen dharma nahIn hai, shubhamen AkulatA hai. Uchchase uchcha shubhabhAv puNyabandha AkulatA kaise hai? un dinommen abhI to yah nakkI karanA thA. bAhya kriyAmen dharma nahIn hai, shubhabhAvamen dharma nahIn hai. devalok mile vah bhI AkulatA hai. yah sab kis prakArase hai? yah sab nirNay karanA thA, abhI to sthUl nirNay karanA thA. abhI to sUkShmamen Age jAnA bAkI thA.
usamen-se main gnAyak hUn, yah vibhAv bhI merA svabhAv nahIn hai. yahAn tak andar pahunchanA thA. vichAr kar-karake nirNay karanA thA. shubhabhAvamen dharma nahIn hai. ananta bAr devalok milA, vahAn-se vApas AyA. gurudev kahate the, chamaDI utArakar namak chhiDake aisI kriyA kI, to bhI use dharma nahIn huA hai. to bhI use svabhAv pragaT nahIn huA. yah sab kaise hai? abhI to vichAr karake yah sab nakkI karanA thA. aisI sab charchA chalatI thI.
usamen-se nirNay karake yah bhedagnAn, yah svabhAv, chaitanya gnAyak svabhAv vah main hUn aur yah vibhAv main nahIn hUn, usamen-se nakkI-dRuDhatA karake, us mArga par dRuDhatA karake Age usIkI dRuDhatA, usIkA dhyAn do-tIn ghaNTa tak vahI chalA karatA thA. aur pUrA din aur rAt vahI chalatA thA. main gnAyak hUn aur yah main nahIn hUn. antaramen- se hI yah chalatA rahatA thA.
abhI to darshan kaun-sA satya hai? abhI to shvetAmbar-digambar kyA? abhI to vah bhI pUrA bAhar nahIn AyA thA. usamen-se mUl tattva grahaN karanA thA. kisIko pUchhane jAy, sAgarAnandako pUchhane jAy, rAmavijayako pUchhane jAy, derAvAsI sAdhuko pUchhane jAy, kahAn-kahAn sabako pUchhate the. main to andarase prashna-charchA karatI thI. pahalekI bAt aur abhIkI bAt (alag hai). Apako to sab pUrA-pUrA mil gayA hai. andar karanekA hai.
mumukShu- ratanabahinako pUchhane jAte the.
samAdhAna- hAn, ratanabahinako pUchhane jAte the. kuchh nayA ho, koI AyA ho athavA koI dhyAn karatA hai aur koI AtmA (sunAtA hai), dekhane jAte the. abhI to sab nayA lagatA thA.
mumukShu- unako vaDhavANakI bAten bahut achchhI lagI. kal kahate the. vaDhavANakI